Late

*Lous POV*
''HOLY SHIT! lucy!'' i scream as she falls to the floor
'' don't worry about her, all you need to worry about is getting me a towl, a knife and all the boodles and needles in the top right cabinet in the supply closet''
'' what are you going to do to El?!''
''get your fucking ass out there and get me the damn supplies''

i rush out the door to find the materials.

in a small place in the back of my mind, i knew that she would die... she has ben sick for what seems life forever, i guess i just couldn't tell myself that she really wasnt going to live. its like something held me back from telling my self that...

i find the things and throw them all on a metal try i find on the foor.

i run back to the room with the doctor running over to me grabbing the towel and the knife
'' what are you going to do?!'' i shout
''she is having a placenta pre-via. I'm sorry to say this but, its rather she dies, or they both die''

''my breath suddenly stops. my heart punds out of my chest and i just... freeze.

i have no motion to do, my fcae dose not change. i have nothing to say. there is nothing for me to do but wait and watch her die.


right here, right now, i watch the love of my life get chopped up and cut open...

why did this have to happen?


why did this happen to me?!

All of our memories flood back...

from the day i asked her out, to the day i left her for the first time to go on tour...
how i would spoil her
and now...

...the last day i would ever see her still breathing...

it seems as the doctor cut her open in slow motion...

the blood pro everywhere. the towel was filled with blood...

and there lies my beautiful eleanor, so peacefully laying in the bed like she had already passed. the corner of her cheek had been curled, like she was smiling, it was like she was telling me that she was, alright... but i felt like something had wrapped out of me for her peace. her death death wasn't the only sacrifice, but a part of my heart and soul was taken away from a matter that i can not control...

i hear the doctor call my name over and over but I'm paralyzed and cannot move, i can't think ether...

Notes

hey yeah, i know its a little confusing chapter but try to bear with me :) i promise the next chapter won't be as shitty and infact, it will be really interesting! keep reading!