You & I
Chapter 9
Niall p.o.v
I could feel the tension in the air as we stood there staring at each other, not saying a word. The hate and disgust laid very clearly on Harrys' face as he watched us staring back at him. He kept clenching and unclenching his fist as his breathing got heavier and louder by the second.
You might think I'm crazy to know this, but trust me when I say to you that you could see it.
His chest rose up and down a bit too fast for normal. You could sense that he wanted to punch someone, something, anything.
In this case it'll be a someone and I'll be that someone.
I took a quick glance around the room to find that we'd gotten a secret audience. By secret I mean people giving us glances and walking away but not to far that if something happened the won't miss it.
I looked back at Harry to find him already staring at me.
'I'm sorry'. I wanted to say but...nothing came out.
"So...You're the father?!" He finally asked rhetorically.
Yes and I'm sorry we didn't mean for this to happened it just did.
"Yea." I said never leaving his eyes, trying to feel big I guess.
We stood there some more neither of us saying anything.
But I wanted to say something. I wanted to apologize for what I did and try to make things better but something in me kept preventing me from saying something I really wanted to say.
"WHY would you DO THAT to me? I thought we were FRIENDS!" He said/yelling from time to time at me.
Why? I don't know.
But I did and I'm sorry that I hurt him.d And were still friends. Well his still my friend to me anyway.
"Look Harry I--" I recieved a huge hit in the face before I could finish my sentence.
Next thing I knew, I was on the floor receiving hard angry punches left & right. After a couple hit, I let myself throw a couple punches back here there in my defense. But his punches hurt like a bitch.
And I mean, HURT.
It was as if he was putting all of his rage into his fist as he pounded my head against the floor. I could barely hear Sky voice resonating through my head as the pain started to set in.
Not wanting to die, I thought It'd be helpful if I actually actively defended myself. I opened my eyes with all the strength left in me and punch me square in the face. He stopped for just about a second to take in the hit. Knowing Harry, he'll punch me harder as soon as the shock is gone and it never last long. So I took my chance and flipped us over so I was on top.
Instead of ending it there, I started punching him, ignoring Skys' cries and pleases for me to stop. I kept hitting him until I had no more strength left in me. Which he used to his advantage and gave me one big blow in the stomach before Sky and some guy pulled me away from him.
"Oh my god Niall babe your mouth!" She said gasping as she brought up her hand to her mouth.
I slowly reached up and touch my lips to find blood pouring out from my mouth. I coughed a little, letting blood out of my system as I did so. I ignored the pain that I felt in my body and looked back for Harry.
"HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME?" He yelled at me with tears streaming down his face.
I'm sorry.
"LOOK IT JUST HAPPENED OKAY! I THINK IT'S TIME YOU DEAL WITH IT" I yelled back at him not really meaning it.
"DEAL WITH IT? YOU WANT ME TO DEAL WITH IT? YOU GOT MY GIRLFRIEND PREGNANT AND RAN AWAY WITH HER TO GOD KNOWS WHERE WITH HER FOR 8 MONTHS AFTER WE LOST OUR BABY AND YOU WANT ME TO DEAL WITH IT?" He yelled with all the mighty energy and hatred that was still in him at me.
No I don't want you to deal with it. I want you to beat the crap out of me and then hug me and tell me that you forgive me. I want you to stop looking at me with those dark eyes of yours and treat me like a friend even though I don't deserve it. That's what I want & that's what I wanted to say but...
"YES HARRY THAT'S WHAT I WANT. SO JUST FORGET ABOUT IT."
"WELL I CAN'T FORGET ABOUT IT BECAUSE I LOVED HER OKAY I LOVED HER. AND I GAVE UP A REALLY GOOD RELATIONSHIP FOR HER AND THIS WHAT YOU DO?" He said yelling at Sky making her cry even more.
"AND YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO BE MY FRIEND." He said yelling at me.
"I'm SORRY HARRY. I'M REALLY SORRY MATE. I MEANT FOR NONE OF IT TO HAPPEN. BUT IT DID, AND I'M GOING TO TAKE CARE OF IT OKAY. SKY IS PREGNANT AND I CAN'T LET HER GO THROUGH IT ALONE OKAY. LOOK HARRY I'M REALLY SORRY." I finally said.
"WELL SORRY DOESN'T CUT IT. I LOST SO MANY THINGS BECAUSE OF YOU AND I CAN'T GET IT BACK NOW."
"IT'S NOT BECAUSE OF ME BUT BECAUSE OF YOU. YOU WERE THE ONE WHO CHEATED ON SAMMY. IT'S BECAUSE OF YOU THAT SHE LEFT NOT BECAUSE OF ME. YOU'RE THE REASON WHY YOU LOST EVERYTHING. SO DON'T GO AROUND BLAMING EVERY BODY ELSE FOR YOUR MISTAKES." I yelled back at him, tired of him acting like the victim when in reality, his the cause for all of it.
He looked at me as if I'd just hitten him eith the truth which I had. Just this time I blamed it all on him when I was the other reason why.
"I thought you had my back." He said looking at me. "But I gues all this time you were looking out for yourself." He said before he turned around reafy to leave.
"Just remember that if that car hadn't hit Sky, I would've been the father of that child. And Sky would be with me not you." He said turning back to me before he ran for the doors.
Harry p.o.v
I ran out the store, ignoring the pain i felt ring in my entire body, and started walking to the one pIace I never should have left in the first place.
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I rang the bell three times before waiting for the door to open. I was about to leave when it finally opened.
"Oh my goodness Harry what happened to--" She started saying before I cut her off with a kiss.
"Harry I have--"
"Shhh. Just go with it, Please." I said cutting her off again.
She silently nodded her head before I kissed her again. This time it was more passionate, more sincere. She wrapped her legs around my waist before we made our way to her bedroom.
Really enjoying reading this fanfic! Can't wait to read more! Hope all is well! ^-^ :) ♡♥
3/14/15