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Listening to Niall

Chapter 17: Live my life

I'm sitting on the hospital bed reading a Glamour magazine. Niall went to get some more coffee.
When Aimee came in earlier today I was sure I was going home. But that wasn't the case.
She didn't have all the test results yet, only some of them. We knew I don't have Arthritis for sure. I am missing a whole lot of vitamin C but they are still going through my white blood cell count so we are waiting. They should come back tonight. Louis took Eleanor back to campus. Liam went back with them since the boys had a test tomorrow morning. They drove back in Niall's car. Harry stayed with us since he didn't study on Tuesdays.
Speak of the devil "That magazine is such rubbish" he walked in, snatched it out of my hand and sat on the bed beside me.
"You sound like my dad. He says the same thing and then reads it himself" I smirk at him
"I'm only looking at the food section" He thumbed through the pages looking for some recipes.
"Yeah that’s what he says too" I lay my head down on the pillow.
"These are all the recipes they have? Shame" He throws the magazine at me.
"It's not a cooking magazine Harry, its fashion so be thankful for what you have" I say.
"I am grateful. The question is are you?" He asked quietly. That made me sit up.
"I am. What would make you say that?" I ask taken aback.
"Well.. What are you planning on doing if you have leukemia?" He asked me just like that. I kind of admire him for not beating around the bush and just coming out with it. Not like the other guys. "You know what I will do" I whisper.
"That's not being grateful" he points out to me.
"How do you figure that?"
"Jamie, you're young. You have your whole life ahead of you. You have your family you have friends who will give up the world for you. You have Niall that is probably the best thing you can wish for. You have a career ahead of you" he says
"And your point?" I ask starting to get annoyed
"Would you really give all these things up because of an illness? Don't you want to fight it?"
I sigh loudly. How do I get Harry to understand?
"You know" I say after a moment "two months ago my mum lost her only sibling to cancer. He had it in his teens. He got better after a long fight which he almost died" I look into his eyes "Than four years ago it came back and now he's dead! And he left behind two kids who are heartbroken and lost" tears spilled out of my eyes but that didn't stop my flow of words "and my nana? She died after a long and painful fight, and my aunt and my papa. Everyone died from it and they suffered through it. It took away their last few months that they could have spent with their families and friends but instead they were stuck in a hospital bed burning up with fever and hallucinations." I wipe away my tears and take a deep breath.
"Jamie that is bloody nonsense" Harry took my hand in his. "In the end everyone suffers no matter if they fight it or not. And the people you named are much older then you. You have better chances. Furthermore you owe your friends and family a fight. How do you think they will feel knowing you went down without one? They will be devastated. Don't you want to live? Don't you want a wedding? Kids?" Harry touched my cheek to make me look at him.
"What is going on?" Niall walks in looking from me to Harry.
Seeing Niall’s face sends me into sobs. He puts down the cups of coffee and hurries up to me. Harry moves to make room for him.
"What is it baby?" He asked taking me in between his arms. But I'm crying so hard I can't answer him.
"Harry what is it? Did they come back with test results?" Niall asked him while petting my hair.
"No. She just got emotional" Harry put his hands in his pockets.
"Does this look emotional to you?" Niall raises his voice
"No Ni I did. I just got emotional that's all" I say leaning back a little so he can see my face.
"You're sure?" Niall had a skeptical look on his face.
"Yeah I'm fine really" I give him a small smile after wiping at my cheeks.
"Ok" Niall gives it a rest. He signs to Harry to hand over the coffee.
"UmZayn called before to see how you were. Call him back when you feel like it" Harry said turning to the door.
"Where are you going?" I ask
"Making a few phone calls" he smiles and walks out.
I sip my coffee. I look at Niall over the rim of my cup. He is watching me.
"Christmas is coming up" I smile at him.
"Yeah summer Christmas" he makes himself comfortable on the bed and pulls me onto him.
"You know I love you right" he says.
"Do you know I love you?" I ask smiling from where I was.
Niall kissed the top of my head. Every time I snuggle up to him I'm amazed by the way I fit to his side perfectly as if he was made just for me. I close my eyes and sigh. What calmness. My calmness was disturbed by Niall's 'sexy and I know it' ring tune. He growls as he tries to fish the phone out of his pocket. He looks at the screen and hands me the phone "it's for you" he said lying back down onto my pillow. It was Perrie
"Hi Perrie" I say putting the phone to my ear.
"Oh my gosh Jamie how are you darling?" I can hear the concern in her voice.
"I'm ok really just chilling at the hospital waiting for results" I say
"Do you need anything?" She asked
"No no I'm fine thanks Liam got some stuff from the flat over and I'll probably be back by tomorrow"
"You're sure? I can come up. Just say the word and I'll be there". That makes me smile. "I love you Perrie" I say to her smiling
"Oh I love you too. You know Eleanor was telling me about the fact that they think you have ALL, and I was thinking to myself, did they check your temperature?" she asked
"No I don’t have a temperature I don't think" I say frowning.
"Well that is a big symptom" she says.
"Well I don't know what is going on really. I'm just doing what Niall tells me" I say touching Niall's hair as I look at him and listen to Perrie sigh.
"Well keep us in the loop love. Zayn sends his love. He just left to study with Liam" she said
"Send him kisses" I say and hang up.
I put the phone down on my lap and look at Niall’s sleeping face. I smile to myself. What would I have done without this face of his? I touch the tip of his nose. He twitches slightly. I touch his nose again. Niall waves his hand over his face like he's trying to wave away a fly. I touch his nose once more and giggle.
"Jamie" he warns me. That doesn't stop me. Suddenly he sits up and catches my arms to tickle me. I screech out laughing.
"Having fun?" We look up. Harry entered the room with Doctor Aimee at his heel. Niall and I straighten up following her with our gaze.
"So I have good news and bad news" she says sitting down facing us.
"You cut straight to the chase" I say managing one of my famous weak smiles.
"Well yeah.. so what would it be?" She's holding my file in her hands. I'm staring at it. My eyes are glued to that file. It's like she's holding my life in her hands. She notices my gaze so she moves the file to behind her back.
"Can you start with the good news?" Niall asked squeezing my fingers.
"Yes. Jamie I'm happy to inform you that you don't have leukemia" Aimee smiles a wide shiny smile.
"What?" I look at her in shock.
"Your fine!!!" Niall jumps up. He takes me in his arms and twirls us around. "You're ok" he kisses me. I'm speechless. I can’t speak. Harry gives me a hug once Niall puts me down.
"So what is the bad news?" I ask once I find my voice.
"So you're missing vitamin C which you already know" she says with a serious face "we need to take care of that. You need to eat right. Three meals a day" she looks at me.
"She will" Niall answers her "I'll make sure that she'll get better" he smiles.
"And Jamie, no sports for now. No running, just keep it simple until we get this under control". She finishes
"So can I go home?" I ask
"Yes you can"
Harry is driving and Niall is sitting beside him. I am in the back looking out the window. I'm fine. That's what I keep telling myself. Every time I do a smile is painted on my face. I look to the front. Harry is watching from the review mirror. He is smiling at me. Niall is on the phone to Louis updating him on the great news.
"What are you thinking of that you keep smiling?" Harry asked me.
"That I'm ok" I say. My phone is ringing.
"You changed your tune?" Harry asked hearing queens ' bohemian rhapsody' song.
"No. It's my mum's tune when she calls" I say as I answer.
"Hi mum"
"Pumpkin did you get the results yet?" She asked. I guess no one told her I fainted in the hospital and was almost diagnosed with leukemia.
"Yes. I'm just missing some vitamins. Other then that I am just fine" I smile.
Harry and Niall are smiling too as they listen in.
"Sweetie are you eating enough? Are you warm up there? I worry" she tells me.
"Mum I miss you. You know that right? You're the best! I'm ok, don't worry over me" I say getting a little emotional.
"Ok lollipop, send my love to your gang" she blows me a kiss through the phone.
I smile at the mention of her nick name for me. Lollipop. It was what she calls me since I can remember.
"And send mine to dad and the boys" I say.
"Lollipop hey?" Harry says once I hang up.
"Don't ask.. the names her mum comes up with" Niall was flipping through the magazine he got me earlier today.
"That magazine is rubbish" Harry said
"Yes but that’s what the princess likes" Niall said turning to look at me.
"Oh Jamie" Harry says "you are one lucky girl" At that there was a loud burst, and the car went out of control.

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Comments

I LOVED THE ENDING.... but haz is still alone... oh well

CrazyM0F0 CrazyM0F0
4/13/14

Yassss they kissed! :) i cant stop smiling!

I an so happy

CrazyM0F0 CrazyM0F0
4/5/14

I think her and hazza should be together

CrazyM0F0 CrazyM0F0
3/24/14

They have to get back together :'(((

ClaireBearrr ClaireBearrr
3/18/14

I just got my friend hooked and so she can tell me :D
But they really have to stay together if they don't I will cry and never stop