Harry p.o.v

"I'm not leaving" Sammy said kissing the top of my head.

I burried my face in the crook of her neck and let more tears out. My tears were probably staining the collar of her shirt but she didn't seem to mind. She held me tighter and kept telling me everything was going to be okay.

But that's the thing.

It's not going to be okay.

I just found out my ex girlfriend is pregnant with one of my best friend and band mate after she lost our baby. No WE lost our baby. How could she do that to me?

I left Sammy for her & that's how she chose to repay me?. By sleeping with Niall. Not saying that I'd liked it if she got pregnant but, couldn't she have slept with another guy? Anyone but Niall would've been better.

Of course it still hurt but, not as badly as this.

I mean look at me. I'm crying in the arms of a girl I onced loved because the girl I cheated with on got pregnant with my friend's baby.

A wave of guilt suddenly hit me as reality settled more clearly in my mind. I let myself cry because of this to the person who's probably feeling more pain than me. I can't even begin to imagine the pain I must've cause Sammy not only when I cheated, but right now.

How could she be holding me right now when I'm crying for something that ruined the both of us? I'm not saying that I'm not grateful but.....
I just can't understand why she would do this. If anything she should be kicking me out her house.

Like she did 8 months ago.

Knowing Sammy, she's not going to do anything even if she wanted to. So like the douch that I am, I'll do it for her.

I unwrapped our arms around each other and quickly got up, wiping my tears after I did so.

"I'm going to leave now." I said with a blank expression.

"What -- Why you don't have to Harry ...What?" She said rambling (in shock at my sudden action).

"Look I know you don't want me here so I'm going to leave". I said looking straight at her.

"Harry what are you talking about? Of course I want you here. That's why you should stay here with me." She said scratching her head from time to time in confusion.

I know that maybe she does want me here but I can't stay. I want to but I can't. If I stay sooner or later I'm going to hurt her. And I won't be able to stop. I've already hurt a lot of people around me, including myself and I'm not about to add her to the list.

I know she's going to say nice things and try and get to stay but I couldn't let that happened cause chances are I'm going to stay if pleases.

"Harry what are you..". I cut her off with a last goodbye before I left her, standing there alone by herself.

--

So instead of staying all night at the bar like I usually do, I thought it'd be cool if I stopped at the store for a good fuck before getting myself pissed drunk.

I know it's wierd that I decided to go to the mall for a fuck but, you'd be surprised at how 'giving' some workers are. Especially those in the 'Baby' section which is actually quite ironic if you think about it.

I walked in the store and quickly made my way up to the 'Baby' section without paying any attention. I slipped through an aile and started wondering around with no intention what so ever since you know.

I don't have a baby.

I was walking past the 'crib' section when a certain brunette caught my eye. She was pregnant (obviously), and looked a whole lot like Sky.

Wait what?

Sky?

No way. Right?

It can't be her. She left 8 months ago.

But people do come back.

It can't be her. Last time I checked Sky had red hair so this definitely can't be her. Besides, Niall is nowhere to be seen so I'm assuming it's not her.

But this pregnant lady in front of me sure as hell looked exactly like Sky.

I had no way of possibly knowing if it was her or not but one.

I quietly made my way over her and call this person the name of girl I haven't seen in ages.

"Sky?." I asked with tears starting to build without even knowing if it was her or not.

She turned slowly meeting my gaze, dropping her phone as her eyes met mine. It was her. I couldn't believe it. Sky was standing right here in front of me after all this time. I found my Sky again.

Well she's not mine anymore .

"Harry?". She asked barely audible.

I turned back around hoping that this never happened. I knew she saw me but I just couldn't do it. I prayed to god to be invisible just long enough to turned and escape. I was almost close to the escalator, ready to step on it & run when a small pair of hands touched my shoulder turning me around.

"Harry wait". She said looking into my teary eyes. "Just me explain".

"Let me guess. You ran away from me after we lost our baby because you were pregnant with Niall's?" I said with rage in my voice earning myself a few glances here and there from complete stranger. Just like the girl who is standing in front of me.

A complete stranger.

"H-How did you know?" She asked completely bewildered at the fact that I knew.

"Like I said. Lucky guess." I said through gritted teeth, not wanting to let my anger out.

"Harry look I'm sorry I didn't mean to." She started saying defending herself.

Bullshit.

"It was a one night stand, we were too drunk to use a damn condom. Look no one meant for it to happen especially after what happened to us and the baby, but it it just happened."

You could've aborted the stupid the child I thought to myself but didn't dare say it to her face. But before I could get anything out, a certain blonde hair appeared behind her, wrapping his hands around her waist.

Niall.

Niall p.o.v

After Sky left, it got pretty boring so I decided to surprise her and follow her by car to the mall. Boy I can't wait to see the look on her face when she sees me.

"Oh Niall you're the best boyfriend in the world", she would say and I'd be like "Of course honey that's why you love me".

Not that it would actually happen since we're not exactly 'boyfriend & girlfriend'.But we did agree to be friends for the sake of the baby.

Although during these past few months that we've been together, I've actually kinda maybe sort of fallen for her. But even though she didn't admit it, I'm pretty sure a part of her still misses Harry.

But I don't care I mean were just. ..... I don't even know anymore.

--

I made my way to the store and quickly went to the crib section to find the man who lost it all because of me.

Harry.

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