
Goodnight Moon.
But we are real.
Ashlynn's POV.
I first walked in to Louis' and Eleanor's room to wake Louis up, "LOU! WAKE UP! EL MADE BREAKFAST! IT'S ON THE TABLE!" I yelled at him demanding his presence in the kitchen. Next I went to Jayci's room but when I walked in she wasn't there. " Hm. Strange...?" I said to myself out loud when I looked at her very empty room.
After her room I went to wake Zayn and Perrie up, "WAKE UP LOVE BIRDS! BREAKFAST IS READY!" I yelled at them as I jumped on the bed making sure they would get up because if I knew them at all I knew they would skip a meal for an extra hour of sleep.
" Shut up Ashlynn..I need my beauty rest." Perrie said to me as she threw a pillow at me.
"But it's my birthday.." I said to her sadly as I layed on top of her.
"UH. FINE!" She said as she got up to put proper clothes on.
"Thank you, make sure Zayn gets up too!" I told her happily as I walked out of their room closing the door behind me.
I then walked up the stairs to wake up Sophia and Liam. I knocked once before I walked in to see they were already up and getting ready to come downstairs.
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY!" Liam yelled at me as he engulfed me in his arms and spinning me around.
"Thank you! I'm glad you remembered the real reason why we are all here!" I told him laughing!
"We will be downstairs in a few birthday girl!" Sophia told me.
"Sounds good! Breakfast is ready!" I told her as I then walked out of their room.
"2 more to go and I have to find Jayci..." I said to myself under my breath as I walked into Niall's room to see two bodies in his bed.
"Niall..food is ready. " I told him quietly as I lightly nudged his arm.
"Alright, thanks love!" he told me as he yawned.
"Hey..who's in bed with you? " I now asked him my curiosity getting the best of me.
"See for yourself." he told me as he got out of bed to use the restroom.
I walked to the other side of the bed to see a manicured hand with a very familiar friendship ring on the thumb. I knew exactly who this was now. I pulled the covers back quickly waking her up.
"OH MY GOD YOU DIRTY SLUT!" I yelled at my best friend noticing she was only in Niall's shirt and in her underwear.
"This looks bad doesn't it..." Jayci told me as she reviewed her sleeping attire.
"Just a little bit..." I told her now whispering.
"Nothing happened Ashlynn I swear." She told me trying to convince me. Well it wasn't going to work. I knew Jayci...and I know something happened.
"Oh yeah? Then where the hell are your pants?" I asked her now leaving her speechless.
"Can we talk about this later? Please. I'm hungry." she asked pleading that I would leave her alone.
"Fine, but we are not done talking about this!" I said pointing at her as I walked out of the room.
I walked towards mine and Harry's room with the idea of saving the best for last. I walked in to see my handsome boyfriend sprawled across the bed. And he says I take up the whole bed. Wrong.
I layed next to him in bed admiring every aspect of him. He was beautiful in every way. I kissed his forehead first then both of his cheeks. No reaction. I then kissed his lips. Still nothing. I then kissed his jaw line and moved down to his neck. Nothing. I moved my mouth up his neck to the spot behind his ear getting a slight moan from him.
"Mmm. You should wake me up like this every morning baby." He said to me as he looked down at me.
"Well that would be no fair Mr.Styles, I have needs too." I said winking at him as I rolled out of bed knowing that he was now awake.
"That's it? You're just going to walk away!" he yelled from the bed as I walked towards my suitcase.
"Yes sir. That's all for now. Eleanor made breakfast so get up!" I told him as I grabbed my phone charger from bag so I could plug my almost dead phone up.
"Where did you sleep last night? You never came back to bed." he asked me as he rubbed the sleep out of his eyes.
"Uhm I fell asleep outside on the swing. I didn't mean to. " I told him knowing he was going to scold me.
"Ash, you're going to get sick like that! Was your dream that bad that you couldn't come back to bed?" he asked me now reminding me of the horrible dream that I wanted to forget.
"I just lost track of time is all. I got to talking with Soph about things and I guess I just fell asleep." I told him now snapping back a little bit.
"Did you talk to her about your dream?" he asked me now a little sad that I wouldn't talk to him about it.
"No Harry, I talked to her about the you and Kendall thing and how we are "private". You can even ask her." I told him now upset with him because he hadn't even told me happy birthday.
"Why? We already talked about it..What was there left to talk about?" he asked me a bit concerned.
"Well we talked about how it was going to be hard and she kept reminding me that it wasn't real. Then she told me about her and Liam being private..hmm...oh yeah and after that we talked about the pictures of you and Kendall that are all over the internet now and how I'm still mystery girl....Yep, that about covers it. Anything else you want to know?" I told him in a pissed off tone now very upset with him.
"The pictures of me holding her back and walking?" he asked quietly knowing exactly what was talking about.
"Yeah but that one wasn't even the one I was really hurt from.." I told him remembering I had the one of them holding hands saved on my phone so I could show him.
"what photo then?." He asked me under his breath realizing that he didn't tell me everything.
I pulled the photo up on my phone and then tossing my phone at him so he could see. "That photo.." I said.
He looked down at my phone and then threw his head up knowing I was really upset. "Ashlynn..it's not real. You know that." he told me as if I had forget.
"You're right, I do know that." I said to him now calming down a bit " But we are real..and you didn't even look at me like that when the paps were around....Ya know everyone keeps telling me how happy I make you...but I just don't feel like you're happy. I feel like you don't even want to be around me. Am I wrong? Cause if I am you need to tell me Harry. Just please tell me." I said to him now tearing up in my eyes.
He got up from the bed and walked toward me pulling me into his arms. "You make me so happy. I just have a lot on my plate right now. I'm scared that I am going to make you unhappy. I feel like this relationship has already gotten off to such a bumpy start I don't want to mess it up anymore. " he told me as he rubbed my back. I nodded agreeing with him.
He had a really good point. We hadn't been together that long and it was already one struggle after the other. I didn't know how long I could take it. I looked up at him with defeat in my face.
"Hey, don't you dare cry either. It's your birthday." he told me as he wiped the single tear that fell from my eye.
"It's my birthday and I'll cry if I want to." I told him causing his lips to curve into a smile.
"You're a nut, ya know that?" he told me laughing.
"Yeah..I know. But you're stuck with this nutcase." I told him reminding him.
"Good. I wouldn't have it any other way..." He told me as he still had his arms wrapped around me. We stood like that for a while in silence just taking in each other.
"Let's go downstairs and get some food, yeah love?" he said leading me to nod.
I first walked in to Louis' and Eleanor's room to wake Louis up, "LOU! WAKE UP! EL MADE BREAKFAST! IT'S ON THE TABLE!" I yelled at him demanding his presence in the kitchen. Next I went to Jayci's room but when I walked in she wasn't there. " Hm. Strange...?" I said to myself out loud when I looked at her very empty room.
After her room I went to wake Zayn and Perrie up, "WAKE UP LOVE BIRDS! BREAKFAST IS READY!" I yelled at them as I jumped on the bed making sure they would get up because if I knew them at all I knew they would skip a meal for an extra hour of sleep.
" Shut up Ashlynn..I need my beauty rest." Perrie said to me as she threw a pillow at me.
"But it's my birthday.." I said to her sadly as I layed on top of her.
"UH. FINE!" She said as she got up to put proper clothes on.
"Thank you, make sure Zayn gets up too!" I told her happily as I walked out of their room closing the door behind me.
I then walked up the stairs to wake up Sophia and Liam. I knocked once before I walked in to see they were already up and getting ready to come downstairs.
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY!" Liam yelled at me as he engulfed me in his arms and spinning me around.
"Thank you! I'm glad you remembered the real reason why we are all here!" I told him laughing!
"We will be downstairs in a few birthday girl!" Sophia told me.
"Sounds good! Breakfast is ready!" I told her as I then walked out of their room.
"2 more to go and I have to find Jayci..." I said to myself under my breath as I walked into Niall's room to see two bodies in his bed.
"Niall..food is ready. " I told him quietly as I lightly nudged his arm.
"Alright, thanks love!" he told me as he yawned.
"Hey..who's in bed with you? " I now asked him my curiosity getting the best of me.
"See for yourself." he told me as he got out of bed to use the restroom.
I walked to the other side of the bed to see a manicured hand with a very familiar friendship ring on the thumb. I knew exactly who this was now. I pulled the covers back quickly waking her up.
"OH MY GOD YOU DIRTY SLUT!" I yelled at my best friend noticing she was only in Niall's shirt and in her underwear.
"This looks bad doesn't it..." Jayci told me as she reviewed her sleeping attire.
"Just a little bit..." I told her now whispering.
"Nothing happened Ashlynn I swear." She told me trying to convince me. Well it wasn't going to work. I knew Jayci...and I know something happened.
"Oh yeah? Then where the hell are your pants?" I asked her now leaving her speechless.
"Can we talk about this later? Please. I'm hungry." she asked pleading that I would leave her alone.
"Fine, but we are not done talking about this!" I said pointing at her as I walked out of the room.
I walked towards mine and Harry's room with the idea of saving the best for last. I walked in to see my handsome boyfriend sprawled across the bed. And he says I take up the whole bed. Wrong.
I layed next to him in bed admiring every aspect of him. He was beautiful in every way. I kissed his forehead first then both of his cheeks. No reaction. I then kissed his lips. Still nothing. I then kissed his jaw line and moved down to his neck. Nothing. I moved my mouth up his neck to the spot behind his ear getting a slight moan from him.
"Mmm. You should wake me up like this every morning baby." He said to me as he looked down at me.
"Well that would be no fair Mr.Styles, I have needs too." I said winking at him as I rolled out of bed knowing that he was now awake.
"That's it? You're just going to walk away!" he yelled from the bed as I walked towards my suitcase.
"Yes sir. That's all for now. Eleanor made breakfast so get up!" I told him as I grabbed my phone charger from bag so I could plug my almost dead phone up.
"Where did you sleep last night? You never came back to bed." he asked me as he rubbed the sleep out of his eyes.
"Uhm I fell asleep outside on the swing. I didn't mean to. " I told him knowing he was going to scold me.
"Ash, you're going to get sick like that! Was your dream that bad that you couldn't come back to bed?" he asked me now reminding me of the horrible dream that I wanted to forget.
"I just lost track of time is all. I got to talking with Soph about things and I guess I just fell asleep." I told him now snapping back a little bit.
"Did you talk to her about your dream?" he asked me now a little sad that I wouldn't talk to him about it.
"No Harry, I talked to her about the you and Kendall thing and how we are "private". You can even ask her." I told him now upset with him because he hadn't even told me happy birthday.
"Why? We already talked about it..What was there left to talk about?" he asked me a bit concerned.
"Well we talked about how it was going to be hard and she kept reminding me that it wasn't real. Then she told me about her and Liam being private..hmm...oh yeah and after that we talked about the pictures of you and Kendall that are all over the internet now and how I'm still mystery girl....Yep, that about covers it. Anything else you want to know?" I told him in a pissed off tone now very upset with him.
"The pictures of me holding her back and walking?" he asked quietly knowing exactly what was talking about.
"Yeah but that one wasn't even the one I was really hurt from.." I told him remembering I had the one of them holding hands saved on my phone so I could show him.
"what photo then?." He asked me under his breath realizing that he didn't tell me everything.
I pulled the photo up on my phone and then tossing my phone at him so he could see. "That photo.." I said.
He looked down at my phone and then threw his head up knowing I was really upset. "Ashlynn..it's not real. You know that." he told me as if I had forget.
"You're right, I do know that." I said to him now calming down a bit " But we are real..and you didn't even look at me like that when the paps were around....Ya know everyone keeps telling me how happy I make you...but I just don't feel like you're happy. I feel like you don't even want to be around me. Am I wrong? Cause if I am you need to tell me Harry. Just please tell me." I said to him now tearing up in my eyes.
He got up from the bed and walked toward me pulling me into his arms. "You make me so happy. I just have a lot on my plate right now. I'm scared that I am going to make you unhappy. I feel like this relationship has already gotten off to such a bumpy start I don't want to mess it up anymore. " he told me as he rubbed my back. I nodded agreeing with him.
He had a really good point. We hadn't been together that long and it was already one struggle after the other. I didn't know how long I could take it. I looked up at him with defeat in my face.
"Hey, don't you dare cry either. It's your birthday." he told me as he wiped the single tear that fell from my eye.
"It's my birthday and I'll cry if I want to." I told him causing his lips to curve into a smile.
"You're a nut, ya know that?" he told me laughing.
"Yeah..I know. But you're stuck with this nutcase." I told him reminding him.
"Good. I wouldn't have it any other way..." He told me as he still had his arms wrapped around me. We stood like that for a while in silence just taking in each other.
"Let's go downstairs and get some food, yeah love?" he said leading me to nod.
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