I woke in the morning and grinned at what I saw. As I lay on my back, Harry lay on his stomach, his shoulder and partial chest resting on mine while that same arm was wrapped around my rib cage and tucked under my back. My head peaked out from his chin while his curls tickled my face.

His bare skin smelt like him and it made laying in bed with him ten times better. I took my free arm and traced lazy patterns on him. He stirred in his sleep as I continued; slowly his heavy lids opened and he gave me a beautiful smile.

"Morning, sleepy head." I say softly, giving him a shy smile. He tightened his grip on me.

"Morning, boo." God, his morning voice was so sexy. He lifted his head and brought his lips to mine. Heavenly. "It's nice waking up and not worrying about fighting." He mumbles, tucking my head under him again.

"I agree." I sigh and wiggle from his grip. Harry groans and tries to pull me back but I swat his arm and dodge his hand as I get up to get ready.

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After Harry was ready too, we left the living room, after Harry said goodbye to Luaren and I ignoed her smug looks we drove to school.

Louis wasn't by our group today at all. I was both relieved and sad about it.

I didn't want to see him now that I was fully aware that I had feelings for him. He would give me his little upset glare and I would feel terrible and try to fix it between us which would just make Harry mad at me. And if Harry was mad, we would fight. And when we fought I would seek comfort from Louis, which would make Harry chase me and when I ran back to him it would give Louis whiplash and hurt him. It was never ending love triangle and I was exhausted by the whole thing.

I did want to see him because it was him... He was me Louis. He cared for me and showed it more then I could ever hope for someone too. He helped me up when I fell down and I knew i I wasn't with Harry. I would be with Louis. And for that reason he was dangerous.

In first hour Harry kept trying to talk to me but I couldn't stop looking at Louis who didn't sit by me. He was wearing a baseball style shirt, it his muscles perfectly. Damn it, Lily! Staahhhppp! I kept inwardly scolding myself.

At the end of the day Zayn came and found me.

"Hey, Lily, throwing a party tonight, can you let Harry and Lou know.... Just not at the same time though.... still fighting.." He sad the last part kind of sad. I felt bad for him. I felt bad for him and Niall. Those four had always been such good friends and now because of me their clique was split. I owed them big time....

"Yeah, sure!" I said, flashing him my bets smile, attempting to lift his spirits.

"OK, great, see ya later!" He replied, flashing me a cheeky smile that outdid mine times ten million.

After gym I met Harry in his usual spot but I also spotted something else a side him.....

Carissa


He was awkwardly rocking on his feet as she leaned against the wall next to him. This bitch? I obvipusly didn't hit hard enough last time.... When his eyes found mine he grew stiff and practically ran from her, taking my hand in his.

He tried to say something to me to defuse my anger but apparently this boy didn't learn either... talking to my man? Don't think so.

I marched up to her and stopped in front of her stupid little face.

"May I help you?" She rolled her eyes and I snorted.

"Actually, you can! Stay the hell away from Harry." I snapped. taking my hand out of his.

She smiled at me. A strange secret hiding smile. The type in which the villain gave the hero before he told him that he had his lover captured in a steel death trap. It was a troublesome smile. And it pissed me off more than anything.

"Oh, I have had enough of Harry for now.. Just trying to have a conversation, we all know you're insecure honey, but whats the harm in talking?" She winked at Harry. Really?

Harry cleared his throat and put his hand on the small of my back to lead me away from her before I went ape shit. I twisted away from his touch and took a step towards Carissa.

"The harm is i'll slap you on that side of you face followed by the other until you won't be able to have little harmless conversations." I said it lowly, letting the pure hate roll off my tongue. Before she could think of some bitch reply I turned and left both of them there. Harry surprised by my ferocity stood there dazed, watching me go.

Snapping back in to it he ran after me.

"I'm sorry... she came up to me" He said in a timid voice which was really something for him and his usual screaming.

"It's fine..." I trailed off, accepting the hand he wrapped around mine.

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A few hours later and we were back at home, all alone. Glad too considering Lauren and Liam were looking at apartments.

"Baby?" Harry asks for the third time, as I was daydreaming.

"Hmm?"

"You seemed distracted today, are you alright?" Was I alright. Define alright......

"Yeah, I'm good." I lied through my teeth. He gave me a not so sure smile and I kissed him, wanting it to be over.

An hour or so later we went to the party and took seats in the living room next to everyone else. Perri, Rae and I gushed like our usual girly selves while Harry, Zayn, and Niall and a few other gang members talked about 'manly' stuff. After not too long we heard a knock on the front door and then it open, a large group of people heading in.

A large group flanked by a girl.

A large group led by a boy.

A certain boy inparticular.


Louis.

Notes

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