
Pain, Trust, Desire, Love
Chapter #5
Divana's P.O.V
I can't believe Harry owns me! I mean I've loved him ever sense I found One Direction, but him owning me! Hell no!
Destiny tells Harry off then storms out off the room and yells something about putting a hole in the wall. That's when Louis tries to follow her but I tell him before he can get out of the room "Louis, don't. give her time. That's all you can do." And with that he stormed out of the room and just laid in his bunk.
I look over at Harry who is standing up and frowning in the direction Destiny stormed off in. "Now then" he says smirking and looking at me.
I back up from him and say "oh no if you think you can just win me over with your cheeky smile and flintiness then you my friend are a down right dumb ass."
He frowns at me and I just kept telling him off. "You did this to me! You! And don't look at me like that with your stupid cheeky, smile with you mother fucking dimples!" I yell at him. He stares at me and I feel him take over me.
Again.
Louis told me he could make people do what he wanted. oh god.
He wills me to walk over to him and then he pulls me into him and grabs my upper arm and smashes his lips onto mine. I'm still in his little 'trance thingy' when he puts his other hand on my ass and in reaction I opened my mouth and he of course, took the opportunity to slip his tongue in my mouth, and explore every inch of it. I didn't kiss back. He pulled back and said right into my ear "c'mon Divana. You know you want it."
I bit my bottom lip and look back at him, and I realize he's not controlling me anymore, so i rip my arm from his grip and i turn my back to him. usually when harry styles tells you that you know you want him, it's a huge turn on, but now I just don't want to hear it.
I sigh while looking down at the floor, "why me?" a tear falls from my eye as if it had been there forever and it just now had the strength to slide down my cheek.
I hear him sigh and walk over to me, taking ahold of my lower arm he spins me around. he sees my tear and wipe it away with his thumb. "because your beautiful, and you don't know it" he said answering my question.
I get emotional because that is all I have ever wanted was to hear from someone like Harry. Just to say those 2 words to me. 'Your beautiful' his words floating in my head like the clouds on a summer day. I start to sob loudly in his chest. I took a lot of shit when i was younger from people calling me fat and everything. so hearing those words coming out of his mouth mean the world to me. i took ahold of his shirt and balled it up in my fist.
He kisses the top of my head before lifting my head up to look him in the eyes that drive me wild they were the normally green diamonds they were supposed to be, I loved them that way.
"I really like you Divana. And nothing you will ever say or do will ever change the way I feel about you. do you know why?" He asks me. I shake my head 'no'. cause i really have no idea.
He continues. "Because when I first saw you I knew you would be mine no mater what I had to do. I would be with you. And I stuck with that. Can we just work this out...please?"
I think for a sec then sigh loudly while saying "fine" I hoped that wasn't the wrong answer
Harry smiles down on me and I blush a little. "Hey, what time is it?" I ask him rubbing the last of my tears away from my eyes awkwardly. He pulled his phone out of his pocket and checked "2:30" he said.
"In the morning!?" I asked/yelled. He sighed "yeah I bit you at like 2:00 am, about 4 days ago and newborns wake up at the same time you were bitten only 2-4 days afterwards.That's the average time, some might take longer though."
Harry yawns after that lengthy explanation and asks "you still tired?"
"vampires sleep?" i asked confused, and he chuckles, "yeah we sleep not that much but yeah."
"hm, twilight lied to me" i said frowning a little. he asks again while laughing, "are you tierd or not?"
I nod my head as I yawn then say "yeah I'm still a little tired".
He nods and motions for me to follow him and I do. He leads me to his bunk and he says I could just sleep with him. And I slide in after he does and I turn so my back is facing him and he raps an arm around my stomach, while whispering in my ear "your so beautiful" I sigh as I get comfy and I sleep the night away with the one I thought I hated but really, can't live without. But I not telling him that, for now anyway.
I can't believe Harry owns me! I mean I've loved him ever sense I found One Direction, but him owning me! Hell no!
Destiny tells Harry off then storms out off the room and yells something about putting a hole in the wall. That's when Louis tries to follow her but I tell him before he can get out of the room "Louis, don't. give her time. That's all you can do." And with that he stormed out of the room and just laid in his bunk.
I look over at Harry who is standing up and frowning in the direction Destiny stormed off in. "Now then" he says smirking and looking at me.
I back up from him and say "oh no if you think you can just win me over with your cheeky smile and flintiness then you my friend are a down right dumb ass."
He frowns at me and I just kept telling him off. "You did this to me! You! And don't look at me like that with your stupid cheeky, smile with you mother fucking dimples!" I yell at him. He stares at me and I feel him take over me.
Again.
Louis told me he could make people do what he wanted. oh god.
He wills me to walk over to him and then he pulls me into him and grabs my upper arm and smashes his lips onto mine. I'm still in his little 'trance thingy' when he puts his other hand on my ass and in reaction I opened my mouth and he of course, took the opportunity to slip his tongue in my mouth, and explore every inch of it. I didn't kiss back. He pulled back and said right into my ear "c'mon Divana. You know you want it."
I bit my bottom lip and look back at him, and I realize he's not controlling me anymore, so i rip my arm from his grip and i turn my back to him. usually when harry styles tells you that you know you want him, it's a huge turn on, but now I just don't want to hear it.
I sigh while looking down at the floor, "why me?" a tear falls from my eye as if it had been there forever and it just now had the strength to slide down my cheek.
I hear him sigh and walk over to me, taking ahold of my lower arm he spins me around. he sees my tear and wipe it away with his thumb. "because your beautiful, and you don't know it" he said answering my question.
I get emotional because that is all I have ever wanted was to hear from someone like Harry. Just to say those 2 words to me. 'Your beautiful' his words floating in my head like the clouds on a summer day. I start to sob loudly in his chest. I took a lot of shit when i was younger from people calling me fat and everything. so hearing those words coming out of his mouth mean the world to me. i took ahold of his shirt and balled it up in my fist.
He kisses the top of my head before lifting my head up to look him in the eyes that drive me wild they were the normally green diamonds they were supposed to be, I loved them that way.
"I really like you Divana. And nothing you will ever say or do will ever change the way I feel about you. do you know why?" He asks me. I shake my head 'no'. cause i really have no idea.
He continues. "Because when I first saw you I knew you would be mine no mater what I had to do. I would be with you. And I stuck with that. Can we just work this out...please?"
I think for a sec then sigh loudly while saying "fine" I hoped that wasn't the wrong answer
Harry smiles down on me and I blush a little. "Hey, what time is it?" I ask him rubbing the last of my tears away from my eyes awkwardly. He pulled his phone out of his pocket and checked "2:30" he said.
"In the morning!?" I asked/yelled. He sighed "yeah I bit you at like 2:00 am, about 4 days ago and newborns wake up at the same time you were bitten only 2-4 days afterwards.That's the average time, some might take longer though."
Harry yawns after that lengthy explanation and asks "you still tired?"
"vampires sleep?" i asked confused, and he chuckles, "yeah we sleep not that much but yeah."
"hm, twilight lied to me" i said frowning a little. he asks again while laughing, "are you tierd or not?"
I nod my head as I yawn then say "yeah I'm still a little tired".
He nods and motions for me to follow him and I do. He leads me to his bunk and he says I could just sleep with him. And I slide in after he does and I turn so my back is facing him and he raps an arm around my stomach, while whispering in my ear "your so beautiful" I sigh as I get comfy and I sleep the night away with the one I thought I hated but really, can't live without. But I not telling him that, for now anyway.
12/4/13