You & I

Sammy p.o.v

After we finished singing ' Say my name' we ate and laugh and just had a blast.

"So, what do you want to do today?" I asked not really caring.

I really just wanted to stay home and watch movies all days on the couch with junk food everywhere. Cause I'm lazy like that.

"Well. I was thinking we could go pay a surprise visit to Louis." he said eating the last piece of his bacon.

I nodded my head in response not really wanting to go.

Okay I know, I know. How did Louis and Chris get so close?

Well a couple months ago after Chris got release from jail for good behavior, he lost one of his best friends in a plane crash who also happened to be a really good friends of Louis'. They saw each other again for the first time at the funeral home. Of course they hated each other at first but... I don't know. Some things happened and they've been pretty close ever since.

Did I think it ever was going to happen, no. Especially not after what Chris did to Sky, but I guess some things are just meant to be despite all the bullshit that happens during, before or after.

I just hope it doesn't go the same for Harry and I.

"Babe you okay?" Chris asked breaking me out from my thoughts.

"Yea sorry. My mind was somewhere else." I said with a smile.

"If you don't want to go to Louis' it's cool, we don't have to." He said as he dried the last of the dishes.

Of course I want to stay!

"No babe is fine we can go." I said getting up to give him a kiss.

But it felt so different. His lips wasn't as soft or pink as...

" You sure? Cause we can stay home and watch movies all day."

Gosh, you have no idea how much I'd love it.

"Naah I'm good. Besides, we can do it tomorrow." I said as I wrapped my arms around his waist and laid my head on his chest.

"You sure?" He asked pecking my lips.

"I swear if you keep asking me that I won't go." I said releasing myself from his embrace to find my body being pulled back to his chest.

He gave me a sweet long passionate kiss that for some reason I found myself forcing my body to relax and kiss him back. I don't know why I'm acting like this. Ever since Harry I...

"Thank you." He said before taking his hands off my waist after he broke from our kiss.

"Welcome. Now go take a shower you stink." I said playfully slapping his but as he turned around.

"Well why don't you come with me." He said seductively to me his voice low but not as raspy as... aarhg I have to stop thinking about him.

"Ha you're funny. No go. If you're good maybe I'll join you." I said as seductively as I could.

" I'll be waiting." he said as he raced for the stairs leaving me with my thoughts.

I sat back at the kitchen table and sank back into my thoughts.

Its been three days since I last saw Harry and boy did I miss him. Every time I kiss Chris i can't help but wish it was him. I miss the way he used to hold me and sing to me when I was low. I missed how he would wake me up the middle of the night just to tell me that he loves me. I miss runnimg my fingers through his hair. I missed the taste of his lips and the way we would sing to music in the car like no one's business when we drove together. I just missed everything about him. Words can't even start to describe how I feel about him.

I heard a couple of kids outside and slowly made my way to windows to see the Stevens family. I smiled as Bethany ( their youngest) jumped and down in excitement as the ice cream truck got closer. I watched as her dad carried her to the truck, tickling her along the way. She hugged her dad and gave him a big kiss on the cheek after he'd bought her the ice cream before they slowly made their way back to their mom. (Well his wife).

I smiled as I remembered silly memory of Harry and I .


* Flashback*
"Get back here." Harry yelled at me laughing trying to be mad but failing miserably as he chased me around the park.

"Nooo." I yelled back at him trying to run as fast as I possibly could without tripping.

Seconds after those words left my mouth I felt my body being pulled to the ground. I laughed as a heavy Harry fell on top of me holding me tightly around the waist.

"Give me a kiss." he asked trying to kiss me without success for I kept turning my head trying to avoid his lips.

"No." I said still trying to escape from his grip with no avail.

"Please. C'mon I said I was sorry." Harry said giving me his baby face.

"No. I'm not going to kiss you after my grandma did." I said laughing making him hit my shoulder lightly.

"That was very disturbing. I think she shoved her tongue in there." He said rubbing his lips, making me laugh harder.

"Aww poor baby." I said pinching his cheek.

"Glad to see you think it's funny. Try having a full make out session with an old lady."

"aww. But at least on the bright side, people of all ages find you attractive." I said with a smile.

"Gee I feel soooo special." He said in a girly voice, running his fingers through his hair.

I threw my hair back as I laughed to soon find a soft pair of lips on mine. I wrapped my around his neck as his grip tighten around my waist. I craved for more as our kiss got more passionate and heated. I felt his hands slip up my shirt making moan as he kissed me behind my ear. As much as I wanted more, we were in a park full of kids which was quite inappropriate.

"Harry."

"Mmmhh?" He said as he groped my boobs making me moan more.

"We're in public." I finally said after I caught my breath.

"I don't care."

"They're kids watching Harry."

"Let them." He said sucking harder on my neck making me wince a little.

"Harry!" I said playfully hitting his arm.

"Sorry sorry." He said pulling down my shirt beore getting off of me.

I sat up and looked around to find a couple of people staring at us. Great! We had an audience. I looked around the park trying to avoid the stares we got from strangers. I wasn't looking for anything in perticular, but my eyes stopped when I saw a small little kid crying on the grass.

I watched as his parents rushed to him with toys and open arms. His dad scoop him up in arms and his mom wiped away the tears from his cheeks. They talked for a while, mostly the parents, before the kid was laughing as he was thrown in the air. I smiled when they gave each other a family hug before making their way to the ice cream store that'd just arrived.

"Do you think that'd ever be us?" Harry asked breaking the silence.

"I hope so." I said truthfully with a smile. We stayed like that for a while with dumb grind on our faces.

"I love you Sammy." He said bringing me into a warm hug.

"I love you too Harry."

"Non i really mean it. I love you Samantha. And I really want them to be us in the future. Words can't even begin to describe how I feel about you. I love you with all my heart. If you ever leave me I don't know what I'll be without you by my side. Sammy you are my everything. You're my rain, my sunshine, my love. I'd only have half a heart without you, cause you complete me. I love you Samantha." Harry said with tears in eyes.

I kissed him with all I had before saying back those beautiful 8 letters.

"I love you too Harry. More than you could ever imagine."

* End Flashback *

"Hey." Chris said briging me back to the stinky reality that he wasn't Harry.

"Hey."

"You ready?"

"No. Let me go take a shower." I said giving him a kiss on the cheek before I made my way to the stairs.


*******

"You okay?" He asked me again as we waited for them to open the door.

No

"Yea." I lied.

Why was I nervous to come here? I don't know.
I just feel like something bad is going to happen. But I could be wrong.
God I hope I'm wrong.

"Hey man what's sup?" Louis asked nervously as he opened the door.

"Nothing. just came over to see what you were doing." Chris said with a smile.

"He wanted it to be a surprise." I said to Louis who just notice i was there.

"So... can we come in?" Chris awkwardly asked since we've stading here for a while.

"Um yes. No. Come by later I'm kinda busy right now." Louis said nervously.

"What are you hiding from us?" I asked curious as to why he was acting like that.

"NO ONE. I mean nothing."

"C'mon let us see. I'm sure it's not that bad."

"I don't thin-"

"Louis whose there?" A deep raspy voice said behind him cutting him off.

Harry.

I swear I almost peed my pants when I saw him. What's he doing here? Okay I mean Louis is his bestfriend but did he have to here now?

"Well if it Isn't Harry Styles." Chris said with hate in his voice.

"Well if it isn't Chris the rapist." Harry said with a smile.

"Okaaay. Why don't you and Sammy come back later." Louis said cheerfully trying to break silence, making Harry eyes meet mine.

"You. And Chris. ?" He asked with rage as he clenched his fist.

"Um yea." I said my eyes never leaving his.

"Wow. I can't believe this." He started saying his face now red from anger.

"You mean to tell me that you didn't want me to stay for him?"

"Harry y-"

"WHAT SAMMY? WHAT? YOU SLEEP WITH ME AND THEN TELL ME TO LEAVE FOR HIM? THIS BASTARD. THEY GUY WHO RAPED YOUR BEST FRIEND." Harry started yelling at me.

"You slept with him?" Chris asked turning his head to face me.

Shit. I'd forgot Harry said that.

"No." I said whishing he'd believe me.

"NO? GO ON SAMMY TELL HIM. TELL HIM THAT THREE DAYS AGO WHILE HE WAS OUT, YOU WERE ON MY DICK." Harry said.

"Where you?" Chris asked me with tears starting to build in both our eyes.

"No Chris i swear i wasn't please baby believe me." I said crying shaking my head vigorously as if I could stop everthing that was happening.

"SAMMY WHAT'S THE MATTER? WHY LIE? TELL YOUR PRECIOUS LITTLE BOYFRIEND HOW YOU SUCKED MY DICK BEFORE KICKING ME OUT CAUSE YOU REMEMBERED THAT YOU HAD A FUCKING BOYFRIEND." Harry kept yelling making everthing worse.

"Sammy what is he talking about?" Chris asked with tears now running down his face.

"Babe. His lying. I love you okay. And I NEVER. cheated on you. I love you with all my heart and I am not about to ruin our relashionship because of some stupid lie ." I said to him praying that he would believe me.

I love Chris and he had stayed by my side since day one and I'm NOT about to let him go because of one stupid mistake.

"okay. I believe you." he said earning a sigh of relief from me.

"What about the rose on your doorstep." Harry said more calmly sending my world crashing down in pieces.

"I can't believe you lied to me." Chris said before rushing to the car.

"Babe no please listen to me. It was a mistake I didn't mean to. It just happened and I'm so so sorry. I didn't mean for it to happened please baby I love you. Chris please look at me." I said crying as I walked behind him to the car trying to stop him from leaving me.

"Chris please don't leave me. baby. I love you." I said still trying to beg him to stay.

"SHUT UP ALREADY. YOU DON'T LOVE ME. IF YOU DID YOU WOULDN'T HAVE CHEATED ON ME. DON'T YOU DARE SAY YOU'RE SORRY CAUSE YOUR NOT. I LOVE YOU SAMATHANTA AND EVERY DAY I TRY AND PROVE IT TO YOU AND THIS IS HOW YOU CHOOSE TO REPAY ME? BY CHEATING ON ME. AND TO THINK THAT I THOUGHT YOU ACTUALLY CARED ABOUT ME BUT YOU'RE JUST LIKE THE REST OF THEM."

"Chris please I-"

"I think you've said enough already."

He got in his car and left me despite my screams and please for him to stay.I felt my throat get tighter stopping the air through my nose making me collaspe on the ground.

" Sammy are you okay?" I heard Harry voice saying next to me.

I quickly got up and walked away from him.

"Sammy I-" He stsrted saying before I cut him off.

"I hate you. I HATE YOU" I screamed before running down the streets away from everything.

The entire time only thinking of one thing.

I hate Harry Styles.

Notes

Hey guys I'm back. I had a couple test to take so I couldn't update but you had Alyssa so yay. And I just want to say Merry Christmas guys. Hope you have a lovely time with your friends and family and get lots of gifts, hugs & kisses from everyone.

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