Pain, Trust, Desire, Love

Destiny's P.O.V

So Divana is telling me to get my whore on....well ok then.

I put the dress and heels on and minimal make-up. I check my hair that I curled in the mirror in the bathroom. when I'm happy with my appearance, well, as happy as I could be. I walk out of my bathroom, and took a picture of myself for Divana to see.

I walk down the stairs into the living room and as I do I text Divana that I was leaving for the date. Then as I walked into the living room and I see Louis in a snazzy black dress shirt with a white tie, and some black dress pants and shoes. His silky brown hair was also smoothed back with jell. He looked absolutely stunning.

He turned around because he could hear my heels hitting the floor repeatedly. He smiled at me, with his pink lips that I could kiss for hours, but that can be saved for later. I smile back and take his hand that was reaching out for me to grab. I rap my arm around his. You know what guys and girls do when there going to prom or whatever. He walks me down to the limo that he rented for us I'm not really sure why. He opened the door and I nodded letting him know I meant thank you.

He climbed in after me and he said after shutting the door behind him "you look so beautiful" I smile as I blush madly and just sit there looking into his eyes. Divana told me to get my whore on, or whatever. so I just now's a good time to start.

I pecked his and said "you don't look to bad yourself" I smile again when he smirks and I rest my head on his shoulder and just play with his fingers the whole way there. And even ran my hand up and down his leg a few times.

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The date was wonderful! we went to Red Lobster, then after that we went to an arcade place I've never heard of. It's was like a teenagers hangout place and we we're not dressed for it. but fuck what people think. And the best thing was we didn't have one photographer ruin our date all night. We saw just 2 fans and they were really nice. They made Louis and me get in picture with them. Most fans just get a picture with the boys and then look at the girl like there a hobo who is asking for spare change on the side of the street.

We were on our way back to his flat and I was playing with his fingers again, I looked up at him and he was watching me. He smiled down at me. I blushed and kissed his lips for about 5 seconds before pulling back and saying "I had a wonderful time tonight."

"Me too." he said smiling down at me again.

I kissed his lips again and this time it's became more. He pulled me closer to him and I wrapped my arms around his neck and our lips began to move in sync. Then all of the sudden the limo stopped and I broke the kiss and said "c'mon lets go." He nodded but looked a little confused on why I was such in a hurry. But he opened the door and got out. I followed shortly after him and we both walked to the front door hand in hand.

(A/N, if you don't like ready sexual content then you can skip this part and just stop reading now and wait till I write the next chapter. if you don't mind, sexual content, then enjoy ;)

He unlocked the door and opened it. I through my purse onto the couch and turned to look at him. I thought about what Divana said about needing to get laid already. well I can tell you one thing that it's gonna happen one way or another cause, she's right.

I took off my heels and kicked them next the the coffee table. He was taking his shoes off, then turned around when he was done with his socks. I started to look him up and down until I couldn't take it anymore I pushed him up against the front door and started to kiss his neck. He was stunned and didn't know what to do.

"Destiny, wha-" I cut him off by finding his sweet spot and sucking on it. He started to moan and he put his hands on my waist.

I smirked in the crook of his neck and then lifted my head, and said looking deep into his eyes "it's time Louis, I'm tired of waiting." His eyes got wide and he said "ar-are you sure? I mean, we can wa-" I cut him off again by saying "no Louis, I'm ready." and we start to make out like in the limo, but this time was different. This time it had more passion and....desire in it.

I rap my arms around his neck again and a few seconds later I wrap my legs around his waist and he holds me up by my butt. I suddenly feel more hunger and lust that I have ever felt towards this boy.

He brakes the kiss to ask me "couch or bed?" I think for a moment before saying "bed".
He frowns a little before saying "really? cuz I was thinking maybe we could-" I cut him off once again. "Louis you asked me, you got an answer.....now then" and with that I took ahold of his tie and smashed my lips onto his again. He pulls back, smiles, then nods and he starts to kiss my neck and walking up the stares. which I'm not even sure how he does.

He gets to our bedroom and shuts the door behind him with his foot. he sets me down gently on the bed still kissing my neck and jawline. After what seemed like 5 minutes of him kissing my neck I got anxious. I began to tug at the helm of his choler. He chuckles and starts to strip from his shirt.

He does and I stare at his very toned chest. "like what you see?" he asks smirking and looking at me, while I'm laying on the bed with my legs in between his legs. I look at him seriously and say "don't ruin it" and he smiles and laughs, god I love his laugh. He picks me up so I'm sitting up right, and he started to unzip my dress and kiss me again.

he got my dress undone and started to pull it done, exposing me to him. but the thing is I didn't feel exposed. But he left me only in my pink lace underwear. I stuck my index finger in the band of his dress pants. he smiles and says "someone's anxious" I fake laugh and he undoes his belt and pulls his pants down to his ankles and kicks them across the room.

I smile when I notice the huge lump in his boxers that's getting bigger by the second. he walks back over to me almost fully naked and lifts me so I'm fully laying on the bed. he hovers over me and puts one leg in between mine, moving it around making me moan with delight. After a while he finally stops and pulls my now soaked panties off. I pull his boxers half way down to his knees and his member smacks his stomach.

I gulp and think to myself. 'how the hell is that supposed to fit in me?!' he snaps me out of it by asking me "you do know that if your a virgin that it's going to hur-" I cut him off before he could finish once again.

I say with a sight while looking into his eyes, "yes, I know it's going to hurt, can we please get it over with so it won't".

"sure" he says smiling a little smile. he pulls his boxers all the way down, and spreads my legs.

He positions himself, and as he does, I take his hand in mine as it lays bedside my hip. our fingers entwine and I close my eyes. He enters me slowly and I shut my eyes even tighter at the sharp pain entering my body. he's finally all the way in me and I feel him going in and out slowly as I squeeze his hand a little.

"you ok?" he asks as he pulls almost all the way out again, but stays inside me a little.
I nod my head while taking in a sharp breath and saying "yeah". I open my eyes for the first time since he entered me and I notice that he is all the way in me again and I'm not feeling as much pain now. I let go of the breath I was holding in and I look at Louis. he is looking at me and I smile at him and he does the same.

he starts to go in and out again and I start to moan and he goes just a little faster. I take another breath and with my free hand I ball the sheets up in my fist.

"f-faster." I say looking at him. he nods and he gets just a little faster and then a little harder. a moan from the back of my throat comes out my mouth because this feels so good. He gets a little slower so I let go of his hand and the sheets, and start to move my hands up and down his back and chest.

He smiles the smile that drives me insane and I say looking him in the eyes after bitting my bottom lip, "c'mon Lou, make me scream your name"

He smirks at my words and nods, then he went harder. I moaned and laid my head back and dug my nails in his back, but not to hard. "L-Louis, I'm getting close" I stutter and he replies "m-me too." I moaned another deep moan and his thrusts get sloppier.

I help him by thrusting my hips up every once in a while. this time he moans and I smile.
"Shit Lou! Go faster, please!" I yell while laying my head back again. He nods and goes even faster and harder.

"Louis!" I yell his name once again. Then he smiles and says after leaning down and kissing my neck and sucking for a moment. "Oh I'll make you scream alright".

My eyes widen because the tone of his voice told me he was not kidding. He goes faster and then harder again, and this time he thrusts into me that he perfectly hits my G-spot and I screamed at the top of my lungs, "AHHH! OH MY GOD! KEEP GOING!"

Then he smirked and slowed down. I gave him a real serious look and he looked down at my face, and picked up the pace again and I smiled and moaned again. Then about 20 seconds later I feel myself getting closer then ever. I bucked my hips up one more time then say "Lou I'm gonna-".

But before I could even finish I spill myself all over him, and soon after he throws his head back and yells my name. he filled me up, he felt so good. he kept thrusting even though he had already reached his high. After slowing down he pulls out of me, and fell right beside me.

breathless we both look at each other and I stare right into his eyes and say "I love you". he smiles and kisses my forehead. "I love you too" he says looking me in the eyes right back.
I sigh and crawl beside him with my back facing him and ask, "why didn't we do that sooner?"

he wraps his arm around my stomach and says, "because you weren't ready for it."

I reply saying "yeah, but I didn't know it was going to feel that good."

I could hear, and feel him chuckle and then say "well now you know"

I smiled, then just relaxed, and fell asleep, with our legs tangled up, next to the one I loved.

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