
Broken
Chapter 25
I was awoken by the blinding light shining through my window. I groaned and hid my puffy eyes in my pillow, wanting nothing more than for sleep to swallow me whole. After a few minutes of attempting to fall back asleep, I gave up and reached for my phone. I could feel the lump in my throat start to form when I noticed that I have received nothing from Harry. I convince myself that he's trying to give me some space and is just waiting for me to call him. Replays from last night come rushing to my head and I can already feel the tears stinging my swollen eyes. I take a deep breath and decide on texting somebody I haven't seen in a while. Somebody who will give me some well needed girl advice. My best friend, Audrey. After agreeing to come over, I force myself to get out of bed and into the shower. I close my eyes as I let my skin welcome the warm water. After lathering my head with shampoo and conditioner, I quickly shave and wash my body. The minute I feel my fingers start to prune, I reach for the comfort of my fluffy towel. I wrap it around my weak body and momentarily close my eyes, pretending that it's Harry's warm arms embracing me. I let out a long sigh and shake my head as I walk back into my bedroom. After opening my iTunes, I find myself constantly checking my phone over and over until I finally decide on covering the screen with my blankets. Since it was just Audrey coming over, I decided to not bother with any make up. I quickly towel dried my hair and reached for my comfort clothes. A pair of black leggings and one of my over sized burgundy sweaters. I slipped on my slippers and headed downstairs, finding myself craving a fresh pot of coffee. After turning the coffee pot on, I slid my body into one of the kitchen chairs. Just as I was about to go upstairs to check my phone, my mother thankfully walked into the room, stopping me. She gave me a sad smile as she placed two mugs onto the counter. Any minute now she was going to ask me about last night.
"Listen, mom.." I was silenced by her voice cutting over mine.
"Sweetie, we don't have to talk about it. I just hope you two fix what ever happened between the two of you because Harry seems like a lovely young man, that is unless he's treating my baby poorly."
I cracked a smile, somehow my mother always knew the right things to say. I watched as she poured the warm liquid into two separate mugs and started to prepare mine for me. I sighed and took my mug from her hands, letting the liquid burn down my throat.
"I'm just sorry for the bad timing. Him and I having an argument right before you two meeting for the first time." I felt the frown form on my lips as I stared down into my coffee mug. A sudden knock came from the front foyer, making us both jump in surprise. "Oh right, I may have forgot to mention that Audrey was coming over..."
My mother's laughter filled the house, causing my face to split into a sheepish grin. I stood up and gave her a quick hug. "I miss my other daughter!" She shouted, and I laughed to myself as I walked down the hallway, releasing a breath of relief once I reached the door. I missed Audrey, it seemed like we never got to spend as much time as we both wanted with each other, which is ridiculous since we practically live together. I opened the door with a smile on my face, only to see a person I was not expecting standing outside of my door. His hand was running through his unruly hair and his back was slightly turned, looking into the distance. I took in his features before he saw me, noticing how pale his face was. He had bags underneath his eyes and he was still wearing the same clothes from yesterday.
"Harry.." My voice was quiet, and I watched as his body spun around and stared at me with wide eyes. I slowly stepped out of my house and closed the door behind me.
"Emma.." His voice came out breathless, his green eyes never leaving mine.
"That's me." I cracked a small smile, mentally curing at myself for being so lame. He gave me a sad smile before letting out a deep breath.
"Listen, I'm really sorry.." He paused, and for the first time, his words came out fast. "I'm sorry for being such a fuck up, I've literally been going crazy because I can't stand being away from you and I can't stand the thought of you being angry with me. I know I'm a pain in the ass and I'm aware that 'sorry's' won't cut it, and I seem to always be apologizing for something which isn't right, but I-"
He was stumbling on his words and I couldn't stop my heart from swelling. Last night I was confused and thought it was best for him to leave and give me some space, but within the first hour he left, all I wanted was to feel his arms around me. I cut him off with my lips, snaking my arms around his long body. His arms were quick to wrap around my waist, closing every possible space between our bodies. I felt my back hit the door as Harry gently pushed my body against it. He pressed his body against mine, our lips moving in perfect sync. His hand slowly ran down my side and cupped my butt, making me gasp. He smirked against my lips and used this opportunity to let his tongue find mine. As our kiss deepened, I could feel my body reacting from his touch. I quickly broke away before I lost all of my self control. I leaned my head against the door and held his face a few inches from mine.
"I love you so fucking much, Emma." His chest rose and fell with his heavy breaths, his eyes staring into mine. The next thing he did, surprised me. He wrapped his arms around my torso and held me tight, his head resting on my shoulder.
"So much." His whisper sent shivers down my spine. I carefully wrapped my arms around his stomach and rested my head on his chest. I smiled to myself and closed my eyes, nuzzling my head closer into his warm body.
"I love you too, always." His big hands began to gently rub up and down my back.
"Baby, it's cold, should we go inside?" I frowned when I realized Audrey was already on her way. After all, this was an unexpected visit. I groaned and lifted my head to meet his confused eyes.
"Audrey's coming over, she should actually be here any minute..." My frown deepened when I saw his eyes flicker with sadness. He was quick to cover it up by plastering a smile on his perfect lips.
"That's good, you two should catch up, I should really stop stealing you away from her all the time." He smirked, bringing his lips to my ear. "But that's not going to happen." He smiled as he pulled his arms from around me. I shook my head and quickly pulled them back around my body, refusing to let him go. This made his smile grow.
"I'm really sorry about last night, Emma." His eyes were fixed at the ground, his curls falling onto his forehead. I gently brushed them back with my hand, causing him to look up at me with love filled eyes.
"Don't be, I keep pressuring you to answer things that you don't want brought up, I just have to accept that... For now at least?" I looked up at him with hopeful eyes and watched as he gave me a small nod. I rewrapped my arms around his neck and lowered his head to mine, connecting my lips with his once again. As his lips moved slowly against mine, I began to wish that my mother wasn't home and that Audrey wasn't on her way over. I missed the feel of his body on mine, and his lips weren't enough to satisfy me right now.
"Well, well, well.." The sound of another voice broke us apart, causing Harry to take an immediate step away from my body. I felt the blush rush to my cheeks as a small smile took over my lips. I quickly wrapped my arms around my close friend and engulfed her in a tight hug. I really did miss her.
"Well it looks like we won't need to be having much of a girl talk now, do we?" Audrey laughed and looked over at Harry, her words causing him to slightly frown. She quickly walked inside of my house, muttering that she'd meet me inside so she can quickly catch up with my mom, leaving Harry and I alone. He placed his hands on my hips, pressing his body against mine as he backed me into the closed door once again. His lips began to tease my neck, nibbling and sucking, making my eyes flutter in pleasure. His warm mouth working against my cold skin made me squeeze my thighs together. I blush at my dirty thoughts, and the way one simple thing he does or says to me has complete control over my body.
"I want you so fucking bad, right here." His words muffled against my neck, the vibration from his voice causing my mouth to escape a quiet moan. He lowered his hips, pressing his growing bulge against my upper thigh. He groaned as he trailed wet kisses down my neck, his long finger slipping into the waistband of my leggings. Within a second, his hand was gone and he was now standing a few feet away from me with anger clouding his eyes.
"Fuck, I'm sorry. You have your friend waiting inside for you and I'm being a horny prick, I'm sorry." He sighed, his lips now pressed in a hard line. I smiled, because in reality, I didn't want him to leave. It angered me because I should be inside spending some well needed time with my best friend, not secretly wishing she would leave so I can spend more time with Harry. I feel like one of those girls who is constantly pushing away all of her friends for her boyfriend, and I don't want to be like that. I stood on my tiptoes and gave Harry a quick kiss, trying my best to reassure him that it was okay.
"Maybe I can see you later today?" I asked, for some reason feeling shy. I felt my cheeks heat and watched as the smile grew on his face. He leaned down and planted a small kiss on my forehead.
"I'll be waiting." His voice rasped, and with that, he was walking down my front steps and towards his car. I waved goodbye and watched him blow me a kiss before his car sped off into the distance. After a few seconds, I walked back inside, not realizing how cold I actually was. I leaned back against the door and briefly closed my eyes. After hours of thinking last night, I knew I made the right decision. There was no way in hell I would be able to stay away from Harry, I craved him too much. Harry and I may disagree with a lot of things, but I can now see that we're finally making progress. I've come to realize that I have to stop nagging him about his past, and accept that when he's ready he will tell me on his own. I just wonder how bad it must be, for it to still haunt him to this day. I sigh in relief and begin to make my way down the hallway. There was absolutely nothing anyone could do to get this smile off of my face. There was absolutely nothing anyone could do to ruin my day.
Notes
Woooooo. I apologize, I had huge writers block. I'm trying to plan out my chapters before I write and my mind has recently been going blank. Anyways,
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On yes I so wann hear the phone call love this story
6/28/14