Stuck In A Room With Harry
Chapter 28
Harrys POV.
This was weird. I don’t know what prompted me to do it, but I hugged her. I did more than hugged her, I’m holding her right now. And the funny part is, she isn’t pulling away. I felt her relax into me. Its like dejavu all over again.
I feel bad. I feel bad for her right now. She’s crying and its really taking a toll on her. We stayed like this for a while. Her crying turn into sniffles while I soothe her by brushing down her hair with my hand and my chin resting on tip of her head. Her sniffles dyed down and she back away, not looking up at me. “I got your shirt wet” She chuckled which caused a smile to appear on my shirt when I looked down.
“Its fine Hunter. Go sit on the couch and I’ll be right back” Her eyes slowly razed until they met mine and she nodded and walked by me, her shoulder brushing against mine. I felt a sudden urge of electricity shoot through me and it was weird. It wasn’t uncomfortable, it was a subtle feeling that felt okay.
I turned around and headed into the room. I went over to my bag of clothes and picked out a random shirt. I took off my wet shirt covered in Hunters tears and threw it in threw it in my bag. After putting on my shirt, I turn and searched for my phone but it wasn’t on the bed. I searched through the covers and under the pillows. I couldn’t leave it near her. I know she is noisy and I had something in there that I didn’t want her to see.
“Looking for this?” I stopped all movements and turn to face her. There she was standing with a smug look on her face, holding my phone in her right hand and her left hand on her hip. I let go of a silent breath of relief that she had it then quickly realized that she HAD it. I quickly walked over to her and not snatching it, but taking it out her hand. “Ha, thanks”
She nodded and turn to walk away but not before I stopped her. “Yes?” She fully turn to me and stared me the eyes. I got so caught up in here beautiful eyes that I forgot what I was going to say. “Helloooo, Harry?” I was brought up out of my trance, shaking my head then looking back to her. “Uh… never mind” She looked at me confused before shrugging her shoulders and walking back to the living room. Way to go idiot, super cool.
I mentally slap myself and headed back over to my bed. I wanted to tell her about my pass blow ups years ago but for some reason, I couldn’t do it. I mean, right there I couldn’t do it. Then I remembered, I have to go back in there since I told her im coming back. I sighed and brushed my hair out my face. This is all so confusing for me right now. But if she was going to get better, I had to tell her how I did it and why I had to.
I turned on the screen on my phone. Well its 6:57, feels like it’s been hours even though it hasn’t. I wonder why it’s so dark even though its morning time? That’s just weird but I could care less haha. I put my phone in my pocket and headed back into the living room. There she was, laying on the couch on her stomach on her phone. I don’t think she heard me come in so I stopped a little bit behind the couch, and took the time to take in here appearance.
She was wearing a sheer see through t-shirt with a sports bra under it and running shorts. It was so simple but she looked beautiful even though the only light coming from her phone and barely any from outside. “Don’t try to sneak up on me Harry” I was once again brought out of my trance of her beauty for two reasons. One being she knew I was in here and the other being I can’t believe I just thought all of those thoughts about her. And the weirdest part was everything I said in my head, actually felt right to think.
“I wasn’t sneaking” I heard a faint chuckle come from here as I came around the couch, causing her to sit up and sit regularly. I sat down next to her, little space in between us. Me sitting sort of close wasn’t on purpose, it was simply because of the minimum space on the couch that we had since she likes to take most of it.
We sat in silence for a while. I was on my phone, flipping through text messages on me and Kylie. Lies. That’s all that was going through my mind right now when I read what we sent to each other. The I love you’s .The you mean you so much to me texts. Shit, even the no matter what happens, im here for you texts. All of it were just lies. I didn’t even want to know if she actually meant any of it or not. I know she would just say things that I wanted to hear but know deep down, weren’t true.
“Miss her?” I looked over at to see what she was talking about. “The photo of you and Kylie” I looked back down. A photo of me and Kylie hugging in front of a café, smiling like nothing was wrong. I didn’t even know I was looking at until she told me. I was still caught up in all the things going on in my head about her. I sighed and shook my head. “No” She looked over at me with a confused look. “Must of realize that she was a slut” I a laugh evident in her voice but I just sat there and continue to look at the picture.
“Yea, I did.” Then there was silence again. “Wait what?” I looked up over at her and a sad smile appeared on my face.“All the times when she said she couldn’t come to any of my games, hang out with me on some weekends, come over my house to even get her homework done when she ask me to! I can’t believe I fell for it all. I can’t even believe I wasted my time on loving her. Love. Love. I loved her. God how I loved her. It wasn’t love of course. I can see that now. Shit, it wasn’t even infatuation. But at the time, it damn near killed me. My feelings for her were so passionate, so intense…so painful that even afterward it hurts even hearing her name.“
I could feel myself on the verge of tears again. Just like the time I caught her in the act. No, I didn’t want to cry. Not again. Crying is not for me. I shut off the screen of my phone and tossed it on the table in front of me, sitting back on the couch staring at the ceiling. I could feel Hunters eyes on me but I didn’t have the courage to look over at her cause she was the main one who said she was. She was right, and I didn’t want to agree with her.
“Harry, im so sorry. I didn’t know-“A sort of cruel chuckle left me as I shook my head facing her. “You wanted to be right Hunter, and you’re were. I don’t even see why you’re apologizing, you hate her. Fuck, you hate me to! There’s no point in you trying to make any of this easier, it’s not.” By this time I was up and standing near the window just like earlier. To be honest, I didn’t mean to yell. I didn’t mean to make her feel bad. I felt the guilt rush upon me quick. I brushed my hair back and turn to face the sofa where Hunter was sitting. “Hunter, im sorry. I didn’t mean to go off on you like that” I heard her chuckle and the couch move before hearing footsteps coming closer to me. “No your right. I was a bitch to both of you so I kind of deserve all of that. But I truly am sorry for her actually cheating on you though, I didn’t think she was that low.” I laughed and nodded in agreement. “Yea, me either.”
I continued to stare out the window until I quickly remembered that I had to talk to Hunter about something. My past life. Oh yea, that.“Uh Hunter, I wanna tell you a story” She looked at me and a hint of a smile was evident on her face. “Okay then, story time!” I couldn’t hide the laugh that came out from her outburst. I followed her to the couch and we sat down once again.
This was weird. I don’t know what prompted me to do it, but I hugged her. I did more than hugged her, I’m holding her right now. And the funny part is, she isn’t pulling away. I felt her relax into me. Its like dejavu all over again.
I feel bad. I feel bad for her right now. She’s crying and its really taking a toll on her. We stayed like this for a while. Her crying turn into sniffles while I soothe her by brushing down her hair with my hand and my chin resting on tip of her head. Her sniffles dyed down and she back away, not looking up at me. “I got your shirt wet” She chuckled which caused a smile to appear on my shirt when I looked down.
“Its fine Hunter. Go sit on the couch and I’ll be right back” Her eyes slowly razed until they met mine and she nodded and walked by me, her shoulder brushing against mine. I felt a sudden urge of electricity shoot through me and it was weird. It wasn’t uncomfortable, it was a subtle feeling that felt okay.
I turned around and headed into the room. I went over to my bag of clothes and picked out a random shirt. I took off my wet shirt covered in Hunters tears and threw it in threw it in my bag. After putting on my shirt, I turn and searched for my phone but it wasn’t on the bed. I searched through the covers and under the pillows. I couldn’t leave it near her. I know she is noisy and I had something in there that I didn’t want her to see.
“Looking for this?” I stopped all movements and turn to face her. There she was standing with a smug look on her face, holding my phone in her right hand and her left hand on her hip. I let go of a silent breath of relief that she had it then quickly realized that she HAD it. I quickly walked over to her and not snatching it, but taking it out her hand. “Ha, thanks”
She nodded and turn to walk away but not before I stopped her. “Yes?” She fully turn to me and stared me the eyes. I got so caught up in here beautiful eyes that I forgot what I was going to say. “Helloooo, Harry?” I was brought up out of my trance, shaking my head then looking back to her. “Uh… never mind” She looked at me confused before shrugging her shoulders and walking back to the living room. Way to go idiot, super cool.
I mentally slap myself and headed back over to my bed. I wanted to tell her about my pass blow ups years ago but for some reason, I couldn’t do it. I mean, right there I couldn’t do it. Then I remembered, I have to go back in there since I told her im coming back. I sighed and brushed my hair out my face. This is all so confusing for me right now. But if she was going to get better, I had to tell her how I did it and why I had to.
I turned on the screen on my phone. Well its 6:57, feels like it’s been hours even though it hasn’t. I wonder why it’s so dark even though its morning time? That’s just weird but I could care less haha. I put my phone in my pocket and headed back into the living room. There she was, laying on the couch on her stomach on her phone. I don’t think she heard me come in so I stopped a little bit behind the couch, and took the time to take in here appearance.
She was wearing a sheer see through t-shirt with a sports bra under it and running shorts. It was so simple but she looked beautiful even though the only light coming from her phone and barely any from outside. “Don’t try to sneak up on me Harry” I was once again brought out of my trance of her beauty for two reasons. One being she knew I was in here and the other being I can’t believe I just thought all of those thoughts about her. And the weirdest part was everything I said in my head, actually felt right to think.
“I wasn’t sneaking” I heard a faint chuckle come from here as I came around the couch, causing her to sit up and sit regularly. I sat down next to her, little space in between us. Me sitting sort of close wasn’t on purpose, it was simply because of the minimum space on the couch that we had since she likes to take most of it.
We sat in silence for a while. I was on my phone, flipping through text messages on me and Kylie. Lies. That’s all that was going through my mind right now when I read what we sent to each other. The I love you’s .The you mean you so much to me texts. Shit, even the no matter what happens, im here for you texts. All of it were just lies. I didn’t even want to know if she actually meant any of it or not. I know she would just say things that I wanted to hear but know deep down, weren’t true.
“Miss her?” I looked over at to see what she was talking about. “The photo of you and Kylie” I looked back down. A photo of me and Kylie hugging in front of a café, smiling like nothing was wrong. I didn’t even know I was looking at until she told me. I was still caught up in all the things going on in my head about her. I sighed and shook my head. “No” She looked over at me with a confused look. “Must of realize that she was a slut” I a laugh evident in her voice but I just sat there and continue to look at the picture.
“Yea, I did.” Then there was silence again. “Wait what?” I looked up over at her and a sad smile appeared on my face.“All the times when she said she couldn’t come to any of my games, hang out with me on some weekends, come over my house to even get her homework done when she ask me to! I can’t believe I fell for it all. I can’t even believe I wasted my time on loving her. Love. Love. I loved her. God how I loved her. It wasn’t love of course. I can see that now. Shit, it wasn’t even infatuation. But at the time, it damn near killed me. My feelings for her were so passionate, so intense…so painful that even afterward it hurts even hearing her name.“
I could feel myself on the verge of tears again. Just like the time I caught her in the act. No, I didn’t want to cry. Not again. Crying is not for me. I shut off the screen of my phone and tossed it on the table in front of me, sitting back on the couch staring at the ceiling. I could feel Hunters eyes on me but I didn’t have the courage to look over at her cause she was the main one who said she was. She was right, and I didn’t want to agree with her.
“Harry, im so sorry. I didn’t know-“A sort of cruel chuckle left me as I shook my head facing her. “You wanted to be right Hunter, and you’re were. I don’t even see why you’re apologizing, you hate her. Fuck, you hate me to! There’s no point in you trying to make any of this easier, it’s not.” By this time I was up and standing near the window just like earlier. To be honest, I didn’t mean to yell. I didn’t mean to make her feel bad. I felt the guilt rush upon me quick. I brushed my hair back and turn to face the sofa where Hunter was sitting. “Hunter, im sorry. I didn’t mean to go off on you like that” I heard her chuckle and the couch move before hearing footsteps coming closer to me. “No your right. I was a bitch to both of you so I kind of deserve all of that. But I truly am sorry for her actually cheating on you though, I didn’t think she was that low.” I laughed and nodded in agreement. “Yea, me either.”
I continued to stare out the window until I quickly remembered that I had to talk to Hunter about something. My past life. Oh yea, that.“Uh Hunter, I wanna tell you a story” She looked at me and a hint of a smile was evident on her face. “Okay then, story time!” I couldn’t hide the laugh that came out from her outburst. I followed her to the couch and we sat down once again.
Notes
ASDFGHJKL I AM SOOOOOO SORRY! I've been waaaay to busy guys. Thanks to the lovely JazzyHere for reminding me! Your such a dedicated person and great! Love you hun! c: Updating again soon so be on the lookout again lol.
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2/22/16