The Fire in His Eyes
I Hate Rules
QUESTION OF THE DAY IS DOWN BELOW****Question from last chapter: "Who is your hero and why??"
Winner: "My hero is my sister and I know that sounds so stupid but it's because she has had so much happen to her in her life like she's tried to commit suicide and it worked. I miss her so much now it's only me and my dad and my cancer. Sorry I got carried away anyway update please"
Addie_Cat _Ninja This was really nice to read. I understand where you are coming for, my cousin tried to commit twice and shut everyone out. We were finally able to get him to open up and let us help him. I am so sorry for your loss. Please stay strong! people like you are the ones that bring pride and strength to this messed up world. Never give up the fight. We will be here to fight along side you, like a little cure army :)
OK... back to the story before I get carried away...oops already have haha...
Liam's POV~~
Flash back~
As we sat there many people would come up to us and tell us how cute of a couple we were and Al and I both would just die laughing, it made the other people feel really awkward, oh well. It has been about an hour and a half and we both next to get ready for our next lectures. We started to get up and collect out things when I froze I couldn’t move; my body became paralyzed. My palm became sweaty with nervousness. I just stood there looking ahead.
“Liam, what’s wrong?” Al asked me worriedly and waved a hand in front of my face to see if I would move, I didn’t, just continued staring.
“It...I… I-it…L…Li…” I couldn’t stop stuttering, and then I yelled.
“Lilly!” I yelled towards her but she didn’t turn around. Crap, I forgot, her name isn’t really Lily. What do I do? Do I go to class and possibly never see this girl again, or do I risk being scolded by the professor to go get her real name?
I don’t know what to do…
I walked into my music theory class with a large frown on my face and a tear sliding down my cheek. I can't believe this...I just walked away...I walked away from her... I am so stupid, but I had no other choice. My mother never thought music was a real career, and she said that if I was late for any of my music classes, she would make me change my major to business and finance and I can NOT be an accountant.
I wanted to say something to her so badly. She was basically in my grasp, and I let her go. I may never get a chance like that again. "Why is my mum such bitch," I whispered silently to myself.
"Why is your mum a bitch?" I hear someone say from my left. When did I sit down? oh well.
I looked over to see the brown eyes of my best guy friend, Zayn. He was leaning out of his chair eagerly awaiting my reply to the question he already knew the answer to. Zayn knew about my mum's rule and he always was there to get me to classes on time or covered for me if I was late so my mum wouldn't freak out and take away the one thing I loved the most; my music.
"Z, why doesn't she understand? I love music so much, but she keeps holding that against me. I want my music to be the best part of my life, but with her always breathing down my neck, I can't enjoy it," I said exasperated. He just sighed and patted me on the back.
"I know Li, but she isn't all bad is she? She was always the 'cool' mum when we were younger..."
"Well things can change," I seethed, sounding a little harsher than I had intended. I rubbed my hands down my face and took a deep breath.
"What is different now? you haven't complained about her rules since freshman year of Uni, what happened?" he asked, rubbing soothing circles on my shoulder.
"I met a girl that's what happened. The most amazing, beautiful girl I have never met; and because of my mum's bullshit rules I had to choose this class over her. I may never get another chance to see her, and she is always on my mind Z," I said letting out the breath I didn't know I was holding in.
“Li, don’t be so dramatic, just text her after to lecture, ok?”
“That’s the problem Zayn. I don’t have her number, her twitter, kik…I don’t even know her name for god’s sake.
“oh…” was all he said. Then, we were interrupted by the professor’s yelling at us.
“Excuse me, Mr. Payne, Mr. Malik, would you like to enlighten the class of what is so important that you had to had to interrupt my teaching with your jabbering,” but he said it more as a statement. I shot up in my chair near the back of the auditorium and yelled at the top of my lungs so everyone could hear me…
“I’m in love and I can’t do anything about it!” I screamed, a tear flying from my eye. I heard almost all of the girls in class 'awe' and all the guys scoff but I didn’t care. That’s how I was feeling. I am in love with the girl that broke my heart without saying a single word. She stole the space in my mind and made it forever hers. I think about it all the time and it physically hurt me in my chest.
I didn’t realize I was still standing until I hear professor’s voice once again.
“Well, Mr. Payne, you can deal with your ‘broken heart’ (he said in a mocking tone) another time, but never again will disrupt me class again due to your…um…personal issues, ok? Good, glad we all have an understanding. Oh and Mr. Malik, don’t antagonize him either.” He said spewing venom with every judging word.
He just didn’t understand what it felt like to have your heart ripped out and spit on by someone that didn’t even know that they were hurting you. I sat back down. I didn’t pay attention the rest of the lecture. I just couldn’t keep my mind off of ‘Lily’ ugh. What is this girl doing to me? I wish I never ever saw her in the first place. But if I never saw her, I would have never been met with her beautiful eyes, or her gorgeous smile, or the way she winked at me-
stop it Liam! You will never see this girl again, stop thing about her, my conscious yelled to me.
For the rest of the class I just sat solemnly in my chair. I could feel Zayn’s stare on the side of my head and I knew He will want to pick our conversation back up later, but I don’t really want to. I know it will only make me feel worse.
After a long 45 minutes, lecture was finally over. I slowly gabbed my music theory text book and shove what little notes I took , into my bag. Zayn and I quietly walked towards the exit. I know he is waiting until later to talk to me about my um feeling? So I guess I’ll just be waiting.
As I walk out the door I hear a beautiful Irish accent coming from behind me. She taps on my shoulder but I just hum not turning around.
“So I hear you’re in love?” She phrases as a question. I just nodded my head, being reminded of why I’m in the glum mood.
“…And you think that you can’t do anything about it?” She asks again. Yep that is what I said, but I just nod again.
“Well I think I might be able to help you with you little problem.” With that I actually got a little curious. I turned around and as soon as I did, I gasped loudly, making Zayn stare at me with confusion. The girl spoke up again.
“Hi I’m Eve,” she said…
Lily….
Winner: "My hero is my sister and I know that sounds so stupid but it's because she has had so much happen to her in her life like she's tried to commit suicide and it worked. I miss her so much now it's only me and my dad and my cancer. Sorry I got carried away anyway update please"
Addie_Cat _Ninja This was really nice to read. I understand where you are coming for, my cousin tried to commit twice and shut everyone out. We were finally able to get him to open up and let us help him. I am so sorry for your loss. Please stay strong! people like you are the ones that bring pride and strength to this messed up world. Never give up the fight. We will be here to fight along side you, like a little cure army :)
OK... back to the story before I get carried away...oops already have haha...
Liam's POV~~
Flash back~
As we sat there many people would come up to us and tell us how cute of a couple we were and Al and I both would just die laughing, it made the other people feel really awkward, oh well. It has been about an hour and a half and we both next to get ready for our next lectures. We started to get up and collect out things when I froze I couldn’t move; my body became paralyzed. My palm became sweaty with nervousness. I just stood there looking ahead.
“Liam, what’s wrong?” Al asked me worriedly and waved a hand in front of my face to see if I would move, I didn’t, just continued staring.
“It...I… I-it…L…Li…” I couldn’t stop stuttering, and then I yelled.
“Lilly!” I yelled towards her but she didn’t turn around. Crap, I forgot, her name isn’t really Lily. What do I do? Do I go to class and possibly never see this girl again, or do I risk being scolded by the professor to go get her real name?
I don’t know what to do…
I walked into my music theory class with a large frown on my face and a tear sliding down my cheek. I can't believe this...I just walked away...I walked away from her... I am so stupid, but I had no other choice. My mother never thought music was a real career, and she said that if I was late for any of my music classes, she would make me change my major to business and finance and I can NOT be an accountant.
I wanted to say something to her so badly. She was basically in my grasp, and I let her go. I may never get a chance like that again. "Why is my mum such bitch," I whispered silently to myself.
"Why is your mum a bitch?" I hear someone say from my left. When did I sit down? oh well.
I looked over to see the brown eyes of my best guy friend, Zayn. He was leaning out of his chair eagerly awaiting my reply to the question he already knew the answer to. Zayn knew about my mum's rule and he always was there to get me to classes on time or covered for me if I was late so my mum wouldn't freak out and take away the one thing I loved the most; my music.
"Z, why doesn't she understand? I love music so much, but she keeps holding that against me. I want my music to be the best part of my life, but with her always breathing down my neck, I can't enjoy it," I said exasperated. He just sighed and patted me on the back.
"I know Li, but she isn't all bad is she? She was always the 'cool' mum when we were younger..."
"Well things can change," I seethed, sounding a little harsher than I had intended. I rubbed my hands down my face and took a deep breath.
"What is different now? you haven't complained about her rules since freshman year of Uni, what happened?" he asked, rubbing soothing circles on my shoulder.
"I met a girl that's what happened. The most amazing, beautiful girl I have never met; and because of my mum's bullshit rules I had to choose this class over her. I may never get another chance to see her, and she is always on my mind Z," I said letting out the breath I didn't know I was holding in.
“Li, don’t be so dramatic, just text her after to lecture, ok?”
“That’s the problem Zayn. I don’t have her number, her twitter, kik…I don’t even know her name for god’s sake.
“oh…” was all he said. Then, we were interrupted by the professor’s yelling at us.
“Excuse me, Mr. Payne, Mr. Malik, would you like to enlighten the class of what is so important that you had to had to interrupt my teaching with your jabbering,” but he said it more as a statement. I shot up in my chair near the back of the auditorium and yelled at the top of my lungs so everyone could hear me…
“I’m in love and I can’t do anything about it!” I screamed, a tear flying from my eye. I heard almost all of the girls in class 'awe' and all the guys scoff but I didn’t care. That’s how I was feeling. I am in love with the girl that broke my heart without saying a single word. She stole the space in my mind and made it forever hers. I think about it all the time and it physically hurt me in my chest.
I didn’t realize I was still standing until I hear professor’s voice once again.
“Well, Mr. Payne, you can deal with your ‘broken heart’ (he said in a mocking tone) another time, but never again will disrupt me class again due to your…um…personal issues, ok? Good, glad we all have an understanding. Oh and Mr. Malik, don’t antagonize him either.” He said spewing venom with every judging word.
He just didn’t understand what it felt like to have your heart ripped out and spit on by someone that didn’t even know that they were hurting you. I sat back down. I didn’t pay attention the rest of the lecture. I just couldn’t keep my mind off of ‘Lily’ ugh. What is this girl doing to me? I wish I never ever saw her in the first place. But if I never saw her, I would have never been met with her beautiful eyes, or her gorgeous smile, or the way she winked at me-
stop it Liam! You will never see this girl again, stop thing about her, my conscious yelled to me.
For the rest of the class I just sat solemnly in my chair. I could feel Zayn’s stare on the side of my head and I knew He will want to pick our conversation back up later, but I don’t really want to. I know it will only make me feel worse.
After a long 45 minutes, lecture was finally over. I slowly gabbed my music theory text book and shove what little notes I took , into my bag. Zayn and I quietly walked towards the exit. I know he is waiting until later to talk to me about my um feeling? So I guess I’ll just be waiting.
As I walk out the door I hear a beautiful Irish accent coming from behind me. She taps on my shoulder but I just hum not turning around.
“So I hear you’re in love?” She phrases as a question. I just nodded my head, being reminded of why I’m in the glum mood.
“…And you think that you can’t do anything about it?” She asks again. Yep that is what I said, but I just nod again.
“Well I think I might be able to help you with you little problem.” With that I actually got a little curious. I turned around and as soon as I did, I gasped loudly, making Zayn stare at me with confusion. The girl spoke up again.
“Hi I’m Eve,” she said…
Lily….
Notes
First off, I am sooooooooooo sorry about the wait, I told you all that I wouldn't keep you waiting but Miss Mother Nature kinda ruined my plans. I was going to post this chapter on Monday but then I was hit with a huge snow storm (we got 10-11 inches). The snow screwed up our wifi and I just got it back. This chapter has literally been sitting in my documents waiting to be posted for almost a week. I feel awful and I really hope you guys don't hate me too much,Sorry again!
On a higher note, Did you guys enjoy this chapter, I really hope you did. Liam has finally met Lily or Eve I guess I need to call her now, lol. Comment below telling me what you think of the story so far. :)
::Question of the day::
What would you do if your wifi was gone for a week??? lol
That’s all for now my little Fireflies!!! Talk to you soon hopefully!!!
~~~~LAURYN~~~~
I love to listen to right now by one direction because I...like the beat and the words... and also cuz it's by the greatest band on the planet...I guess..I just love listening to it or alive by them.. I love how upbeat and fun that song is. I believe that you really do only live going once so you should go and have some fun.:)
6/26/14