Simon's Daughters
Sarah.
*Sarha’s P.O.V. After Seeing Paula*
“I ‘ll be right back” I stood up.
“Wait” Harry grabbed my wrist, making me flinch. He looked at me suspiciously, but shook it off. “Are you okay, you haven’t said a word” I haven’t spoken, or cried. I don’t know why. I looked him straight in the eye.
“No” He looked shocked. “I have to go” He let go.
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I locked the door after making sure no one was in the bathroom. I basically dumped my whole purse out looking for what I desired. It wasn’t in there. Shoot. I used the alternative. I pulled my sleeve down, looking at the healing cuts on my arm. They are only painful tomorrow. I scratched at my wrist, making marks and making the old cuts open again. Blood was dripping down my arm. I cleaned it up and walked back to the room. Cora broke down again. She was curled up in a ball. Liam comforting her. “Im sorry” Louis walked up to me.
“it’s not your fault”
“yes it is, if i had just-”
“Louis, I’m sure that’s how we all feel, it’s none, yet all of our faults.” I cut him off. The tears I had been holding in began to build up.
“Sarah are you okay?” Harry looked up at me from across the room.
“No” He walked over and gave me a hug. I let the tears drip. Like Cora, I hate to cry in front of people. He rubbed my back, the way he does to make fans more comfortable when taking photos. I was standing, my arms not even around him, crying. There are so many emotions in the room. Angry and sad being the main. Most everyone was crying, if not they were passed out *cough zayn cough* After crying about one thing, I cried about everything. Harry didn’t really try to talk to me. I felt bad. I looked up wiping away my tears. “How are you doing?”
“Honestly I don’t know” this made me giggle. “Wanna hear a joke?” I shook my head. “sucks, what did one ocean say to the other?”
“Water you doing?”
“Nothing, they just waved” I giggled, it was a terrible joke.
“I should call Augie” He nodded and went back to fooling with Zayn in his sleep, drawing with Sharpie to be exact.
I dialed his number, it’s like 5, he should be up.
“Hey Sarah”
“Hey Augie…. so we uh.. won’t be able to make it today”
“Why?”
“Paula is… Paula is in the hospital.”
“Why?”
“She tried to kill herself, she’s in a coma” I heard him gasp.
“Why?”
“I don’t know” yes I do.
“Do you want me to visit?”
“If you want to” please say no.
“I’ll be over in 15.” ugh.
“Okay, we’re at-”
“I have Iphone tracker” creepy.
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“I ‘ll be right back” I stood up.
“Wait” Harry grabbed my wrist, making me flinch. He looked at me suspiciously, but shook it off. “Are you okay, you haven’t said a word” I haven’t spoken, or cried. I don’t know why. I looked him straight in the eye.
“No” He looked shocked. “I have to go” He let go.
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I locked the door after making sure no one was in the bathroom. I basically dumped my whole purse out looking for what I desired. It wasn’t in there. Shoot. I used the alternative. I pulled my sleeve down, looking at the healing cuts on my arm. They are only painful tomorrow. I scratched at my wrist, making marks and making the old cuts open again. Blood was dripping down my arm. I cleaned it up and walked back to the room. Cora broke down again. She was curled up in a ball. Liam comforting her. “Im sorry” Louis walked up to me.
“it’s not your fault”
“yes it is, if i had just-”
“Louis, I’m sure that’s how we all feel, it’s none, yet all of our faults.” I cut him off. The tears I had been holding in began to build up.
“Sarah are you okay?” Harry looked up at me from across the room.
“No” He walked over and gave me a hug. I let the tears drip. Like Cora, I hate to cry in front of people. He rubbed my back, the way he does to make fans more comfortable when taking photos. I was standing, my arms not even around him, crying. There are so many emotions in the room. Angry and sad being the main. Most everyone was crying, if not they were passed out *cough zayn cough* After crying about one thing, I cried about everything. Harry didn’t really try to talk to me. I felt bad. I looked up wiping away my tears. “How are you doing?”
“Honestly I don’t know” this made me giggle. “Wanna hear a joke?” I shook my head. “sucks, what did one ocean say to the other?”
“Water you doing?”
“Nothing, they just waved” I giggled, it was a terrible joke.
“I should call Augie” He nodded and went back to fooling with Zayn in his sleep, drawing with Sharpie to be exact.
I dialed his number, it’s like 5, he should be up.
“Hey Sarah”
“Hey Augie…. so we uh.. won’t be able to make it today”
“Why?”
“Paula is… Paula is in the hospital.”
“Why?”
“She tried to kill herself, she’s in a coma” I heard him gasp.
“Why?”
“I don’t know” yes I do.
“Do you want me to visit?”
“If you want to” please say no.
“I’ll be over in 15.” ugh.
“Okay, we’re at-”
“I have Iphone tracker” creepy.
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Notes
O dear. DRAMAMAMA
@CarterMarie
That's so sad... I'm sorry.
2/23/15