Goodnight Moon.
May 25th.
Ashlynn's POV.
It had been a few days since I had seen the girls, they've been texting me and what not I have just been extremely busy getting unpacked and with work and stuff! As I was unpacking a couple of boxes I heard my phone buzz. I went to get it off of the island in my kitchen and saw Eleanor was calling.
"Well hello there England's Next Top Model! " I said greeting her into the phone causing her to laugh! "What are you doing? Wanna hang out?" she asked me.
"Actually I am unpacking! You are more than welcome to come over though and help me!" I said hoping she would agree! 'I'd love to, text me the address and I will leave soon!" she said!
I texted her my address and 20 minutes later there was a knock on my door! I opened it to see El and McDonald's at hand! "Hi, I figured you were hungry cause unpacking makes me hungry! By the way you literally live like 10 minutes from Louis and I!" she said to me as she entered my apartment!
"Well thanks, and you figured right! I am starving!" I said to her taking the food from her!
"So how's your life? Anything exciting going on? Are you excited for the June edition if YLWM to come out?" she bombarded me with questions.
"Uhm, nothing new! And yeah I'm mostly just excited to see our piece! Just 2 more days till it's out on the shelves!" I said to her literally counting down the days.
"I'm excited, hey a little birdy told me that your birthday is in 4 days...is that right or wrong?' She asked me. Assuming the little birdy was Harry meant she knew everything else about me.
"That is correct, I'll be 21!" I answered her question!
"Well what are we going to do?" she asked as if I had plans. I laughed at her question, "Uhm I don't have anything planned!" I answered her bringing excitement to her face!
"Perfect, I'll plan everything! Don't you worry!" she said to me. When I lived in the states I had birthday dinners with my friends and my family but i haven't had a birthday party since like age 15. I didn't even know what people did at parties anymore.
"Whatever you say El." I told her giving her complete control. We sat there in complete silence ignoring the elephant in the room. The big tall curly haired elephant meaning Harry.
"He's sorry ya know..and he misses you a lot." she told me waiting for a reaction from me.
"I'd like to invite him to your birthday but if you don't want him there I understand. " she said to me with concern and consideration in her voice. She's such a good friend.
"So he told you everything, huh?" She nodded. "I miss him too. I'm not mad at me. I'm just hurt I guess. I'm scared to get in to deep with him ya know?"
"I understand, and I'm sorry this is happening. But if it helps...he cares about you so much Ashlynn. I was the same way before Lou and I started dating. I was totally skeptical about this whole situation. From dating to him to my school to the fans. It's a hard thing to process and you feel like there's a certain expectation to live up too. But if Harry didn't care about you he wouldn't be calling me every night telling me how much he hated himself. Just give him another chance. Guys are different than girls, it just takes them a little more time to process thought. He's really sorry and misses you. At least stop ignoring his calls and hear him out." she was right if I wanted Harry in my life I had to stop being such a baby.
"You're right. I'll work on it. I'm fine with you inviting him to whatever shin dig you plan on creating for me. " I said to her causing her to laugh.
We unpacked my things when I came across a photo album that i hadn't seen in years. We went through every photo causing me to cry and laugh and cry some more. I missed home, I missed my mom, I missed my sister and Jayci, I missed Shelly. I told Eleanor everything that night from Brendan's and I full history to about how my dad tried killing himself to my secret love for writing to all my family problems. That night I realized that Eleanor was in fact my best friend in London.
It had been a few days since I had seen the girls, they've been texting me and what not I have just been extremely busy getting unpacked and with work and stuff! As I was unpacking a couple of boxes I heard my phone buzz. I went to get it off of the island in my kitchen and saw Eleanor was calling.
"Well hello there England's Next Top Model! " I said greeting her into the phone causing her to laugh! "What are you doing? Wanna hang out?" she asked me.
"Actually I am unpacking! You are more than welcome to come over though and help me!" I said hoping she would agree! 'I'd love to, text me the address and I will leave soon!" she said!
I texted her my address and 20 minutes later there was a knock on my door! I opened it to see El and McDonald's at hand! "Hi, I figured you were hungry cause unpacking makes me hungry! By the way you literally live like 10 minutes from Louis and I!" she said to me as she entered my apartment!
"Well thanks, and you figured right! I am starving!" I said to her taking the food from her!
"So how's your life? Anything exciting going on? Are you excited for the June edition if YLWM to come out?" she bombarded me with questions.
"Uhm, nothing new! And yeah I'm mostly just excited to see our piece! Just 2 more days till it's out on the shelves!" I said to her literally counting down the days.
"I'm excited, hey a little birdy told me that your birthday is in 4 days...is that right or wrong?' She asked me. Assuming the little birdy was Harry meant she knew everything else about me.
"That is correct, I'll be 21!" I answered her question!
"Well what are we going to do?" she asked as if I had plans. I laughed at her question, "Uhm I don't have anything planned!" I answered her bringing excitement to her face!
"Perfect, I'll plan everything! Don't you worry!" she said to me. When I lived in the states I had birthday dinners with my friends and my family but i haven't had a birthday party since like age 15. I didn't even know what people did at parties anymore.
"Whatever you say El." I told her giving her complete control. We sat there in complete silence ignoring the elephant in the room. The big tall curly haired elephant meaning Harry.
"He's sorry ya know..and he misses you a lot." she told me waiting for a reaction from me.
"I'd like to invite him to your birthday but if you don't want him there I understand. " she said to me with concern and consideration in her voice. She's such a good friend.
"So he told you everything, huh?" She nodded. "I miss him too. I'm not mad at me. I'm just hurt I guess. I'm scared to get in to deep with him ya know?"
"I understand, and I'm sorry this is happening. But if it helps...he cares about you so much Ashlynn. I was the same way before Lou and I started dating. I was totally skeptical about this whole situation. From dating to him to my school to the fans. It's a hard thing to process and you feel like there's a certain expectation to live up too. But if Harry didn't care about you he wouldn't be calling me every night telling me how much he hated himself. Just give him another chance. Guys are different than girls, it just takes them a little more time to process thought. He's really sorry and misses you. At least stop ignoring his calls and hear him out." she was right if I wanted Harry in my life I had to stop being such a baby.
"You're right. I'll work on it. I'm fine with you inviting him to whatever shin dig you plan on creating for me. " I said to her causing her to laugh.
We unpacked my things when I came across a photo album that i hadn't seen in years. We went through every photo causing me to cry and laugh and cry some more. I missed home, I missed my mom, I missed my sister and Jayci, I missed Shelly. I told Eleanor everything that night from Brendan's and I full history to about how my dad tried killing himself to my secret love for writing to all my family problems. That night I realized that Eleanor was in fact my best friend in London.
Notes
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