Just stay alive

We sat around the table and no one talked. We just ate the food. When we had eaten up the fish we dished our plates and sat down again and stared to eat the cake. "Sooo, how do you like it here, Alex?" Niall asked me "It's nice, but I haven't been here long yet. So I don't know if I can answer it yet." "I think that I can fix a job for you at the kindergarden. One of kindergarden teachers is going to retire." "It would be so nice of you to do that, Niall" "You can thank me later. Did you fix the gig at the club, Zayn?" "Yes. We have to be there at six. And they said that if we make a good gig they could possibly hire us as their house band." Zayn didn't sound that sad any more, but still sad. "Good. If I had been the one that had talked to them they hadn't even thought about hire us." "I know. That's why you sent me." Zayn sounded happy and he was happy for the rest of the evening. We stayed up late and all of us seemed happy. We gotten a bit drunk, but Zayn couldn't handle alcohol so we stopped drinking after just two hours. Zayn was the first to go to bed. Me and Niall stayed up late and talked about everything. I don't remember everything that I said. I hope that Niall don't remember everything either. I think that Niall went home two o'clock, I went to bed just after that. The nex day I woke up at 12 o'clock with a huge headache. When I went down to the kitchen Zayn stood by the stove and was up to make a big english breakfast. "Good morning sleepyhead" "Good morning chef Zayn. How long have you been awake?" "Just a few hours." "It sounds like it's many hours. What have you done while I was sleeping?" "I went for a run and showerd. I also have been at the store and I bought some breakfast ingredients. Did you dream any good dreams?" "I don't remember them. But I always remember my bad dreams so I think so." That was a lie. I had dreamed about the death of my family, and all of them had accused me because I survived. But if I had said that to Zayn, then he would send me back home at the same minute. "How was your night?" I asked instead. "It was okay. I didn't dream about Perrie, it was the first time since she left me. So it was okay given the fact that she has left me." "I'm sorry to hear about you and Perrie." Then I decided to tell him a bit of the truth. "Someone just left me, so I bet that I can understand your feelings." "Okay. Who could leave you? You are amazing." "It's too early to talk about it for me." I wanted to tell him, but the words couldn't come out from my mouth. "Okay. Do you have any plans for the day?" I laughed. "I just moved in here from Sweden." "I take that as a no. Do you want to go to my art studio. I only have one wedding fotoshop to do today. I can do the painting later." "That would be so nice of you! I really want to see your studio, and see how you work." "Good then. We take the breakfast with us and go in 15 minutes." I panicked, I ran upstairs and got dressed, packed my makeup (I didn't have the time to fix my makeup so I had to do it on my way to or at the studio). When I came down Zayn was already at the door. "Good job. It only took you 14.50 minutes." He said before we started walking.

Notes

Hi! I'm sorry that I havn't been updating, but I will get better on it! I know that the story is quit boring right now. But I have big plans of what will happen. Love//T