Goodnight Moon.
You're like a unicorn.
Ashlynn's POV.
I woke up the next morning tangled up with Harry with a killer headache. I remember last night, I just don't remember all of it. I sat up slowly and noticed I was in Harry's clothes...Oh that's right, he changed me into them last night. I got up and headed to the bathroom careful to not wake Harry up. I stripped of his clothes and got in the shower and stood there for 20 or so minutes just thinking.
So many thoughts rushed through my thick head. I love Harry, there is no doubt about that, but there is still so much we don't know about each other. I don't know his family, he doesn't know that I have a tattoo, I don't think he realizes I'm still a virgin. Honestly..,the whole being a 21 year old virgin thing was my biggest worry at this point.
It wasn't like I never wanted to have sex or that the opportunity never presented itself, cause it did..I just never found the desire to do it with the few guys I was with. I was waiting for the right person. Someone who wouldn't walk out the door when I gave it up, someone who actually gave 2 shits about me. That's what I was waiting for. I was starting to think that someone might be Harry, at least I was hoping he was.
Now I just had to spill the beans that I am in fact a prude. Peachy. The bathroom door opening interrupted my thoughts.
"Ashlynn...you alright love?" Harry asked me.
Harry's POV.
I woke up ready to see the girl who made my heart skip a beat, only I woke up to be in bed alone. I heard the shower running and knew this was my chance to get out of the house before we all got ready to leave and head back to London. I needed to run to the jewelry store to get Ashlynn's birthday gift.
I got up and changed real quickly before walking into the steaming hot restroom.
"Ashlynn.. you alright love?" I asked her after realizing she had bee in the shower for atleadt 30 minutes/
"Yeah, I'm good. Just thinking." she said from the other side of the shower curtain. It took everything in me not to get in the shower with her, but I didn't know where we were when it came to the naked level of things.
"Alright, I need to run an errand. I'll be back in an hour or so. Ohkay?" I told her.
"Ohkay! Hey Harry, before you leave can you grab me a towel from the linen closet? I forgot to grab one!" she asked me. Now I was even more tempted.
"You sure you don't want to walk your happy naked butt over there yourself? I'll supervise!" I told her jokingly.
"Harry, will you please just get me a towel. I'm cold." She demanded of me as she turned the shower off.
I ran to the linen closet to grab 2 towels for her. One to wrap around her body and the other for her hair. "Here baby!" I told her as I handed them to her over the shower curtain.
"Thank you baby! Be careful running your errands please. I'm going to clean up around here and get ready to head back home! Feel free to bring me a root beer!" she told me as she stepped out of the shower wrapped in her towel. I wanted her on that bed. I wanted her now.
"Alright, will do babe! I'll be back soon enough!" I told her as I kissed her on the cheek and walked out the door.
Ashlynn's POV.
Harry kissed me on the cheek and headed out the door; I needed to talk to someone about my embarrassing problem. Someone who would genuinely listen. Eleanor.
I threw on my destroyed shorts and my choir t shirt from high school and went and searched for El. I went downstairs to total silence. I went to her room and she was sitting up in her bed eating cereal watching TV.
"Hey you alcoholic, what's up?" she asked as she scooted over on the bed giving me space to sit next to her.
"Where's Louis?" I asked her hoping I could get straight to the point.
"Oh, him and Harry went somewhere? They had some important errand to run. Who knows...why, what's going on?" she asked me.
"I'm a virgin...I'm assuming Harry isn't. I just think he's expecting it sooner than later...I just don't know what to do." I told her causing her to spit out her cereal and milk coming out of her nose.
"YOU STILL HAVE YOUR 'V CARD?' WHAT? HOW? YOU'RE 21!" she said to me very loudly!
" SHUT UP! It's a secret! " I told hushed Eleanor!
" WHY THE HELL ARE YOU TELLING ME?! I can't keep a secret!"She told me laughing.
"Well you're going to have to figure out how. Ok?" I told her as she nodded.
"So you and Harry have been sleeping in a bed together for basically a month and you haven't had sex with him?" she asked me leading me to nod to inform her that she was right. "Oh god..what have you guys done?! It must be hard not doing it." she said to me leading my mind to wonder. What if he didn't want to do anything with me, after all..we only ever really made out. Hands wonder sometimes but that's really it.
"We haven't done anything...we just cuddle and make out."I told Eleanor now a bit embarrassed.
"Well don't be embarrassed.. he really cares about you. Things will happen when you are both ready. He probably doesn't want to rush you into anything. Are you going to talk to him about all of it?" she asked.
" I don't know. When I dated Brendan all we ever did consisted of me giving him blow and hand jobs..he never did anything to me cause he was always focused on himself.." I told her causing her to go into even more shock.
"YOU MEAN YOU'VE NEVER HAD ANYONE DOWN THERE?! Oh god, you have no idea what you're missing Ash!" she told me causing me to burst out into laughter.
"I guess not...I think I'm going to talk to him about it sometime...."I told her as I got up off the bed.
"That's a good idea...but just because you and Harry love each other doesn't mean you have to pressure and convince yourself into doing something...don't let one word make you think other wise and lose that innocence. Hold onto it...being a virgin in days like today is crazy..it's unheard of...you're like a unicorn." she told me..she was right. I wasn't a normal 21 year old.
"Yeah, you're right. Thanks El. I'm going to go pack up my stuff now so we can head out when the boys get back. Thank you again for planning this weekend. I love you Calder!" I told her as I began to make my way out of the room back upstairs to pack mine and Harry's things.
I needed to tell Harry about my lack of experience..better yet, how was I going to tell him? How was he going to take it? Bleh, so stressed out about all of it now.
I woke up the next morning tangled up with Harry with a killer headache. I remember last night, I just don't remember all of it. I sat up slowly and noticed I was in Harry's clothes...Oh that's right, he changed me into them last night. I got up and headed to the bathroom careful to not wake Harry up. I stripped of his clothes and got in the shower and stood there for 20 or so minutes just thinking.
So many thoughts rushed through my thick head. I love Harry, there is no doubt about that, but there is still so much we don't know about each other. I don't know his family, he doesn't know that I have a tattoo, I don't think he realizes I'm still a virgin. Honestly..,the whole being a 21 year old virgin thing was my biggest worry at this point.
It wasn't like I never wanted to have sex or that the opportunity never presented itself, cause it did..I just never found the desire to do it with the few guys I was with. I was waiting for the right person. Someone who wouldn't walk out the door when I gave it up, someone who actually gave 2 shits about me. That's what I was waiting for. I was starting to think that someone might be Harry, at least I was hoping he was.
Now I just had to spill the beans that I am in fact a prude. Peachy. The bathroom door opening interrupted my thoughts.
"Ashlynn...you alright love?" Harry asked me.
Harry's POV.
I woke up ready to see the girl who made my heart skip a beat, only I woke up to be in bed alone. I heard the shower running and knew this was my chance to get out of the house before we all got ready to leave and head back to London. I needed to run to the jewelry store to get Ashlynn's birthday gift.
I got up and changed real quickly before walking into the steaming hot restroom.
"Ashlynn.. you alright love?" I asked her after realizing she had bee in the shower for atleadt 30 minutes/
"Yeah, I'm good. Just thinking." she said from the other side of the shower curtain. It took everything in me not to get in the shower with her, but I didn't know where we were when it came to the naked level of things.
"Alright, I need to run an errand. I'll be back in an hour or so. Ohkay?" I told her.
"Ohkay! Hey Harry, before you leave can you grab me a towel from the linen closet? I forgot to grab one!" she asked me. Now I was even more tempted.
"You sure you don't want to walk your happy naked butt over there yourself? I'll supervise!" I told her jokingly.
"Harry, will you please just get me a towel. I'm cold." She demanded of me as she turned the shower off.
I ran to the linen closet to grab 2 towels for her. One to wrap around her body and the other for her hair. "Here baby!" I told her as I handed them to her over the shower curtain.
"Thank you baby! Be careful running your errands please. I'm going to clean up around here and get ready to head back home! Feel free to bring me a root beer!" she told me as she stepped out of the shower wrapped in her towel. I wanted her on that bed. I wanted her now.
"Alright, will do babe! I'll be back soon enough!" I told her as I kissed her on the cheek and walked out the door.
Ashlynn's POV.
Harry kissed me on the cheek and headed out the door; I needed to talk to someone about my embarrassing problem. Someone who would genuinely listen. Eleanor.
I threw on my destroyed shorts and my choir t shirt from high school and went and searched for El. I went downstairs to total silence. I went to her room and she was sitting up in her bed eating cereal watching TV.
"Hey you alcoholic, what's up?" she asked as she scooted over on the bed giving me space to sit next to her.
"Where's Louis?" I asked her hoping I could get straight to the point.
"Oh, him and Harry went somewhere? They had some important errand to run. Who knows...why, what's going on?" she asked me.
"I'm a virgin...I'm assuming Harry isn't. I just think he's expecting it sooner than later...I just don't know what to do." I told her causing her to spit out her cereal and milk coming out of her nose.
"YOU STILL HAVE YOUR 'V CARD?' WHAT? HOW? YOU'RE 21!" she said to me very loudly!
" SHUT UP! It's a secret! " I told hushed Eleanor!
" WHY THE HELL ARE YOU TELLING ME?! I can't keep a secret!"She told me laughing.
"Well you're going to have to figure out how. Ok?" I told her as she nodded.
"So you and Harry have been sleeping in a bed together for basically a month and you haven't had sex with him?" she asked me leading me to nod to inform her that she was right. "Oh god..what have you guys done?! It must be hard not doing it." she said to me leading my mind to wonder. What if he didn't want to do anything with me, after all..we only ever really made out. Hands wonder sometimes but that's really it.
"We haven't done anything...we just cuddle and make out."I told Eleanor now a bit embarrassed.
"Well don't be embarrassed.. he really cares about you. Things will happen when you are both ready. He probably doesn't want to rush you into anything. Are you going to talk to him about all of it?" she asked.
" I don't know. When I dated Brendan all we ever did consisted of me giving him blow and hand jobs..he never did anything to me cause he was always focused on himself.." I told her causing her to go into even more shock.
"YOU MEAN YOU'VE NEVER HAD ANYONE DOWN THERE?! Oh god, you have no idea what you're missing Ash!" she told me causing me to burst out into laughter.
"I guess not...I think I'm going to talk to him about it sometime...."I told her as I got up off the bed.
"That's a good idea...but just because you and Harry love each other doesn't mean you have to pressure and convince yourself into doing something...don't let one word make you think other wise and lose that innocence. Hold onto it...being a virgin in days like today is crazy..it's unheard of...you're like a unicorn." she told me..she was right. I wasn't a normal 21 year old.
"Yeah, you're right. Thanks El. I'm going to go pack up my stuff now so we can head out when the boys get back. Thank you again for planning this weekend. I love you Calder!" I told her as I began to make my way out of the room back upstairs to pack mine and Harry's things.
I needed to tell Harry about my lack of experience..better yet, how was I going to tell him? How was he going to take it? Bleh, so stressed out about all of it now.
Notes
Hey y'all. Just a quick chapter! Sorry it's been about a week since my last update..I was in New York and just got home last night! I'll be updating more often now!
What do you think Harry's reaction to Ashlynn's news will be?
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