Harry’s POV

After a long day full of family fun with Ashlynn’s wonderful family we headed back to her house for our last night in Fort Worth. I really did love her family. I loved seeing how Ashlynn took after her family members. She had maternal instincts that she got from her Mom; she always wanted to take care of others and she was so good at it. She got her sense of humor from her Wella, I’ve never seen her so comfortable with someone. They were closer than I ever realized and they were literally the same person. She was sarcastic and she got that from her sister; when Ashlynn was snappy and rude and moody and sarcastic…it had Marie written all over it. I didn’t care though; with all of those things I loved her. Even after seeing her with her family, I love her more and it made me more excited to introduce her to my family.

We all sat in the living room talking about everything. Mostly each other, our futures, our families.

“Harry what about you? What’s your life like in London?” her Wella asked me.

“Well it was pretty boring till this one came along” I said as I put my hand on Ashlynn’s knee. “I mostly travel a lot. Thankfully we are on a break right now so we have been doing mostly just studio stuff.”

“Break? When are you off of break?” Rose, Ashlynn’s Mother asked me.

“We are scheduled to go back out on the road in 3ish weeks.” I said as they nodded their heads curious.

“How long are you gone for?” Jayci asked looking to Niall.

“8 or 9 months at a time, we have small break here and there but nothing big.” Niall said answering Jayci’s question.

I looked towards Ashlynn and she had that look about her, the look she gave me when she was disappointed, the look she had when she was secretly upset and was trying not to cry. I grabbed her hand and snapped her out of her thoughts and she looked up at me and gave me a half forced smile.

“What are you going to do when Harry leaves, Ash?” Marie asked her.

“Uhm…work. Hang out with Eleanor. I don’t really know. Hopefully I can get Shelly there and I’ll have someone else in the apartment with me.” She answered.

“Wait, isn’t Eleanor going with y’all for the first bit? “ Jayci asked. Shit.

“I think so, that’s what Louis said. Who knows though? ” Niall answered.

“Ash, are you not going to go with the guys?” Her Mom asked. I hadn’t even asked her…how was she going to answer that question.

“No, Harry asked…but I just have too much work. It’s really better if I just stay in London. At least I’ll have something else to focus on.” She said, she covered for me and I knew it hurt her to do that.

I looked at her to water coating the layer of her causing them to water up. “I’m going to start dinner! It’ll be ready in a bit!” she said as she got up and made her way to the kitchen.

A part of me knew I needed to follow her but the other part of me knew she needed time away from me. I didn’t want to hover over too much especially if I was going to be leaving. I constantly felt like she was in danger, I knew that was wrong but she’s been through so much all I wanted to do was protect her.

“Harry can I get your help in the kitchen?” she asked.

“Sure” I said as I got up and walked down the hall to see Ashlynn making spaghetti. Her favorite. “What do you need my help with?” I asked.

“Uhm can you boil the noodles and sauce?” she asked me pointing me to bow on the counter.

“Do you want to talk about it?” I asked her referring to the situation that was at hand.

“We already did in the living room.” She said with hidden hurt.

“Well between you and I, I mean…” I said as I stood next to her watching her season the meat.

“Nope...no reason to. You’re going to travel the world and I’ll be in London staring at girls who don’t eat cause that’s our job. So there’s nothing to discuss. You’re going to have a great tour and I’m going to be taking pictures. It all works. “ she was obviously hurt and I hated that I did that.

“I love you.” I told her.

“I love you too. And we’re going to make it through this, right?” she asked with fear in her voice.

“Of course we are. If anyone can it’s us. I just hate that I have to leave.” I told her.

“Me too, but you’re going to be doing some amazing things this year on tour. And I’m already so proud of you.” She told me as she put her hand up against my face.

“I hope, I just wish you were going to be there.” I admitted.

“Me too, but you never even asked.” Yup. There is was.

“I’m sorry. I just need you to focus on you. Not on me…You deserve to be able to do your own thing.” I told her exactly what had been on my mind for months.

"Thanks for making my decisions for me on what I should focus on.Glad I don’t need to think for myself.” She was pissed.

“Ashlynn I didn’t mean it li-“

“Just make noodles Harry.” She cut me off.


Ashlynn’s POV.

I was seasoning the meat more in pure confusion. Was this tour going to break Harry and I? Because he wasn’t even gone yet and I already felt like I didn’t know him anymore. Who was he to make my decisions for me, to tell me what was good for me. I hated when people did that, Brendan used to do that for me all the time.

After we all ate dinner we said our goodnights and headed up the stairs to my bedroom. I changed into my pajamas when Jayci came into my room.

“Can I talk to you guys?” she asked while she stood in the doorway.

“Of course you can CiCi, what’s going on?” I asked her as she sat on my bed.

“Niall asked me to go on tour with him…is that crazy.” She asked us, I was happy for her. She deserved to do this.

“Isn’t that a little fast?” Harry asked. Jayci looked over at Harry with concern on her face causing me to shoot him a ‘Shut the fuck up’ look at him.

“Jayci, don’t listen to him. He makes decisions for people who don’t need it. Look at me…you care about Niall?” I asked her as I sat in front of her holding her hand.

“Of course I do…He’s amazing.” She told me causing me to smile again.

“I don’t think you’re crazy if you go. I think if I had that opportunity to travel with my boyfriend I would. You know I would that’s all I’ve ever wanted to do was travel. Now you have this chance…don’t let it walk away. If you’re not happy on tour then come back to London, you can live with me. Just try it, you have nothing to lose. Niall cares about you I know he does.” I reassured her.

“Thank you, you’re right. I just needed to hear it from someone.” She told me as she pulled me in for a hug.

“Love you Jay!” I told her hugging her back.

“Love you more.” She replied. After Jayci left our room I walked to the restroom to wash my face to be followed by Harry.

“I’m going to shower, want to join?” he asked. Pervert.

“Nope, I’m fine.” I told him as I exited the restroom. I went to lie in bed and heard Harry sing in the shower the song we had written together.

I’m sorry if I say I need you, but I don’t care I’m not scared of love. Cause when I’m not with you I’m weaker, is that so wrong. Is it so wrong? That you make me strong.

I covered up and turned to the wall away from Harry’s side of my queen size bed. I heard the shower water shut off and he came to lie next to me. We laid in silence for what felt like 10 minutes. Then he began speaking to me.

“I just don’t want you to regret being with me. I want you to live your dream…not mine. “ he told me causing me to water up at my eyes.

“You are my dream, without you none of it means anything.” I told him now crying.

“Then go with me.”

“I don’t want you to ask me cause you feel bad about it.” I told him.

“That’s not why, I want you there, I just didn’t want to be selfish with you. “ he admitted. Made sense.

“All I want is for you to want me.” I admitted as I sat up next to him.

“You’re all I want…all of you all of the time.” I wanted to rip his clothes off.

“Prove it.” I challenged him. All I wanted was for him to rip my clothes off.

He pulled my body on top of his body my legs now straddling his hips. He softly kissed my lips and then my nose.

“How do you want me to prove it?” he asked wanting me to say it.

“You’re so good at making decisions for everyone else maybe you can make this one and make it good.” I whispered in his ear.I then licked the side of his neck underneath his jaw line and kissed it.

“You’re making me feel pretty good right now.” He stated as I felt his large bulge grow underneath me. It turned me on and I wanted him, I began to rub mine on his and caused him to moan.

“Stop moaning and do something for once” I demanded of him.

He threw me on my back and took my shirt off and kissed up my stomach to my lips.

“I love you so fucking much” he told me as his voice shook. His hands slid down to my waistline and he kissed my hip bones causing me to slowly shut down. His touch was so real and so soft and so hot. Harry then slid my pants down off of my body and admired the view. “You’re beautiful.”

“Thank you baby.” I told him. I could feel the juices flow from my soft spot and I needed him.

Harry kissed my legs slowly and made his way to the inside of them. He grabbed the sided of my boy shorts underwear and pulled them off of my body. A mischievous smile appeared on his face and he licked his lips.

“Baby you’re so wet.” He said as he noticed what he had really done to me.

“You’re pretty observant there Styles. Are you going to stare all day or are you going to do something about it?” I asked him causing to get a chuckle from him.

“Mmm I love it when you yell.” He told me causing me to laugh.

He brought his head down to the center of me and slid his tongue on the edges of my clit causing me to moan.

“Oh my god…Harrryy.”

He licked harder and this time he stuck his finger inside of me causing me to tense up.

“Just relax baby.” He told me causing me to ease from the sound of his voice. “ If it hurts tell me…all I want to do is make you feel good.” Oh and he was.

He fingered me and ate me out for what felt like a lifetime but in reality was only 13 minutes then I finally hit my breaking point.

“Yeah baby…just relax. Let it go. You’re okay. I’m right here.” He comforted me as I hit my point.

His 2 fingers entered in and out of me faster and faster till I came undone at his very discretion. My body shook and my toes crunched up. My eyes shut close and my back curled up. It was by far the best feeling I had ever felt in my entire life. Granted having an orgasm was just reaching your sexual high…but it was more than that. It was love, something only Harry could make me feel. Something I wanted to feel all of time.

“Oh good God, that was amazing.” I told him as he laid next to me.

“Tell me about it. I love seeing you so vulnerable. It’s so beautiful; watching you come undone like that. “ He told me as he kissed my fore head. “After that you have to go on tour with me, I’m already craving you again.” He told me as he licked his lips causing me to laugh.

“I love you Harry Edward.”

“I love you Ashlynn Grace.”

Notes

Well well well...Am i the only one who wants to do the nasty with Harry? No of coruse I'm not. lol

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