You don't understand, you don't understand,
What you do to me when you hold his hand
We were meant to be, but a twist of fate
Made it so we had to walk away

'Cause we're on fire, we're all on fire
we're on fire now

Yeah, we're on fire, we are on fire
we're on fire now

(1, 2, 3)

I don't care what people say when we're together
You know I wanna be the one who hold you when you sleep
I just want it to be you and I forever
I know you wanna leave so come on baby
be with me so happily

It's 4am, and I know that you're with him
I wonder if he knows that I touched your skin
And if he feels my traces in your hair
I'm sorry love but I don't really care

I don't care what people say when we're together
You know I wanna be the one who hold when you sleep
I just want it to be you and I forever
I know you wanna leave so come on baby
be with me so happily
So happily

(1, 2, 3, 4)
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh
We're on fire now
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh
We're on fire now

The song continued and I eventually stopped paying attention to Ada and paid attention to the music and my best mates. I still glance every once in a while but I'm having fun; I'm smiling.

Ada's Point of View

"Ada."

"Yeah?" I know sometimes I can be a little full of myself but I'm almost positive this song is about me. Niall said he wrote it with Harry. There's no way this isn't about me.

"I think this is about you." Oakley whispered to me. I was still in awe,

"Yeah, me too." I took a sip from my tea and tried to think about something else. The song is really good. Maybe I could call someone to come watch them. No matter who it's about, when it was over I stood up with everyone and clapped. It was amazing. I walked to the stage and gave them all a thumbs up; including Harry. I took one of the mics and introduced the next act like usual. When they got off stage Niall came over to me and gave me a hug.

"You were amazing tonight" I said as we hugged.

"You know that it's about you." I couldn't help but laugh.

"Who knew you two would make such good music together?" He laughed and took my hand to sit with Liam and Louis. Zayn was off with Perrie--who I still wanted to get to know and I don't know where Harry is. I kinda hope he's still here. I think tonight's the night I'll talk to him. "Hey, where's Harry?" I asked Niall quietly. He looked around,

"He might be in the back getting our stuff together. We didn't really clean up." I giggled,

"I think I'll go help him. I need to talk to him anyway." Niall smiled and kissed me on the cheek.

"I'm glad." I walked behind the stage and saw Harry looking around frantically.

"Are you okay?" Harry looked up at me in shock that I was talking to him and still a little flustered.

"Uhh, yeah, I just can't find my journal. I have to find my journal."

"I'm sure it's around here somewhere. I'll help you look." He sighed, still looking,

"You don't have to. I know you don't want to talk to me."

"Actually that's what I wanted to talk to you about." I laughed quietly. I want to talk to him about not talking to him. I sat on my box and felt something. "Oh, is this your journal?"

Harry's eyes lit up, "Yes, thank you so much." He started to open his arms for a hug but then backed away.

"I miss you Harry." I paused, I should choose my words more carefully. "I mean, I miss talking to you and hanging out at parties. Or even watching movies. I was really hurt by what you did though. I still have flashes and last night was the first night I slept in my bed."

He rubbed his forehead. I'm not sure if it's because he found his journal or because he feels bad.

"I honestly didn't know Ada. I--"

"I know. I know you didn't mean too. I was just really worked up at the time and I was also upset you were trying to sleep with some girl you didn't know. That's selfish of me but I have feelings for you," I rewound my words, "I had feelings for you still when it happened." He tried to smile but it wasn't the same.

"Friends?" he said. I hugged him as tight as I could. Eventually he hugged me back and then I saw the dimples. "I'm not going to lie Ada, it's going to be hard but I'll try."

I need to apologize, "I'm sorry too Harry. I think I messed with your heart. It was unintentional but I did and I'm so sorry."

"It's okay, it makes for great music." I slapped him lightly on the arm. He laughed and brushed his hair out of his face.

"So do ya wanna get back with everyone else?" He nodded and I held onto his muscular, tattooed arm.

"Wait!"

"Yeah?"

"What's in the box?"

I laughed, "Just some pastries and a trophy for whoever does the best tonight."

"Should I take it now?" I rolled my eyes and laughed as we walked back to the guys.

---

3 weeks later

Niall's Point of View

"That feels really good Ada." She continued moving slowly, back and forth. I pulled her face to mine and we locked lips. Our tongues played warmly in our mouths and I flipped her over, staying connected. This was the second time we've done it since the first time a few weeks ago. The wait was definitely worth it. She kissed my chest as far as she could go and then returned to my neck. There'll be a hickey tomorrow but it doesn't matter. Holiday consisted of visiting Zayn's lake house a few hours away. It was pretty big with five rooms. Ada and I had our own room which was nice. Zayn and Perrie had a room, Harry, Oakley, and Liam shared a room, Louis met some girl name Eleanor which meant they'd be in a room, and then Sarah and Maggie shared a room. El was going to come but then decided not to when she found out there would be boys under the same roof.

"Are you almost done babe? I'm going to go soon." I tried to hold it in as long as possible so she could finish.

"Yeah, almost--" She moaned loudly and I quickly covered her mouth as I reached for her soft spot at the same time. I rubbed it as fast as I could, feeling her moistness below. I couldn't hold it any longer so I pulled out as calmly as I could. We both lay on our back looking up, still try to breathe. I kept my eyes closed and heard her giggle. I felt her head hit my sweaty chest.

"That was even better than the first time." I smiled, eyes still closed.

"Yeah, well I'm sure everyone else knows that too." She sat up,

"What? They know?!"

"They may have heard you scream a bit lad." I couldn't help but chuckle as she sat with bug eyes. I pulled her back down until her arm was wrapped around my waist. "It's fine, I covered your mouth.

I wonder if she feels weird considering her brother and Harry are in the next room over. No one knows we've done anything yet and I'm not sure if they've even thought about it. For all they know Ada is the second most innocent girl--Elisha being the first.

I woke up and Ada wasn't there. The last time that happened she freaked out because we had sex. Was it happening again? I got up and threw my t-shirt on.

"Ada?" I knocked on the bathroom door hoping she's okay.

"Yeah you can come in." I opened the door and she began wrapping her towel around her vase-like body. I looked away quickly until I remembered I was allowed to look. She's my girlfriend now. I can't help but smile when I hear myself say that.

"God Ada, why must you be so sexy?" She giggled and tossed her hair in a towel. As she looked into the mirror she tilted her head. I came behind her and rested my head on her shoulder. What are you looking at?

"My reflection." Obviously. But there was something else.

"Oh really? Is that the beautiful image I'm looking at?" Ada rolled her eyes and turned around, kissing my nose.

"You still owe me the last bit of your past. It's been at least a month and you haven't told me anything." I know that's not what she was thinking about.

"I guess last night earned you some information." Her jaw dropped, not expecting me to say that. I laughed and ran out of the bathroom before she had the opportunity to hit me. "I'm going to take a shower and when I get out there better me some breakfast made." She raised an eyebrow and threw a pillow at me.

"In your dreams." I laughed, loving life.

Harry's Point of View

"Liam." I said as I lay on the top bunk. Oakley was definitely passed out but I could see Liam's cell phone light up on the wall.

"Yeah?"

"Do you hear that?" I held my eyes shut tightly hoping it wasn't what I thought it was.

"What am I listening for?" I probably shouldn't say anything to him. If he found out Niall and Ada were having sex I don't know what he'd do.

"Never mind, I'm just tired." I opened my eyes and sighed as it stopped. I'm pretty sure I just heard Ada moaning.

I flipped my pillow over to the cold side and laid on my stomach. I've heard her moan before....in my fantasies and that's exactly what it sounded like. I could feel a tingly sensation form down below. I couldn't stop thinking about her now. That's the only thing that's really sucked about this trip. I know they both try to keep their touchy-feelyness behind closed doors for my sake but I'm not stupid--I know what goes on. I guess the others wouldn't know. Niall and I are the only one's who have really seen the other side to her and I'm guessing he's seen even more.

---

I walked inside, "I'm home mom!" It was already eight but she said she'd be home when I got here. "Mom?"

Gemma ran down the stairs. "She's not here punk." She messed with my hair.

"Where is she?" Out with some friends.

"What about dad?"

"Work."

"What? It's eight o'clock."

"Apparently they had a faculty meeting." I'm pretty sure there's no meeting. What's my dad up to lately?

I walked up to my room and rolled my luggage towards my laundry bin. This can wait.

New Years was great with everyone. We were all drunk out of our minds--including Ada. She's so damn fine when she's drunk. And that dress, god I would have died to have that. I actually considered asking Niall for a three-way. Yes, I was that drunk. It's a good thing I was drunk or I would've had a terrible time. I've never seen Ada all over some one the way she was with Niall that night. She ended up puking and I was happy because I got to help her. Niall was busy taking more shots and I volunteered. He didn't mind either which was awesome--I earned his trust.

I sat on my bed and picked up my phone. I'm not sure if Ada's with Niall but I really wanna talk to her. I know I can't have her but just listening to her voice makes me feel better. Especially when I think my dad's cheating on my mom.

The phone rang, and rang, and rang.

Hey it's Ada and I'm probably studying (giggles), just kidding who studies anymore? Leave a message and I'll call you back if you're lucky!

She's changed so much in the few months. I don't mind too much though--I'll try her tomorrow.

Ada's Point of View

"I'm so happy to be home." Niall plopped on my bed and I climbed on top of him. No one would be home tonight. Like always my dad's on some business trip and my mom said she's out with Harry and Zayn's moms. Liam went to Zayn's and who knows what they're doing over there.

I kissed Niall and ran my hands up his shirt. I don't know what's gotten into me lately but all I've wanted is his body. Obviously I care for him and I love our conversations and all that good stuff but I can't help myself sometimes. He chuckled as we kissed,

"I thought you wanted me to tell you some more stuff."

"Ehh, give me five minutes. I need to make out with my boyfriend." He laughed again with that cute little raspy laugh and I pushed him on my bed.

"You are one sexy woman Ada." He held himself up with his elbows and I kissed his neck. "You know you can't give me anymore hickey's. I don't think my uncle would appreciate that at church tomorrow morning."

I laughed, not giving a care in the world. I kept kissing him but he was holding back like he was nervous. "Ada, please. You know I love you so much, and this 'course but I need to finish. I need to tell you the rest." I straddled him and looked at him worried. What could it be? He did tell me some pretty awful stuff last time. I know he almost drowned and, how could I forget? This is when he's staring into Logan's eyes. Logan's about to kill him, I'm guessing literally.

"Okay, go ahead."

He sat up and picked me up. He let his legs fall off the bed and I sat Indian style like every other time when we talk. "I'm really nervous to tell you this Ada. This is hard for me."

I tried not to look concerned but it was hard; he was scaring me. I picked his chin up, "Hey, it's okay. You know I won't judge you." He sighed and began.

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