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Listening to Niall

Chapter 31: Is sorry the hardest word?

'm standing at the airport with my family. We are all there, even Nan and grandpa.
We stand in line talking and laughing a flight attendant gets a chair for grandpa so he won't need to stand such a long time on his feet. As the line gets shorter and we move up to check out point and get our passports stamped, my cousins wave goodbye to grandpa. "What are you doing? He is coming with us," I scoff trying to understand they're waves. Looking around I notice my family's sympathetic looks for me. Auntie Lucie bends to kiss him goodbye, and so does my dad.
"What are you doing? He is coming with!!! We can't leave him behind!" I exclaim raising my voice. But they ignore me. Oliver and Daniel are next. They kiss and hug him, my mum standing close tears in her eyes watching.
The line moves forward and we are asked to start moving since we are blocking the way.
"Come grandpa- You're going to miss the flight! Get up," I say to him. But he shakes his head at me.
"Grandpa come on! What are you waiting for? Get up! Oliver! Daniel! Help him get to his feet" I shout to my brothers who continued on to the open gates.
"Where are you going?? We can't leave grandpa behind!" I start shouting, angry tears slid down my face. "Help me! We can't leave him! I'm not ready yet!" I sob.
"Jamie, grandpa can't pass the gates with us, he must stay here love," My dad pulls me.
"No! We can't! Grandpa!" I'm screaming as my dad and Josh pull me towards the gate.
"Jamie!" They yell.
"Leave me alone!"
"Jamie!" I am shaken awake staring up at Harry's white face. I sit up fast, my cheeks wet.
"What happen?!" I demand to know looking around the room. Why am I crying?
"I think you had a nightmare. You were screaming and kicking in your sleep" Harry says searching for a memory in my alarmed crying eyes.
I tense, memory's from the bad dream surfacing.
"We left him there!" I cry taking hold of his arms.
"Who?" He asks trying hard to understand what I'm talking about.
"Grandpa! At the airport- we just left him!" I am in a frenzy now, not able to calm myself.
"Jamie," Harry breaks free of my hold and gets hold of my arms instead.
"Jamie!" He shakes me so I'll look into his eyes. But I'm holding them shut trying to get rid of the images running in front of my eyes.
"Jamie it was a nightmare, you aren't at the airport you're in my room," Harry explains. I open my eyes, looking at him. "Yes it was just a bad dream.. You're fine, you had an awful day yesterday I reckon it's what triggered this dream of yours..."
"Dream.. I had a nightmare," I nod, my eyes are wide open now remembering.
"Come, I'll get you a hot chocolate, it will calm you down" He decides linking our hands together and pulling me to the kitchen. As I sit there I remember last night. I remember seeing the text from Eleanor saying to Harry to get me to come back to the flat. I remember getting upset, thinking how does she know? Me getting hold of Harry's phone looking through his messages. Seeing the first message sent by El asking if he saw me, and then Harry answering that I'm with him.
I had such a fit finding those messages. I was screaming at Harry accusing him of lying to me. Accusing him of not being on my side. Looking back now, I know I've over reacted. I went mental on him, and sham washed over me. Harry managed to calm me, explaining that he will forever be on my side, but if he wouldn't tell El were I was it could end up with campus security.
Harry puts a big cup of hot chocolate in front of me, cradling a cup of his own. I hold my mug between my hands channeling its warmth.
"I'm sorry," I tell him.
"For?"
"For last night," I sigh looking up, he won't make this easy for me.
"Technically it's still last night.. 3 in the morning.." He gives me a half smile making only one dimple show.
"Then for before.. You're having fun aren't you?" I note.
"Better then crying about it- sorry, didn't mean to make it sound like that."
"I should go back to sleep I have a long day tomorrow," I shift to get up.
"It's Friday, what's long about it?"
"Well after school I need to travel to my Nan's home. My family is there," I shrivel my lips, thinking.
"How will you get there?"
"By train probably," I doubt Niall will come with me tomorrow since our fight.
"I'll take you," Harry resolves.
"No, I can't ask you to do that, it's over a half an hour drive," I exclaim.
"First you didn't ask, and second, why is it ok for Niall to drive you but not me?"
"Because Niall is my boyfriend and you're-"
"A friend, and friends help each other out." I stare at him for a long moment weighing it in my head. The weather Is really bad outside and I'm not really up to traveling by train like this.
"Ok but only if I can pay for petrol," I put out my hand for him to shake as if this is a pact.
"Deal," Harry shakes my reached hand "Now drink up." he nods to my full cup.
"I don't like chocolate," I grin at him apologetic.
"You are strange do you know that?"
"Yes I do," I smile.
"Good, well then.. Off to bed I suppose, since you have a long day and all."


"Hi dad," I lean down to kiss his cheek, and then move on to Nan and my aunties.
"New boy today dear?" Nan questions eyeing Harry. "And what a sight he is."
"Didn't you know? I have 7, one for every day," I make her laugh. "Nan, this is Harry, a good friend of mine," I introduce them.
"I'm very sorry for your lose," He says giving her a hug!
"And he's a charmer," Nan winks.
"Watch it, he's toxic," I warn smirking.
"Jamie move along, me and your Nan have some catching up to do," Harry shooes me away.
"Oh gosh.. here he goes.. Don't say I didn't warn you," I walk off to look for Oliver and Daniel.
"Oh hi Jamie," I say when I walk into the kitchen to find my two brothers and Jamie my brother's girlfriend eating.
"Hi Jay, got here just in time for food," Oliver glances up from his plate.
"Wonderful let me just see if Harry wants anything to eat," I hold up a finger before turning to go fetch him.
"Harry? Isn't his name Niall?" Jamie asks.
"Niall didn't come today, but Harry did," I tell her. I go back to look for Harry, finding him sitting with Nan listening to stories.
"Nan why don't you take a lunch brake? Harry would you like something to eat?"
"No thank you. I'm good.. I should probably go anyway, lots to do," He gets up
"Lovely meeting you Mrs. Hart," Harry smiles
"Come again love!" She beams at him.
"I will!"
"Come meet my brothers before you go," I pull him to the kitchen.
"Hello there," Harry greets walking in, not waiting for my introductions.
"Hiya mate," Daniel bumps fists with him.
"You good?" Oliver asks him shaking his hand.
"And this is Jamie," I say pointing to my brother's girlfriend.
"Another Jamie? Really?" He raises his brows with astonishment.
"Another Jamie," I confirm.
"To bad Niall's name isn't Daniel hey?" Harry laughs.
"Hello lads," Emma and Josh come into the little room.
"Eww who are you?" Emma asks smiling at Harry. Harry looks down at her, I can tell by the look on his face he connected the dots, and knew the pretty girl standing before him is Emma.
"I'm Harry," He grins "And I'm leaving, Jamie love- walk me out?" I link my arm with his, leaving the room with a grin on my face.
As we go out to the front of the house we see Niall's car in the parking lot, him and Eleanor getting out.
"Shit," I glance up at Harry.
"It's time for a talk I guess, talk to you later" He waves and walks to his car, stopping on his way to greet Eleanor and Niall.
"Hi," I sigh as they reach me.
"Hi sweetie," El hugs me as if nothing happen. I know her, we will have a chat about it later.
"You're phone is still off," Niall informs after banding to kiss my cheek.
"I'm going in to see Nan- But you two, stay out here and talk, don't come back in until all is clear!" El instructs us.
"So…"I say when we are left alone.
"So" Niall repeats me, "That is all you have to say to me? So?" He growls. He is struggling to keep his emotions in check, but is failing.
"What do you want me to say Ni?" I put my arms out turned up asking.
"So we have a little argument and you run to Harry?" the expression on his face, he is gutted.
"It's not like that," I try to explain.
"What do you mean not like that? So what is it like? Because I'm having a hard time figuring it out."
"Niall I didn't know what to do or where to go, I went to the one person who I knew won't make a big deal out of it and won't make me talk about things I didn't want to talk about."
"You should have come to me!" He claims full of frustration.
"You drove off! You left me standing outside the building," I am having a hard time understanding him.
"That's rubbish you should have come and talked to me!" He stands up straight with all his height. I look at him, at his hurt features, at the tense of his shoulders. I was foolish to pick Harry over Niall. I should have gone and worked things out with him and not run away. I took a step closer to him, standing 4 paces away. "I'm sorry," I say, "You are right," I take another step towards him. "And that will make it all better?" He demands to know, hurt in his voice. "No, but nothing happened with Harry he just calmed me down saying that it will be ok."
"You talked to Harry about it?" Niall exclaims.
"I was crying, I was upset, so yeah I did. I'm sorry Niall I'm truly sorry. I love you!" I promise, taking another step in his direction. He stands still, staring at me. "Don't be cross with me Ni, I wasn't thinking straight- not that it makes it ok. But you were right and I'm sorry."
"I'm not cross, just a little hurt.." He is still looking at me with those blue gorgeous eyes.
"Right.. Because you don't get cross.. You're Niall 2.0," My mouth twitching at the sides trying to hide a smile.
"That's right," He offers me a half smile, like Harry gave me before. I wonder if they know the affect it has on us girls. I take one more step.
"Don't be hurt Ni, please don't! its killing me to know I hurt you. I'm sorry."
He opens his arms and that's all it takes for me to take the last step and fall into him.
"I love you," I whisper into his chest taking in his scent I love so much.
"I love you too, don't ever do that to me again," He kisses the top of my head.
"I promise!"
We walk into the house hand in hand.

"There you are! I asked El where you got to!" My mum gushes sitting with my friend in the kitchen.
"Me and Niall had a little catching up to do," I say, winking at El letting her know all is good.
"Well sit down have something to eat," mum gets up and offers her seat to Niall.
"Wendy! Join us! Don't run off," Eleanor begs.
"Yeah mum stay," I tell her.
"No, I'm going to get some food for Dad and his sisters. When you're done come sit with them for a bit, I know they'll be extremely happy to see both of you," She points at Niall and Eleanor.
"So?" I ask El once mum is gone.
"Here she starts with 'so' again," Niall jokes.
"So listen to this!!! You will never believe what happen yesterday night!" She drums her hands excitedly.
"What happen?"
"You'd never believe who Liam asked out!" Her eyes going wide.
"Oh yeah.. try guessing," Niall joins.
"Who?" now they have my full attention.
"Your favorite person," Eleanor smiles.
"I have a few,"
"Well… Ariel," Eleanor gives it up.
"Come off it!" I'm stunned.
"It's true, it was a bet though," Niall laughs.
"Who on earth would bet him to date her?" I ask shocked
"Who? Louis! That’s who!"

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Comments

I LOVED THE ENDING.... but haz is still alone... oh well

CrazyM0F0 CrazyM0F0
4/13/14

Yassss they kissed! :) i cant stop smiling!

I an so happy

CrazyM0F0 CrazyM0F0
4/5/14

I think her and hazza should be together

CrazyM0F0 CrazyM0F0
3/24/14

They have to get back together :'(((

ClaireBearrr ClaireBearrr
3/18/14

I just got my friend hooked and so she can tell me :D
But they really have to stay together if they don't I will cry and never stop