Broken
Chapter 12
Harrys POV
She was avoiding me I was sure of it. I haven't spoken to her since our date and I just can't understand why she won't answer my calls or texts. We had a good time right? and then all of sudden it clicked, I asked her if she liked me and she couldn't answer me, I fucked it up yet again, Just like everything else. I sighed before answering my phone which was now ringing.
'What I snapped' I hadn't even bothered to check caller ID I knew it wouldn't be Fran
'whoa bro s'only me' Louis joked
'Sorry dude, whatsup?'
'Gathering at mine ya coming?' he asked
'Sure, be there in a few' I replied before hanging up and heading over to Lou’s I decided against driving I was in the mood to get drunk.
Francescas POV
I flopped down on Perrie’s bed and sighed
'Do we have to go to Lous?' I asked whining
'Yes now come on Pick something to wear and sort yourself out' she demanded as she dragged me off the bed causing me land on the floor with a thump
'I'm not in the mood' I mumbled
'so firstly you don't even want to eat ice cream and now you're not in the mood to party, Honestly Fran you have it baaaadd for the boy' she stated as she chucked some clothes at me
'I know, I don't know what he's doing to me' I replied as I chose andoutfit.I applied some light makeup and did my hair.
'Ready?' El asked
'yup' I replied popping the P
Harrys POV
‘So how’s Fran?’ Lou asked me
‘Yeah next question mate’ I grumbled
‘What happened?’ He asked
I’ve fucked things up yet again’ I admitted
'how do you know you've fucked it up?'
'I just have Lou' I replied before grabbing the nearest bottle of Jack Daniels.
Francescas POV
I knocked on the door to Lous and he answered pretty quickly.
'Hey Lou' I greeted as I hugged him
'Hey Fran, Look uh could you um come deal with Harry?' I felt myself begin to panic a little
'Why?' I asked as I followed him into the living room and I watched as he pointed to Harry who was now halfway through a bottle of JD. I made my way over to him and grabbed the bottle from his hands before taking a swig
'Save some for me' I replied with a smirk
'why would I want to do that?' he snapped
'Christ Harold who pissed in your cornflakes this morning?' I asked patting his leg
'Just leave me the fuck alone Fran' He hissed before grabbing the bottle and leaving, I hope for his sake he didn't drive here tonight.
'What did you do to lover boy?' Josh asked as he sat down next to me
'If I could understand what was happening in his head I'd be Jesus’ I mumbled and he laughed, I don't know whether it was jack Daniels or simply my brain but I really had the urge to kiss him. My gaze flicked down to his lips briefly before flicked back up to his meet his eyes. I felt myself leaning in when all of a sudden there was a smash. I jumped up and came face to face with Harry.
'I thought I'd told you to stay away from my girlfriend' Harry shouted, wait girlfriend what when did that happen
'Sorry dude but from what I've heard you don't treat her much like she’s your Girlfriend, I mean were you or were you not just out the back sucking faces with Acacia?' I felt my fist ball up in anger and I'd noticed Harry had done the same.
'Leave It Harry' I warned and I watched as Michael left and Harry turned to face me
'He was Lying you know' He spoke a little calmer than before
'Really, so why do I think he's right Harry?' I asked as my anger begun to overtake
'He's not'
'Well he's right Harry because you don't treat me as if you want me to be your girlfriend, I feel as if you're just waiting for me to give myself to you so can go and leave me and do what you always do' I shouted, I felt my eyes watering, I needed to get out of here quick. I spun on my heel and stormed off out of there. I could hear Harry calling after me and I broke into a run. I looked back and he was chasing after me, shit he was way faster than me, I was screwed here. All of a sudden I felt his hand wrap my wrist as he spun me round and attached his lips to mine. He grabbed my ponytail and pulled it so he could deepen the kiss. I ran my fingers through his hair pulling hard on his curls, causing him to groan into my mouth. His hands skimmed down my body and landed on my butt, giving it a squeeze. I pulled away and stepped back panting from my apparent lack of breath.
'Look Fran I'm not using you, I'd never do that to you baby, I want you so much it's scaring me and I don't know what you're doing to me but whatever it is its working'
'Just because you want me Harry doesn't mean you can have me'
'You’re mine Fran, Remember that' He replied I just nodded in response.
'What do you want me to do Fran tell me and I'll do it I swear'
'I want you to leave me alone, stay away from me do you understand go back to how you were before Harry it’s who you are, we're two opposites this us would never work we've tried and look where we are we're both broken Harry, too broken to fix each other, So I want you to forget about me' I watched as he processed what I said and the colour drained from his face
'I don't think I'm going to be able to do that' He replied shaking his head
'you have to Harry' I replied
'Fran I don't care that you're broken I will fix you in the same way you manage to fix me, god knows how you do it but you do you fix me Fran’
'I'm sorry Harry but I don't need you' I replied, I knew what I was saying was a lie because I needed him badly, I know I’d only known him a few weeks but he was like a drug and I was hooked but he couldn't be in my life anymore, he was toxic to me, we were toxic to each other.
'No Fran please don't you don't mean that' he stumbled
'But I do Harold' I replied before turning and leaving him standing in the street broken, I didn't even stop to glance back at him.
She was avoiding me I was sure of it. I haven't spoken to her since our date and I just can't understand why she won't answer my calls or texts. We had a good time right? and then all of sudden it clicked, I asked her if she liked me and she couldn't answer me, I fucked it up yet again, Just like everything else. I sighed before answering my phone which was now ringing.
'What I snapped' I hadn't even bothered to check caller ID I knew it wouldn't be Fran
'whoa bro s'only me' Louis joked
'Sorry dude, whatsup?'
'Gathering at mine ya coming?' he asked
'Sure, be there in a few' I replied before hanging up and heading over to Lou’s I decided against driving I was in the mood to get drunk.
Francescas POV
I flopped down on Perrie’s bed and sighed
'Do we have to go to Lous?' I asked whining
'Yes now come on Pick something to wear and sort yourself out' she demanded as she dragged me off the bed causing me land on the floor with a thump
'I'm not in the mood' I mumbled
'so firstly you don't even want to eat ice cream and now you're not in the mood to party, Honestly Fran you have it baaaadd for the boy' she stated as she chucked some clothes at me
'I know, I don't know what he's doing to me' I replied as I chose andoutfit.I applied some light makeup and did my hair.
'Ready?' El asked
'yup' I replied popping the P
Harrys POV
‘So how’s Fran?’ Lou asked me
‘Yeah next question mate’ I grumbled
‘What happened?’ He asked
I’ve fucked things up yet again’ I admitted
'how do you know you've fucked it up?'
'I just have Lou' I replied before grabbing the nearest bottle of Jack Daniels.
Francescas POV
I knocked on the door to Lous and he answered pretty quickly.
'Hey Lou' I greeted as I hugged him
'Hey Fran, Look uh could you um come deal with Harry?' I felt myself begin to panic a little
'Why?' I asked as I followed him into the living room and I watched as he pointed to Harry who was now halfway through a bottle of JD. I made my way over to him and grabbed the bottle from his hands before taking a swig
'Save some for me' I replied with a smirk
'why would I want to do that?' he snapped
'Christ Harold who pissed in your cornflakes this morning?' I asked patting his leg
'Just leave me the fuck alone Fran' He hissed before grabbing the bottle and leaving, I hope for his sake he didn't drive here tonight.
'What did you do to lover boy?' Josh asked as he sat down next to me
'If I could understand what was happening in his head I'd be Jesus’ I mumbled and he laughed, I don't know whether it was jack Daniels or simply my brain but I really had the urge to kiss him. My gaze flicked down to his lips briefly before flicked back up to his meet his eyes. I felt myself leaning in when all of a sudden there was a smash. I jumped up and came face to face with Harry.
'I thought I'd told you to stay away from my girlfriend' Harry shouted, wait girlfriend what when did that happen
'Sorry dude but from what I've heard you don't treat her much like she’s your Girlfriend, I mean were you or were you not just out the back sucking faces with Acacia?' I felt my fist ball up in anger and I'd noticed Harry had done the same.
'Leave It Harry' I warned and I watched as Michael left and Harry turned to face me
'He was Lying you know' He spoke a little calmer than before
'Really, so why do I think he's right Harry?' I asked as my anger begun to overtake
'He's not'
'Well he's right Harry because you don't treat me as if you want me to be your girlfriend, I feel as if you're just waiting for me to give myself to you so can go and leave me and do what you always do' I shouted, I felt my eyes watering, I needed to get out of here quick. I spun on my heel and stormed off out of there. I could hear Harry calling after me and I broke into a run. I looked back and he was chasing after me, shit he was way faster than me, I was screwed here. All of a sudden I felt his hand wrap my wrist as he spun me round and attached his lips to mine. He grabbed my ponytail and pulled it so he could deepen the kiss. I ran my fingers through his hair pulling hard on his curls, causing him to groan into my mouth. His hands skimmed down my body and landed on my butt, giving it a squeeze. I pulled away and stepped back panting from my apparent lack of breath.
'Look Fran I'm not using you, I'd never do that to you baby, I want you so much it's scaring me and I don't know what you're doing to me but whatever it is its working'
'Just because you want me Harry doesn't mean you can have me'
'You’re mine Fran, Remember that' He replied I just nodded in response.
'What do you want me to do Fran tell me and I'll do it I swear'
'I want you to leave me alone, stay away from me do you understand go back to how you were before Harry it’s who you are, we're two opposites this us would never work we've tried and look where we are we're both broken Harry, too broken to fix each other, So I want you to forget about me' I watched as he processed what I said and the colour drained from his face
'I don't think I'm going to be able to do that' He replied shaking his head
'you have to Harry' I replied
'Fran I don't care that you're broken I will fix you in the same way you manage to fix me, god knows how you do it but you do you fix me Fran’
'I'm sorry Harry but I don't need you' I replied, I knew what I was saying was a lie because I needed him badly, I know I’d only known him a few weeks but he was like a drug and I was hooked but he couldn't be in my life anymore, he was toxic to me, we were toxic to each other.
'No Fran please don't you don't mean that' he stumbled
'But I do Harold' I replied before turning and leaving him standing in the street broken, I didn't even stop to glance back at him.
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12/17/14