You & I
Chapter 4
Harry p.o.v
I took a step back at Sammys' words. Niall left with Sky? No way. He wouldn't do that to me.
"You're lying. WHY ARE YOU LYING TO ME?" I said yelling at Sammy.
"Look Harry you need to calm down okay. I'm not lying to you. Niall did leave with Sky. Why else do you think you haven't seen both of them 8 months ago?" She said slowly reaching to rub my arm but I push it away.
She looked hurt at my action but the hurt quickly disappeared, leaving concern to fill its place.
"Harry I know this is new to you but you have stop drin--"
"Why?" I said cutting her off.
Sammy p.o.v
"Why?" He said cutting me off.
Should I tell him? No I can't he'll just get even more angry.
But he deserves to know! And what? What happens next I thought to myself.
HE could've been in Niall shoes, HE could've been the father of that child.
My stupid conscious said in my head.
"TELL ME!" Harry demanded, anger overwhelming his body.
I flinched a bit at his words. Not because of what he said but the rage that was behind it. I looked around the bar to see that we'd earned ourselves quite the audience. I didn't want to tell him right then and there, afraid of what he might do seeing the way his acting when he doesn't know.
"W-why don't we go to my place so I can explain." I said shakingly, hoping he'll go with it, but to my bad luck he didn't.
"Why? Scared of a few stares? Just fucking tell me already." He said through gritted teeth.
"Harry I'm doing this for your own good. Let's just get out of here & I'll tell you." I tried saying with authority so he'd get a hint & leave.
"No please. Why don't we stay here and you can englight me." He said getting closer to me. His deep raspy voice filling the air. I looked into his eyes and....gosh I just wanted to run my fingers through those luscious curls and kiss the heck out of him.
Wow calm yourself down Sam--my stupid conscious said to me.
"Harry please." I said begging once more.
He stood there staring down at me with those dark eyes I assume lost their beauty when he started drinking. He silently agreed to my request before passing past me, heading for the door.
I quickly walked/ran to meet his pace. Once I catched up with him he had his hands in his pocket, furiously looking around. I took a moment to admire him. His chest was beating up & down quickly, most likely from the rage that was still in him. I watched as his hair blew in the direction of the wind. His lips would part from time when took deep breaths that were much needed.
Now don't think I feel anything towards him. I mean, I have a boyfriend so...No.
I looked at his eyes to find that they were dark. Very dark. Which is something I'd notice when I saw him again for the first time. He had very define dark spots under his eyes. Probably from the lack of sleep he must get due to all of his drinking.
Apparently from what Louis (and every new channel) ever since everyone (Sky, Niall & I) left him 8 months ago, his been a heavy drinker. One time he was so drunk, he gambled and lost 10 grand then got beat up for trying to leave without paying. He even gambled his favorite necklace that was given to him by his mom. He then went home & fucked his neighbor daughter AND the mom.
Which to Louis wasn't new sinced his been sleeping with girls left & right.
God, where did my Harry go?
"Can we go now?" A voice said interrupting my thoughts.
"Um yea. Sorry." I said before I led him to my car in the Parking lot.
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" So.. this is were you live?" He asked looking around my apartment.
"Um yea. Is not much but it sure is affordable." I said smiling.
We stood there staring at each other. Neither of us wanting to get into the whole 'Sky anf Niall' thing.
"So..?" I asked.
"Tell me." He said his voice barely audible.
"Are you sure you really want to know?" I asked hoping he'd say no.
"Yes."
We stood there in another silence before I finally spoke.
"Harry she's pregnant."
I took a step back at Sammys' words. Niall left with Sky? No way. He wouldn't do that to me.
"You're lying. WHY ARE YOU LYING TO ME?" I said yelling at Sammy.
"Look Harry you need to calm down okay. I'm not lying to you. Niall did leave with Sky. Why else do you think you haven't seen both of them 8 months ago?" She said slowly reaching to rub my arm but I push it away.
She looked hurt at my action but the hurt quickly disappeared, leaving concern to fill its place.
"Harry I know this is new to you but you have stop drin--"
"Why?" I said cutting her off.
Sammy p.o.v
"Why?" He said cutting me off.
Should I tell him? No I can't he'll just get even more angry.
But he deserves to know! And what? What happens next I thought to myself.
HE could've been in Niall shoes, HE could've been the father of that child.
My stupid conscious said in my head.
"TELL ME!" Harry demanded, anger overwhelming his body.
I flinched a bit at his words. Not because of what he said but the rage that was behind it. I looked around the bar to see that we'd earned ourselves quite the audience. I didn't want to tell him right then and there, afraid of what he might do seeing the way his acting when he doesn't know.
"W-why don't we go to my place so I can explain." I said shakingly, hoping he'll go with it, but to my bad luck he didn't.
"Why? Scared of a few stares? Just fucking tell me already." He said through gritted teeth.
"Harry I'm doing this for your own good. Let's just get out of here & I'll tell you." I tried saying with authority so he'd get a hint & leave.
"No please. Why don't we stay here and you can englight me." He said getting closer to me. His deep raspy voice filling the air. I looked into his eyes and....gosh I just wanted to run my fingers through those luscious curls and kiss the heck out of him.
Wow calm yourself down Sam--my stupid conscious said to me.
"Harry please." I said begging once more.
He stood there staring down at me with those dark eyes I assume lost their beauty when he started drinking. He silently agreed to my request before passing past me, heading for the door.
I quickly walked/ran to meet his pace. Once I catched up with him he had his hands in his pocket, furiously looking around. I took a moment to admire him. His chest was beating up & down quickly, most likely from the rage that was still in him. I watched as his hair blew in the direction of the wind. His lips would part from time when took deep breaths that were much needed.
Now don't think I feel anything towards him. I mean, I have a boyfriend so...No.
I looked at his eyes to find that they were dark. Very dark. Which is something I'd notice when I saw him again for the first time. He had very define dark spots under his eyes. Probably from the lack of sleep he must get due to all of his drinking.
Apparently from what Louis (and every new channel) ever since everyone (Sky, Niall & I) left him 8 months ago, his been a heavy drinker. One time he was so drunk, he gambled and lost 10 grand then got beat up for trying to leave without paying. He even gambled his favorite necklace that was given to him by his mom. He then went home & fucked his neighbor daughter AND the mom.
Which to Louis wasn't new sinced his been sleeping with girls left & right.
God, where did my Harry go?
"Can we go now?" A voice said interrupting my thoughts.
"Um yea. Sorry." I said before I led him to my car in the Parking lot.
--
" So.. this is were you live?" He asked looking around my apartment.
"Um yea. Is not much but it sure is affordable." I said smiling.
We stood there staring at each other. Neither of us wanting to get into the whole 'Sky anf Niall' thing.
"So..?" I asked.
"Tell me." He said his voice barely audible.
"Are you sure you really want to know?" I asked hoping he'd say no.
"Yes."
We stood there in another silence before I finally spoke.
"Harry she's pregnant."
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3/14/15