I hate you.

"Well you see Louis when I was younger my mum, my dad and me where in a car crash, a bad one. I was injured badly but I came out alive, my mum wasn't injured too bad just a few bruised bones but my dad, he wasn't so lucky, he died." The memories came flooding back and I tried to hold back my tears.

Louis was silent.

"I was in and out of hospitals for most of my childhood and it wouldn't have been as bad if my mum would have been there for me but she never was, she was always at home drinking, I was always on my own, I was so lonely and I didn't see the point in life i've always wondered why it was my dad that had to go and not me, i'd do anything to bring him back. Anyways when I was finally told that I had the all clear and that I didn't need to go back to the hospital I vowed to myself that I would never return. When I went home I though things would get better in time, but they never did, my mum became violent, she wasn't the mum she used to be, we used to be so close but everything's changed now." The tears escaped from my eyes and I coudln't control my sobs, Louis placed one of his hands in mine.

"I'm sorry babe." His words seemed to brighten me up, he didn't even have to say much and I would instantly feel happy, I love him so much.

The rest of the journey was quiet. Eventually we reached the house and parked up on the driveway. We hopped out of the car and went inside. Before we could even close the door Niall came running towards us.

"Yay you're back, how did it go!" He practically shouted in my face.

"He said he'll ring tomorrow with the results." Louis interrupted.

"Yeah, i'm gunna go and lay down for a bit I could do with some rest." I said making my way up to the bedroom.

"Do you want me to come with you hun?" Louis asked.

"No, no it's fine." I said, as much as I love him I just wanted some peace and quiet.

"Oh, okay but if you need anything just shout me okay."He said placing a kiss on my cheek.


5 hours later...

I looked at the clock, wow I've been asleep for ages, I needed it though I deffinatly feel a bit better eventhough I still feel quite weak. I decided against getting changed and just left my pyjamas on, I entered the living room to find Louis, Niall and Harry watching a movie. I walked over to where they where sat I didn't say anything I just placed myself into Louis' arms and made myself comfy.

"You look terrible." Harry stated.

"Oh thanks, just what a girl wants to here." I replied huskily.

"No I didn't mean it like that, I mean are you sure you're okay, you don't look well at all."

"Yeah it's probably just one of those 24 hour bug things." I said, Louis didn't seem convinced by his facial expression.

"No she isn't she's just being stubborn to admit she's not feeling well." Louis said looking at me.

"You worry too much you know." I said back but he just sighed at me.

They all turned back to the t.v to watch the rest of the film, it wasn't really my sort of thing it was something to do with crime and that sort of thing so I went back to what I do best and that is sleeping. I was probably asleep for an hour until the film ended. Once it had finished they woke me up. One thing I had only just noticed was that Liam and Zayn where missing.

"Guys where are the other two." I asked confused.

"They're stopping at their parents houses for a week." Harry replied to me.

"Oh right. Does anyone know what time it is?"

"8:00pm" One of them yelled.

Hm probably to early to go back to bed. "Do you guys want to watch another movie?" I asked

They all walked back in and nodded one of them put a movie on and we all settled down.

The next day...

I woke up to find that I wasn't in my bed, I sat up and looked around to find that I was on the sofa, I checked my phone and it was 9:00 am. Oh right I must have fallen asleep during the film and they didn't wake me up, oh thanks guys. My thoughts where interupted my the sudden urge to be sick, oh not again! I leaped off of the sofa and ran into the kitchen and emptied the entire contents of my stomach into the sink.

"Did you have to Lucy, you've put me off my breakfast." Niall moaned.

"I thought you said it was just a 24 hour thing." Louis said taking pride in the fact that he was right and I was wrong. I didn't reply because it happened again and again and again.

"Ugh what is wrong with me!?" And just as I said that the phone rang...

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