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His Soul

Physical

"Do you like it?", he asked, examining my face as I looked over the phone with a small smile on my face.
I nodded my head, glancing up at him shyly, "Yes"
"Good", he spoke, planting his hand firmly on my upper thigh.
I mumbled incoherent words before flicking on the engine and pulling out of our park.
Harry's fingers slowly danced their way up to the zipper on my jeans, playing with it teasingly. My breath hitched and I quickly used one of my hands to push his down to my knee.
As soon as my hand returned to the steering wheel, Harry's hand slides right back up to its original position. "Harry", I warn in a stained voice.
Harry chuckled lightly, "Tell me about yourself Diana. I want to get to know you"
"There isn't much to know. I'm a small town girl who never gets noticed", I say gently.
"What's your favourite Christmas movie?", he asked. Christmas was in 3 months. We would most likely still be living in that stupid hotel room. What a great way to spend Christmas.
"The Grinch"
"Favourite childhood movie?", he asked again.
"The Narnia series", I say. He chuckled.
I glanced at him to see Harry examining my face, "Really?"
"Yes. I like that kind of stuff. Running away. Magic. Why? do you have a problem with that?", I asked.
"No not at all. I just find you very... Interesting", he spoke in a serious manner.
"I'm not interesting at all", I say. "My turn"
He nods with a smirk on his face.
"Where are your family. You're young, shouldn't you be living with them?", I asked. I remember when I was younger, my mother and father told myself and my sisters when we each turned 5 that we would have to live at home until our parents thought we were ready.
Of course they let my sisters move out as soon as they graduated, but my sisters never Moved out. My eldest sister lives in the loft with her boyfriend (A/N- SORRY I WATCH TOO MUCH PRETTY LITTLE LIARS) and my other sister has the biggest room in the house. My parents had always expressed that they had their concerns about me moving out. They said that the way I was heading, I would still be living with them until I was 30.
But I guess things have changed.
I wonder if they are worried. I wonder if they have called the police and started a mad search.
I doubt it.
"They are back home. In Cheshire", he said simply.
"Why did you come all the way to where I lived just to find a girl. I get it, you had rules to follow. But couldn't you have found a girl closer to home?", I asked, looking at Harry.
He was staring at me intently, with a hard look on his face.
"What did Eleanor tell you?", he asked with a tight jaw.
"Nothing!", I lied.
"Don't lie to me Diana Rose Smith", he gripped my leg tightly. "Pull into this street"
I pulled into the empty street with separated two big buildings. A few cars were parked in the street, but there were no people. "Now what the fuck did she tell you?"
"Okay, Just that you and your...friends have a little deal or organization or something that I don't understand where you all must find a girl, start a business and live the rest of your life with them. I know you and your friends are into some bad things and I wonder that if that's the reason you chose me. Because you were... high or something", I say.
It was quiet for a split second where Harry stared at me with the angriest expression I had ever seen.
As I opened my mouth to speak, Harry's fist flew through the air and came into contact with my eye.
I covered it with my hand as whimpers left my mouth. I felt Harry get out of the car and moments later, my door opened, "Get into the fucking passenger seat. NOW"
I quickly scrambled over to the other seat and looked out the window, scared to look at Harry incase he hit me again.
No man should ever lay a finger on a girl.
I feared this.
I feared that I would be stuck with him in a whole different country and he would be abusive.
I guess he is.
"From now on. Don't think about asking Eleanor about anything to do with me and my life. Stick to yourself and stop getting into my fucking business", he slammed. Harry began driving, "You little nosey fucking brat. Stick to cleaning, cooking and planning for the business. Not how I spend my life!"

It was silent and I had no idea where we were heading until we pulled up outside Louis and Eleanor's house.
Harry jumped out angrily and slammed the door. I followed him and watched as he swung the front door open.
Eleanor stood up from her seat on the lounge, setting Bella on the ground. Bella squealed once she saw me and began running towards me. Eleanor's face dropped from a happy smile to a shocked and pained one.
She knew.
Bella rammed herself into my legs, wrapping her arms around my calves. I giggled, bending over to lift her onto my hip as Eleanor pulled me inside and up the stairs. Harry was already on the lounge with his 5 best friends.
"What did he do?", she asked once we came into the kitchen.
"Nothing. I guess he just got a little mad. I-I don't know", I say gently, setting Bella on the ground and watching as she ran off out of the kitchen and down the corridor.
"I knew he would do something like this so soon. And Louis told me what you two did this morning..", she spoke softly.
Wait what?
"Pardon?", I asked, frowning.
"Harry was on the phone to Louis this morning. Apparently things between you two got a bit sexual", she spoke, resting a hand on my shoulder.
I gasped, turning a deep red. I covered my face and shook my head.
Why would he tell people about what we do in private?
I'm embarrassed.
I'm Ashamed.
I'm angry.
Angry that I gave in to him this morning and did it in the first place.
No we haven't had sex yet, but this morning was pretty close to it!
"Oh god", I said, wanting to cry.
"Don't be worried. Only the people in this house know", she spoke.
"Does that mean the other boys know too?", I asked, looking at my feet and wiping away a single tear that had escaped.
"I'm sorry", she whispered. I guess that means yes.
"It wasn't your fault. He shouldn't have told anyone. Did Louis tell anybody when you guys did something like that for the first time?", I asked, looking up at her through my lashes.
Eleanor gave me a genuine look before shaking her head, "Louis is quite private compared to Harry"
I nodded, letting another tear fall. Eleanor pulled me in for a hug. "I don't even know why I came half way across the world with him. How could I be so stupid?"
"Hey you're not stupid you just...", Eleanor trailed off.
I pulled away to look at her to see why she stopped. I soon discovered she was staring at the door way.
I quickly snapped my eyes up towards the door to find a blank faced Harry standing in the doorway.
I wiped the tears away from my face and grew nervous.
"Diana come with me for a second. She'll be back in a minute El", he said.
I nervously and slowly followed him out of the kitchen and down an empty hall.
"What's the matter?", he frowned slightly, walking towards me, making me move backwards until my back was against the wall.
"Nothing", I say in a small voice, looking at my feet.
"You were crying and hugging Eleanor. Tell me what's wrong Diana", he said gently, lifting my head up and holding one hand to my neck whilst the other was placed on my waist.
"I-I'm just confused", I whispered, scared that Harry would go on another rage and freak out at me.
"About what?", he spoke softly at me again.
"I just d-don't exactly get why you chose me to come across the world with you. I'm not exactly the best company. Your the first person to ever choose me for anything", I whisper, slightly embarrassed.
He sighed, stepped forward and pressing his lips to my forehead, "I'm so glad you came though", he said gently, "Kiss me"
I looked at him for a few seconds, But as Harry's face grew closer to mine and our lips brushed, I obeyed and began to kiss him.
I wrapped my arms around his neck as he wrapped his around my waist and hugged me closer.
I pulled away soon after and let the words fall from my mouth before I could stop them, "Just promise to stop telling people about the things we do in private"
Harry's happy expression dropped and was soon replaced with an angry one, "Excuse me?"
"N-nothing. S-sorry", I stutter, moving back until my back was against the wall once again.
"No, tell me what you are talking about right now", he spat angrily.
"I-I just know what you tell your friends. I don't like being spoken and joked about with something so private. I-I'm self conscious and shy Harry and you're not helping that", I stutter, scared out of my mind.
Harry's face only grew angry and it only took a few seconds for him to snap entirely, "You know what, fuck you! Didn't I tell you in the car to stay out of my motherfucking business?!", he whisper yelled, darting his hand out and forcefully wrapping it around my neck. "I'm trying to help you and make it all better but all you do is throw it back in my face and act like a fucking baby who doesn't know anything social!"
My breathing became harder and I struggled, trying to push his hand away, but nothing worked.
"Don't talk about me anymore to Eleanor. Stay out of my fucking business. Stop trying to be something your not!", he spat again.
"I'm not trying to be anything. I'm just pointing out that it hurts me when you tell your friends about things we do in private and you laugh and joke about it all. I've never done anything like what I did this morning and if you are trying to gain my trust to get me to stay, you are doing quite the opposite", I gasp through breaths.
Harry's face fell, along with his hand, letting me gasp breaths in and out quickly and cough.
"What, you don't like what I did to you this morning? You can deny it now Diana but by the loudness this morning I know you enjoyed it more than anything. I rocked your world and as much as you don't like hearing about our sexual interactions, it might just help you to know that I recorded it!"
"What?", I whisper weakly.
He recorded me! He recorded us!
As the tears swelled in my eyes, I grew weaker and couldn't look at Harry anymore.
"You're lucky that I haven't showed anybody because I would never want anyone apart from me to see you and your beautiful body. So stop acting like a bitch and get over it", he gripped my arm
I weakly pushed him off, feeling numb to all his harsh words. I slowly made my way to the bathroom, closing the door in Harry's face.
Once I turned around to face myself in the mirror, I noticed the huge black eye I had.
Cause by Harry. The tear stains on my cheeks and redness of my eyes only made it look worse. I look like a complete wreck and anyone would be scared when they saw me like this.
I quickly washed my face and neck, rubbing over the sore finger marks that had been left. More bruises.
I quickly fixed myself up before opening the door and walking back into the kitchen. Luckily Harry wasn't there so I guessed he returned back down stairs.
I just can't believe he videoed me.

Notes

Comments

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3/20/14

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3/15/14

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2/18/14

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