
Half A Heart
Chapter 25.
• ONE WEEK LATER •
I threw the last box of kitchen supplise to the pile and sighed. Harry wrapped his arms around my waist.
" We're done." He mumbled. I nodded.
" Finally."
He dug his head into my neck.
" It's been a long week." He kissed it.
" I know. I think I'm going to run to the store and get some food for the house. Want to come?" I smiled. He grinned.
" Of course."
•••••
The automatic doors opened up, and Harry grabbed a shopping cart.
" I'm need run to the beauty section real quick. " I informed him as we Walked towards that side of the store. He nodded.
Harry and I walked up to the shampoos and conditioners and I put two new bottles in the cart and then walked over to the tampons and put a box in as well.
" Okay, now we can go to the food side." I pushed the cart over to where Harry was standing. He seemed distracted as he looked at the boxes infront of him. Deep in thought.
" Harry what's wrong?" I asked. He stilled didn't look at me. I realized what he was looking at. A whole section of different types of condoms.
" Why are you looking at those, we don't wear them anyways." As soon as the words came out of my mouth I realized what he was thinking. He slowly turned his head towards me.
" I know." His slow raspy voice assured.
" We've just always... Been lucky." I tried to make it sound okay. He didn't buy it.
" Yeah but how longer are we going to be so lucky? Maria we've maybe only used protection once. And that was when you were in highschool." He whispered. " Do you know how stupid that is?"
I nodded.
" Agreed." I was scared. Confused. What if I was pregnant right now?
I shook that thought as shivers rushed down my spine.
" C'mon, let's go." I dragged him away, not wanting to talk about it any longer.
" We need to get you on birth control." He hissed. I nodded.
" I've thought about It before but I heard you can gain weight and I don't know I just never did it."
" well you're going to." He ordered.
•••••
We got home, putting all of our bags into the counter.
It had been awkward since our little chat at the store. Harry had been distant. I sighed.
" Harry, I don't know what your problem is but it's pissing me off." I snapped. He shrugged.
" There isn't a problem."
" Oh bull shit." I put groceries into the fridge.
" I'm just worried okay!" He yelled.
" about what! There is nothing to worry about! I'm fine, we're fine! Now stop! We won't have sex until I get on birth control. Are you happy?" I wanted to start crying. I don't know why. I just had a sudden urge to.
" It's not just you! I've never used a condom Maria! What if Julyssa actually is pregnant with my baby?"
I didn't think about that. I sighed, my mood quickly changed from wanting to cry to comforty.
" Harry, I thought we've talked about this." I walked toward him to comfort him. I slowly put my hand on his chest, and trailed my hands up to his collar, straightening it out. Harry's arms wrapped around my waist.
" I know. But I'm still worried." He whined, digging his face into my hair. I wrapped my arms around his neck.
" I'm sorry Harry, but we'll get through it okay? You'll get to raise a little boy or girl and maybe someday that little child can have a half sibling."
He lifted his head up and I winked at him. He smiled.
" I love you. And I can't wait to have a family with you." He smiled, bending down to kiss me.
" But," I pulled back. " Not until we're married." I reminded him. One of his dimples popped out.
" Of course. I know."
I threw the last box of kitchen supplise to the pile and sighed. Harry wrapped his arms around my waist.
" We're done." He mumbled. I nodded.
" Finally."
He dug his head into my neck.
" It's been a long week." He kissed it.
" I know. I think I'm going to run to the store and get some food for the house. Want to come?" I smiled. He grinned.
" Of course."
•••••
The automatic doors opened up, and Harry grabbed a shopping cart.
" I'm need run to the beauty section real quick. " I informed him as we Walked towards that side of the store. He nodded.
Harry and I walked up to the shampoos and conditioners and I put two new bottles in the cart and then walked over to the tampons and put a box in as well.
" Okay, now we can go to the food side." I pushed the cart over to where Harry was standing. He seemed distracted as he looked at the boxes infront of him. Deep in thought.
" Harry what's wrong?" I asked. He stilled didn't look at me. I realized what he was looking at. A whole section of different types of condoms.
" Why are you looking at those, we don't wear them anyways." As soon as the words came out of my mouth I realized what he was thinking. He slowly turned his head towards me.
" I know." His slow raspy voice assured.
" We've just always... Been lucky." I tried to make it sound okay. He didn't buy it.
" Yeah but how longer are we going to be so lucky? Maria we've maybe only used protection once. And that was when you were in highschool." He whispered. " Do you know how stupid that is?"
I nodded.
" Agreed." I was scared. Confused. What if I was pregnant right now?
I shook that thought as shivers rushed down my spine.
" C'mon, let's go." I dragged him away, not wanting to talk about it any longer.
" We need to get you on birth control." He hissed. I nodded.
" I've thought about It before but I heard you can gain weight and I don't know I just never did it."
" well you're going to." He ordered.
•••••
We got home, putting all of our bags into the counter.
It had been awkward since our little chat at the store. Harry had been distant. I sighed.
" Harry, I don't know what your problem is but it's pissing me off." I snapped. He shrugged.
" There isn't a problem."
" Oh bull shit." I put groceries into the fridge.
" I'm just worried okay!" He yelled.
" about what! There is nothing to worry about! I'm fine, we're fine! Now stop! We won't have sex until I get on birth control. Are you happy?" I wanted to start crying. I don't know why. I just had a sudden urge to.
" It's not just you! I've never used a condom Maria! What if Julyssa actually is pregnant with my baby?"
I didn't think about that. I sighed, my mood quickly changed from wanting to cry to comforty.
" Harry, I thought we've talked about this." I walked toward him to comfort him. I slowly put my hand on his chest, and trailed my hands up to his collar, straightening it out. Harry's arms wrapped around my waist.
" I know. But I'm still worried." He whined, digging his face into my hair. I wrapped my arms around his neck.
" I'm sorry Harry, but we'll get through it okay? You'll get to raise a little boy or girl and maybe someday that little child can have a half sibling."
He lifted his head up and I winked at him. He smiled.
" I love you. And I can't wait to have a family with you." He smiled, bending down to kiss me.
" But," I pulled back. " Not until we're married." I reminded him. One of his dimples popped out.
" Of course. I know."
Notes
Guys I'm sososososoos sorry for keep on writing short chapters but I promise the next one will be long and worth it okay I've just been busy lately and torn between updating small chapters or not updating at allplease forgive meeeee I love yoou
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~Briii xx
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