Just stay alive

Zayn's POV:

I ran up to my door and slammed the door. I could hear that they were talking down stairs. They walked one by one. I thought that all of them had left, but suddenly I heard Niall and Alex voices. It sounded like they were talking about some serious things. Then they laughed and went out through the door. I went to my window and saw them disapear in the night, and it felt like I was the only one in the whole world. Everyone had someone, but I didn't. Everyone was telling me to let go of Perrie. But I was still in love with her.

I laid down on my bed. I looked at the pictures of me and Perrie. One of them was taken the week before she left. It wasn't just Perrie that left me. Without her I wasn't myself. I wanted to have her near me, I needed to have her near me. And then it was Alex. I didn't know what my feelings for her was yet. We had just met. But I had the feeling of that we would be happy together. I decided to take a shower.

Just when I went out from the shower Alex and Niall came home. I heard that they were making food, and they sounded happy. That was wrong. No one would ever feel happy at this sad moment. I started to cry again. What did I wrong? Everything was just wrong. Me and Perrie was one. We were ment to be together. No you are wrong Zayn. Youre not. It's just youre ego that are speaking.

Niall's POV:

I walked up to Zayn's room. This was the first time it was quiet in the big house. Before when I had been in the house, all of the boys had been with me whole the time. And they never went quiet. They were able to talk about nothing for hours, especially Louis. But they weren't in the house now. It was just me, Alex and sad Zayn. And I was walking up to sadZaynwhowouldkillyouifyouwentintohisroomwithoutpermission.

I knocked the door and opened it. Zayn laid in his bed and he looked so sad, I almost cried. He loocked so sad, I bet that it's impossibe to look more sad then Zayn at that moment. I took a deep breath stated to talk to him.

"Hi"

"What do you want?"

"We have made dinner and we want you to join us, Zayn"

"But you two are having a great time without me, so I will stay here in my room."

"It will be much more fun if you join us"

"I don't want to be with you guys!" Zayn screamed to me.

"But you need to get down there and talk and take care of Alex. If you don't you two will not be able to talk to each other like normal people."

"Okey. But then you owe me."

"Yes, sure" And then we walked down the staris to the wating Alex.

Notes

Hi!

I'm sorry for not update last Thursday, but I got sick...

I don't know what's going to happen now, I just know how the story are going to end. Soo do you have any ideas what she and the boy could do to know each other better?

Love //T