
Mistakes...
Do I really wanna do thiS?CAUTION- SELF HARM
Previously:
"Wait! What's your name?"
uh oh.
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I turn back around.
just lie
"My names um, Emily," I say walking off. I make a mental note to keep calling myself Emily. I leave the mall an go back to my apartment.
I check my old phone for new messages, seeing that surprisingly, there is none. I decide I have to call Niall. Not NEED to, HAVE to. I use my old phone, so he won't know my new number. I let it ring. Ring, ring, ring. He finally picks up.
"*sniffle* hello?" I hear his voice. I sigh, but then realize Ed crying.
"Niall? Why are you crying?" I say into the phone concerned.
"because my best friend- wait, Kelly? Oh my god is that you? Where are you? Are you okay? Tell me please!" He says crying harder.
"no Niall. I left for everyone's safety-" I start to say.
"NO KELLY! HARRY HAS BEEN GRILLING US ABOUT YOU, AND WE DON'T KNOW WHERE YOU ARE. YOU LEFT FOR YOUR SAFETY. Not ours. DO YOU REALIZE THAT NINE OF US, ZAYN LOUIS LIAM AND ME HAVE NOT BEEN GOJNG TO SCHOOL? DO YOU KNOW WHY? BECAUSE WE'RE TRYING TO FIND YOU GODAMNIT!"
"WE'LL MAYBE I SHOULDN'T LIVE IF I MAKE YOU MISS SCHOOL NIALL! FINE, YOU WANNA KNOW WHERE I AM? IM IN LONDON! BUT THE NEXT TIME YOU SEE ME WILL BE ON THE NEWS FOR KILLING MYSELF," I shout into the phone and hang up. I throw my phone out the window and head into the kitchen. I get a huge knife and walk over to the couch. I play with the knife in my hands. Do I really wanna do this? Do I really wanna die? What should I do? It would t be fair to Niall. It won't e fair to anyone. I don't want anyone to cry over me. I'm worthless. I take the knife and slice my wrist, not enough to kill me. It makes all the pain go away.
I get a call. I thought I threw my phone out the window? But it turns out, the call was on my new phone. It was a blocked number.
"hello," I say as I press he green button.
" Open your door."
Notes
Who do you think it is?
@princesslingley
That's what it is, The Forgotten, Te Lost. It should be there. Idk why it would not be
1/11/14