Goodnight Moon.
Burning decision.
Ashlynn's POV.
I woke up the next morning with a pair of long strong arms wrapped around me in a grip that I did not want to escape. When I finally untangled myself from his hold I made my way to the restroom and got ready for my meeting with Don, "the big boss" as Eleanor would call him. As I was facing myself in the mirror and curling my long dark brown hair I felt the familar grip slip around my waist once again.
"What time is your meeting?" Harry asked.
"It's at 10. How'd you sleep?" I asked him hoping to get my mind off this meeting.
"Well it's 8:45, why are you getting ready so early? Fine..I had a weird dream though."
"Cause, I don't want to chance being late. What was the dream about?" I asked him.
"It's that you went to your meeting to make a decision on your job offer and didn't even discuss it with your boyfriend before..." he told me as he grabbed my hips with his hands and helped me sit on the vanity top now facing him. "Let's talk about it. You have time." He continued.
"It's just..I know this job is a huge wonderful once in a lifetime opportunity but I don't want to not see you anymore..ya know? I feel like I'm just going to be so busy.." I told him being almost as honest as I could be.
"Babe..I'm on a break right now..things are going to be pick back up here soon enough and then we are going to be in the studio more and more and I'm going to have to be gone for days...weeks at a time. But you have to take this job..if you don't...imagine how bored you would be by yourself. You deserve this position...take it. You've worked so hard for this..I'm going to be absolutely gutted if you don't.You need to have something of your own." he told me..reminding me that he would still be busy even if I wasn't working. And he was right.
"I'm just second guessing myself is all.." I told him as I hung my head low.
"Well stop doing that. You have the best instincts I've ever seen. Just do what you think you need to do. I'm going to be here supporting you either way." How did I get so lucky to have someone like Harry? He meant everything to me and he supported me more then anyone ever has.
"You're right.." I told him now raising my head back up to his eye level."I just don't wanna fail is all." I told him now admitting me serious fear of accounting to nothing.
"Now now love, you've made it this far ,haven't ya?" He said, he made a huge point. I didn't even think I would get hired on for the intern position..I need to follow my dream .
I looked at him in defeat and saw his smile knowing he had made his point to me. " I love you, you know that?" I told him.
"I do know that." he kissed my forehead. "and I love you more." he kissed my nose. "Now get ready for that meeting!" he now kissed my lips. As his lips parted for mine all I wanted was them back connected to mine. I longed for his soft skin, for his full lips, for that feeling I got in my stomach when he put his hands around my waist.
I finished getting ready and headed downstairs where my boyfriend was making me a smoothie.
"Chocalate banana, just the way you like it." he said as he handed me the One Direction tumbler cup that he had in his cabinet. It caused me to laugh very much, he kissed me goodbye and I headed out the door.
As I walked to the office I was spotted by very few fans..that was until the paps surrounded me with their massive cameras; asking me question after question.
"Where's Harry?!" at home in bed being a lazy ass.
"How do you feel about Kendall?" get a new question. No one cares about her.
"Did Harry give you that jewelry?" why does it matter?
"rumor has it, your a lesbian with Eleanor Calder." That's why it's a rumor.
Mentally I was answering all the questions in my head while keeping my head down and my purse close , Harry got me a pair of ray bans due to the fact that the flashes of these cameras the paps have are brighter then the fucking sun.
About 10 minutes of being verbally harassed outside I finally made it to the office and walked to the room where I was set to have my meeting with Don.
I was second guessing myself again..do I take this job? Do I walk away? Is this where I belong?
I knocked on the door waiting for permission to enter on the other side.
"Who is it?" Don asked.
"Ashlynn. sir" I told him.
"Ah yes come in. Yes or No? Will you be staying with us for long term?" that was the burning question.
Notes
Hey you guys. Hope everyone had a beautiful Christmas! Sorry this chapter is short! I've been very busy! I'll update more tomorrow!
Wow you are doing really good with the story! I love this story and hope you keep doing an awesome job of writing it!
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