Secret Santa
❅ Chapter 9 ❅
Noelle's POV
After school I was left to walk alone. Eleanor said she had some after school help she had to go to. I was walking through the parking lot when I saw something that I really wish I hadn't. Harry had Aaryn pushed up against his car and they were making out. I instantly felt my heart ache and kept walking. Once I was out of the parking lot and at least 5 minutes away from school I let a tear slip.
I quickly rushed to my house and put on my fake smile. No one was home. I checked the kitchen and my grandmother had left a note telling me that she was going to get tea with some of her old friends.
I ran to my room and closed the door. I instantly put on the song What Now by Rihanna. I threw my backpack on my bed and sat down. I kept trying to count to 5 to calm down, but for once. It didn't work.
I got up and started pacing like crazy. The only thing that's on my mind is Harry. I can't stop it. Ever since we had our fallout last year it hasn't been the same. I keep ignoring the emptiness that's in my heart but it's so strong that I'm finding it hard to forget.
I slowly look at myself in my mirror and realize I'm a mess. My hair's messy and my mascara is running. I put my hands on the mirror and cry even harder before I hit it and spin around. I don't know where to go or what to do. My mind is just in a million places at once. I let out a scream before falling to the ground and leaning against my bed with my hands in my head. I keep trying to stop the tears but that makes it worse.
When I was falling for Harry I didn't even know it. The looks he gave me, the way he combed his hair back with his hand and even his sparkly green eyes, became apart of my everyday life. Without him in my life is like a huge gaping hole that's missing. I never even thought about afterwards. No one ever tells you what happens after you fall in love. No one ever thinks about it. I fell in love without a back up plan, I never thought we would end so I planned for forever with him instead of just forever. I just feel so stupid.
I should have never fallen in love...now I'm just waiting here for him to come back like an idiot. When clearly...he's over it...not even, he's over me.
Harry's POV
I got home and everything was quiet. I ran upstairs and all around my house only to find a note on my bedroom door.
Gone with Gemma and Des to a Bar Mitzfa. SHALOM! Be back around 10pm - Mom
Shalom? Whatever. I ran to my room and slowly opened my laptop and went on Facebook. On my news-feed I found a new update. Noelle updated her profile picture. She looks really pretty. Then again she's always been pretty.
I was originally logging on to message Aaryn but instead I ended up stalking Noelle's entire Facebook page. Damn it. I heard my phone beep but I instantly ignored it and kept stalking Noelle. My heart skipped a beat when I realized that she was online. Should I message her? Would she reply? How do you tell someone you fucked up and miss them?
Nevermind. She would never take me back. She's over it. She's probably over me.
Louis POV
"So when are we going to tell them?" Eleanor asked as she sat down on my bed cross legged.
"I honestly don't know. They're our best friends so we have to tell them sooner or later but I'm afraid of how they will react." I confess.
"Me too." she said looking away.
"Hey El, don't look away." I say sitting on the bed and cupping her face.
"We'll tell them soon enough okay." I add smiling.
"I hope so because I feel like shit lying to them." she replied
"Me too, but for now It's our little secret. Maybe we could tell them a week before the winter dance? That way we could plan rides together." I suggested.
"Okay sounds good." she said smiling.
"Now, where did we leave off at school?" I asked smirking.
After school I was left to walk alone. Eleanor said she had some after school help she had to go to. I was walking through the parking lot when I saw something that I really wish I hadn't. Harry had Aaryn pushed up against his car and they were making out. I instantly felt my heart ache and kept walking. Once I was out of the parking lot and at least 5 minutes away from school I let a tear slip.
I quickly rushed to my house and put on my fake smile. No one was home. I checked the kitchen and my grandmother had left a note telling me that she was going to get tea with some of her old friends.
I ran to my room and closed the door. I instantly put on the song What Now by Rihanna. I threw my backpack on my bed and sat down. I kept trying to count to 5 to calm down, but for once. It didn't work.
I got up and started pacing like crazy. The only thing that's on my mind is Harry. I can't stop it. Ever since we had our fallout last year it hasn't been the same. I keep ignoring the emptiness that's in my heart but it's so strong that I'm finding it hard to forget.
I slowly look at myself in my mirror and realize I'm a mess. My hair's messy and my mascara is running. I put my hands on the mirror and cry even harder before I hit it and spin around. I don't know where to go or what to do. My mind is just in a million places at once. I let out a scream before falling to the ground and leaning against my bed with my hands in my head. I keep trying to stop the tears but that makes it worse.
When I was falling for Harry I didn't even know it. The looks he gave me, the way he combed his hair back with his hand and even his sparkly green eyes, became apart of my everyday life. Without him in my life is like a huge gaping hole that's missing. I never even thought about afterwards. No one ever tells you what happens after you fall in love. No one ever thinks about it. I fell in love without a back up plan, I never thought we would end so I planned for forever with him instead of just forever. I just feel so stupid.
I should have never fallen in love...now I'm just waiting here for him to come back like an idiot. When clearly...he's over it...not even, he's over me.
Harry's POV
I got home and everything was quiet. I ran upstairs and all around my house only to find a note on my bedroom door.
Gone with Gemma and Des to a Bar Mitzfa. SHALOM! Be back around 10pm - Mom
Shalom? Whatever. I ran to my room and slowly opened my laptop and went on Facebook. On my news-feed I found a new update. Noelle updated her profile picture. She looks really pretty. Then again she's always been pretty.
I was originally logging on to message Aaryn but instead I ended up stalking Noelle's entire Facebook page. Damn it. I heard my phone beep but I instantly ignored it and kept stalking Noelle. My heart skipped a beat when I realized that she was online. Should I message her? Would she reply? How do you tell someone you fucked up and miss them?
Nevermind. She would never take me back. She's over it. She's probably over me.
Louis POV
"So when are we going to tell them?" Eleanor asked as she sat down on my bed cross legged.
"I honestly don't know. They're our best friends so we have to tell them sooner or later but I'm afraid of how they will react." I confess.
"Me too." she said looking away.
"Hey El, don't look away." I say sitting on the bed and cupping her face.
"We'll tell them soon enough okay." I add smiling.
"I hope so because I feel like shit lying to them." she replied
"Me too, but for now It's our little secret. Maybe we could tell them a week before the winter dance? That way we could plan rides together." I suggested.
"Okay sounds good." she said smiling.
"Now, where did we leave off at school?" I asked smirking.
Notes
Sorry for the short chappy :( I feel like shit for giving you guys these short chapters but I'm literally so busy. When the winter break comes I promise FULL PROPER CHAPTER <3
Please keep commenting and rating this :) Also, how much HW have you guys been getting? Tests? Assignments? Cuz I've been getting soooo many :(
ღ Alice Rose ღ
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PS love the story
11/18/14