Stuck In A Room With Harry
Chapter 23
Harrys POV.
2:35 A.M. That’s what my phone said when I turned on the screen. I couldn’t sleep. I haven’t closed my eyes since I got into the bed. I just laid on my side, facing the window. Staring out into the dark sky which mirrored a look of contempt.
The moon was particularly bright tonight, which also reduced my sleeping time. Usually the moon wasn’t on my side, it was always on Hunters but tonight, it decided to rest on my side. The fact that it was on my side was a little weird to be honest.
Now I know what you’re thinking and no, I’m not beating around the main problem here. I know that what happened earlier with Hunter was going to come up. The fact that we sat there the whole entire day and didn’t argue once. Well, except the 1 snippy comment made from both of us but that was it.
Yes, I’ve been trying to avoid it. Yes, it constantly pulls back into my mind. Yes, I tried pushing it out. Yes, I wondered if Hunter was thinking the same thing. No, I didn’t hope her feelings would be different. No, but the same. I wanted to see how she felt about what happened earlier and if it was the same as mine.
I know I couldn’t just plain out ask her about it. We aren’t that good on terms. Shit, I don’t know if we even close to being on good terms. Just because we sort of spent the day near each other without being so hostile doesn’t mean we “like” each other in any way.
I continued to stare out into the window, the soothing look of the sky calling me over. I finally couldn’t resist myself anymore. Plus, laying in this bed trying to get myself to sleep knowing it wouldn’t happen wasn’t helping either.
I pulled the covers back, quiet not to make any noise and crept to my side of the room where the set of windows were. There was 3 large windows. Starting from the base of the roof and ending at the base board on the floor. They were huge.
There, in front of them windows, is a long window seat equipped with soft cushion like pillows that for sure would knock someone out cold into a deep sleep. How do I know all of this? Well I’ve been down here before. This isn’t my first time being down here.
I sat down in the far corner and positioned myself in front of the window, looking out into the dark night. It was quiet. A subtle breeze moved the leaves, creating a brush like feeling. It calmed me.
Looking outside or even sitting outside calms me. It always has and it’s something that I like to do. I wasn’t the type to smoke or sleep around to calm myself or relieve the stress. It wasn’t me. I just gave off that vibe.
I’ve learned throughout my life of school that to be stay on top and not be knocked down, you have to give off those type vibes. Sure, I look like the type of boy that would sleep with anything that has a vagina and that I smoke all those types of drugs but I don’t.
I’ve been hurt way too much to keep acting how I use to act. The soft kid. The one that was too nice and a sweet kid to others got me nowhere but bullied. So, when I changed schools, I became someone different. Someone who was the exact opposite of what I was years before.
It wasn’t something that I wanted, it was something to chose me. It consumed me and it became who I am now. The first time I came to this school, I realized that I couldn’t act like I use to so I changed my image.
Do to all my thinking, I didn’t realize it was getting light outside. The sky was showing a faint blue off in the distance starting to rise. I got up and went over to my bed and picked up my phone. I turned on the screen once again and looked at the time.
5:30. Really? I was up that long. I didn’t even feel the slightest tired which was weird. I don’t know but it felt like something weird was going to happen today. I just got the twisted feeling in my stomach. You know that feeling right? Good, cause I know im not crazy.
I sat down on my bed and stared at the wall. The moon was on my side last night, I didn’t feel sleepy, and I was thinking way too much on things. Yea, something weird was definitely going to happen today and by the twisted feeling in my stomach, I knew it wasn’t going to be something good.
2:35 A.M. That’s what my phone said when I turned on the screen. I couldn’t sleep. I haven’t closed my eyes since I got into the bed. I just laid on my side, facing the window. Staring out into the dark sky which mirrored a look of contempt.
The moon was particularly bright tonight, which also reduced my sleeping time. Usually the moon wasn’t on my side, it was always on Hunters but tonight, it decided to rest on my side. The fact that it was on my side was a little weird to be honest.
Now I know what you’re thinking and no, I’m not beating around the main problem here. I know that what happened earlier with Hunter was going to come up. The fact that we sat there the whole entire day and didn’t argue once. Well, except the 1 snippy comment made from both of us but that was it.
Yes, I’ve been trying to avoid it. Yes, it constantly pulls back into my mind. Yes, I tried pushing it out. Yes, I wondered if Hunter was thinking the same thing. No, I didn’t hope her feelings would be different. No, but the same. I wanted to see how she felt about what happened earlier and if it was the same as mine.
I know I couldn’t just plain out ask her about it. We aren’t that good on terms. Shit, I don’t know if we even close to being on good terms. Just because we sort of spent the day near each other without being so hostile doesn’t mean we “like” each other in any way.
I continued to stare out into the window, the soothing look of the sky calling me over. I finally couldn’t resist myself anymore. Plus, laying in this bed trying to get myself to sleep knowing it wouldn’t happen wasn’t helping either.
I pulled the covers back, quiet not to make any noise and crept to my side of the room where the set of windows were. There was 3 large windows. Starting from the base of the roof and ending at the base board on the floor. They were huge.
There, in front of them windows, is a long window seat equipped with soft cushion like pillows that for sure would knock someone out cold into a deep sleep. How do I know all of this? Well I’ve been down here before. This isn’t my first time being down here.
I sat down in the far corner and positioned myself in front of the window, looking out into the dark night. It was quiet. A subtle breeze moved the leaves, creating a brush like feeling. It calmed me.
Looking outside or even sitting outside calms me. It always has and it’s something that I like to do. I wasn’t the type to smoke or sleep around to calm myself or relieve the stress. It wasn’t me. I just gave off that vibe.
I’ve learned throughout my life of school that to be stay on top and not be knocked down, you have to give off those type vibes. Sure, I look like the type of boy that would sleep with anything that has a vagina and that I smoke all those types of drugs but I don’t.
I’ve been hurt way too much to keep acting how I use to act. The soft kid. The one that was too nice and a sweet kid to others got me nowhere but bullied. So, when I changed schools, I became someone different. Someone who was the exact opposite of what I was years before.
It wasn’t something that I wanted, it was something to chose me. It consumed me and it became who I am now. The first time I came to this school, I realized that I couldn’t act like I use to so I changed my image.
Do to all my thinking, I didn’t realize it was getting light outside. The sky was showing a faint blue off in the distance starting to rise. I got up and went over to my bed and picked up my phone. I turned on the screen once again and looked at the time.
5:30. Really? I was up that long. I didn’t even feel the slightest tired which was weird. I don’t know but it felt like something weird was going to happen today. I just got the twisted feeling in my stomach. You know that feeling right? Good, cause I know im not crazy.
I sat down on my bed and stared at the wall. The moon was on my side last night, I didn’t feel sleepy, and I was thinking way too much on things. Yea, something weird was definitely going to happen today and by the twisted feeling in my stomach, I knew it wasn’t going to be something good.
Notes
Hi guys! So I finally figured out how to update again and everything is back to normal! I thought I was going to have to make a wattpad and post it on there which would be waaaaay to much work! So I had day 2 typed up and ready to go but my computer deleted that file and I got lazy and didn't feel like doing it again cause I forgot what it was about but it was REALLY good and you guys would have enjoyed it!
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2/22/16