Just stay alive

Zayn started to run throught the park and we all runned after him. He runed past the streets of London and he didn't stop until he was outside madame Tussauds, he went in. Inside madame tussauds it was many people. Niall got panic and we couldn't se Zayn. The boys stayed with Niall and I started to walk around and loocking after Zayn.

I must have been walking around in there for at least half an hour when I suddenly finded Zayn. He sat down and looked really depressed. I stood there, staring at him, when the boys came. They saw Zayn crying and they waked over to him and ugged him. Harry called after the limo and after maby five minutes the limo was outside madame tussauds. When all of us was in the limo it started do drive us home.

The rain gushed down from the gray sky and the hole world looked really sad. Zayn just sat quiet. At first the boys tried to share him up, but after a while they stopped. I couldn't se people crying so I asked:

"What happed over there, in the park?"

"I saw, I saw" Zayn stuttered.

"You saw what" Liam asked hand hugged him again.

"I saw them, the man Perrie left me for and Perrie." And then he started to cry again.

It was hart breaking to se Zayn cry. But non of us knowed what we should do. After what felt as hours the limo parked outside Zayns house. At the secund we came inside the door, Zayn runed upsteres and we all could here that an door slammed. I didn't know what to do. The house was my home, but it wasn't a home for me yet. So I cept stading in the big hall with the boys.

You just need one word tho explain the feeling in the air, awkward.

"I bet that I should start to go home, my mother and father is coming over for the weekend. And my house is... You know. I don't like to clean." Liam said and dissapered in the rain.

"I should go home to" Harry and Louis said at exakly the same time, and they dissapered in the rain to.

"Perrie was Zayns girlfriend. But she left him for Zayns exbest friend. It was for maby one month, so he is still sad about it." Niall told me

"Oh. I had no idea." I answered, shoocked

"I know. He dosen't talk about it. He think that everyone will feel sad about him, and he want's to be treated just like he was treated before. And he don't like to tell stranges about himself...."

"But why did you tell me then?" I was still shooked.

"I don't like to ceep secrets away from you, Alex. And I bet that he want's you to know about it, but he is to shy and hart beaked to tell you."

"Okey." I simpled answered him. I couldn't look him in the eyes. I hadn't told any of the five boys about my familys death.

"Are you hungry?" Niall asked me, lucky with out knowing wat I was thinking of.

"I think so"

"There's a store down the roald. We could shop and make dinner for Zayn. If you want to..." Niall asked. I was so happy. I bet that Niall felt that I didn't want to be alone in the big house to night.

"Yes, sure. We could cook some salmon with prosciutto." "With potato?" Niall asked hopfully. "Yes, with potato."

"And what about the dessert?" The boys had right, Niall defenetily loved food.

"We could make a strawberry cake."

"Is that the cake that you do in sweaden with cream?"

"Yes, it is. We makes it in summer and specially at midsummer."

"Then it's dicided. Lets go to the store!" Niall said and made me laugh in all the sadness. I had a fealing that this would be an loong night.

Notes

Hi! I'm so sorry for not update last week. But the chapture deleted twise, and I was so angry at the computer that I couldn't write it again. But here is the chapture! Hope you'll like it! And I know that nothing has really happened yet, but it will come soon Love //T