Just stay alive

Niall and I walked over to the store. Niall was talking and I was acting like I was listing, but my thoughts was not there. I was thinking about my family, and my grandma. What if she called the police and told them that I was missing? Would the cops look though my mail and see my texting with Zayn and come to his house and pick me up and drive me back to Sweden?

"Are you even listening to me?" Niall started to talk to me and I came back to London

"Sorry, I was just thinking about the ingredients in the cake..." I lied to him, because I couldn't see him sad. I hate when people are sad and I've already seen one sad people today.

"Okey, but I hope that you know what we need now." We waked into the store and started to pickup all the things that we would need to the dinner. The shopping took really long time, but when we came home and picked up all the things, it wasn't that much. Niall started with the fish and I made the cake.

To make a swedish strawberry cake then you need just a normal sugar cake, not chocolate, whipping cream, strawberry jam, vanilla cream and fresh strawberry. I started to make the sugar cake. Then I cut it in three pisces and fill the cake with the jam and vanilla cream. Then I covered the cake with whipping cream and decorated it with some fresh strawberries.

Niall had med the Salomon with prosciutto and pressed potato. When all the food was ready we just had the hardest thing last. Bring down Zayn from his room.

"I can go up and talk to zayn if you don't want talk to him..." I really loved Niall. He understood exactly what I wanted him to do. I made the table and Niall walked up to Zayns room.

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