You & I

HARRY's POV

Sammy quickly ran off into the crowd. I tried to spot her but I couldn't, too many heads and bodies.

"Hey," I hear a recognizable voice say. I turn around to be a vain man.

"Vain Zayn," I laugh to myself.

"How are you mate?" He asks me as he pulls me into a hug.

"I've been better," I admit.

"Sorry to hear that man. I also wanted to say sorry about the baby. I know how much you and Sky wanted to raise a baby together, I'm just really sorry things didn't work out," He apologizes. I nod my head and process for a second.

"Thanks Zayn, it's been hard. Past couple of months have been hell. Losing the baby, then I lost Sky, Sammy ditched me, I lost contact from all of you guys except for Louis mostly, I'm just so tired of loosing people," I confess. He nods his head and wraps me into a hug again.

"I'm sorry I wasn't there for you. I really hope you know that I was supporting you and Sky to the best of my ability. I really wanted you guys to have a happy ending," He tells me. I give him a broken smile. He stares into my eyes and whispers, "I'm sorry."

With those two words repeating in my head, Zayn disappeared.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I am sorry for so many things.

Sammy I'm sorry I cheated on you.

Sky I'm sorry I got you pregnant.

Lads, I'm sorry for getting you guys caught in my drama.

I'm sorry to the fans that I disappointed for breaking up One Direction.

I'm sorry to Liam for allowing him to drive Sky to the store and ended up in a car accident. that should've been me. She was my girlfriend. She was carrying my baby. I'm sorry.


SAMMY's POV

"Not in a sex mood?" A voice filled the empty room I was hiding in. I turned around to see a face I wasn't expecting.

"Sky," I whispered.

"Hey," she responded. I hopped up to my feet and walked towards her.

"So I saw you and Harry getting a bit heated," She giggles. I laugh and drop my gaze down to the ground.

I said nothing in return.

"Sammy, I'm sorry," She said. My head popped up and I just stared at her. I hated her for hurting me so bad but I missed her at the same time. I loved that she was going to be a mom, I hated her for having Niall's baby. I am just so overwhelmed.

"You probably don't want to hear this but I never meant to hurt you, neither did Harry," She paused. I kept my eyes in her.

"We didn't plan for things to turn out this way. For shit's sakes, he was my best friend/ The thought of being with him was revolting and also a no-no because he was your man. I just don't know what happened," she trailed off. I nodded my head and shouted so many things at her... except not a sound escaped my mouth. I put her on blast in my mind.

"Look, I have no right to your friendship or forgiveness but all I ask is that we can put this behind us. I don't want us to have this awkward feeling everytime we meet," She admits.

I stay silent.

"God damnit Sammy! Say something! I just told you that I'm sorry for everything!" She shouts.

"What do you want me to say? 'No worries Sky, I don't care that you and my first true love were having an affair behind my back!' Is that what you want me to say? You want me to say it's ok that you got pregnant by my boyfriend and when you miscarried you ran to Niall's arms. You knew that we had been together. You knew that if you had slept with him it would destroy us even more! So no, I will not say 'It's ok,' I will not just shrug it off. You hurt me bad Sky. You did some terrible stuff and yet you were rewarded with a beautiful baby and an amazing guy, Niall. So don't expect me to say anything about forgiveness or letting go," I shout. She nods her head and takes a step back.

"I understand. Sammy you have to realize we all make mistakes," She whispers to me.

"A mistake?! I understand the first time you and Harry slept together. That was a mistake, you were heartbroken over chris and you were drunk. I get that, but it's not like it stopped there. You guys continued to hook up. Shit, you got pregnant with MY boyfriend's kid! Then when shit got tough you ran into Niall's bed wich is another one of the guys Ive been with. I can finally see you for who you are. Youre nothing but a slut! You're the slut we always agreed to never be!" I spat. I rolled my eyes and brushed past her. I left her standing there alone, dumbfounded.

Notes

hey loves, sorry it's been almost a week. I was hoping Aaliyah was gonna update, but she's busy. So let's hope her schedule gets cleared out and she can return with her great writing.

Anyways, what'd you guys think about this chapter? Too short? not enough detail? too much drama, not enough? Give me your 100% honest feedback. It really helps us decide what we're doing right and wrong. No feedback makes me think that you guys think the chapter was boring so help me out here and comment? Thanks guys, love you!


~~~ALYSSA~~~