The Bad Boy Effect
16
Ada's Point of View
"What the hell Oakley! I thought you said there was no alcohol!" El was behind Oakley holding onto his waste. I can't believe Oakley kept her here.
"There wasn't supposed to be but then Franky showed up with some." Ugh, these guys were so ridiculous. "Where's Harry?" As I talked to Oakley I heard shouts.
"Where's Ada! Adaaaaaaaa! I need you Ada!" I ran over to him and grabbed his arm, pulling him outside. Oakley was right, he had a black eye and blood all over his shirt. Not to mention a swollen nose from where I hit him. "Hey Ada." He smiled, trying to open his right eye.
"What are you doing Harry?" I tried to be calm but it was so hard. Every time I felt comfortable around Harry, Niall seemed to screw things up and now that I'm with Niall, Harry's trying to screw everything up. "What happened?"
"I know I messed up big time and I couldn't forgive myself so I went down to the bar and picked a fight. And then this happened." He pointed to his eye and then at his face. I sighed, I guess he deserved it. "Now I'm looking for you so I can say sorry." He wobbled over and I caught him.
"You really need to stop drinking Harry. You used to be so calm and relaxed but the past few times you've gotten out of control."
"I know but I do it for you Ada! I need you!" I rolled my eyes. Why is this always my fault.
"You don't need me Harry. You're drunk." I called for Liam and we took Harry home. I didn't want to get involved so I waited in the car while Liam took his friend inside and put him to sleep. If this kept up I swear I'll move to America. It's so big no one will be able to find me. Liam got in the car and he saw how upset I was. He put his hand on my thigh,
"It'll get better Ada." I twisted my head from the window to Liam.
"Will it? Will it get better? I have never felt so helpless." More tears ran down my face. My cheeks were burning from all the tears I've had over the past few weeks. "Every time I'm happy something has to go wrong." Liam doesn't know what to say. No one does. "Can you take me to Niall's? I can't sleep in my bed."
"Yeah." We got to our house and Liam ran inside to get some clothes for me to change into for tomorrow.
I got to Niall's and threw some rocks at his window. It's pretty late so he might be asleep. I leaned against the side of his house and called him. I heard it ringing from the other side of the wall and then the window opened.
"Can I come in?" Niall let me in the front door since everyone was asleep--including El who had an awful night--and we went to his room. I feel like the biggest baby on the planet when I started to cry again. I told him what happened and as he hugged me I felt his body tense as time went on. I let go of him and he handed me a tissue; I blew my nose,
"I'm sorry for bringing all of my problems to you."
"Hey, you aren't doing anything wrong," he threw my tissue away and picked up my chin. "you could never do anything wrong." I have no idea what to say, I have no idea why I chose to come here. I could be at Oakley's crying in his arms like I used to do, or with Liam while he would try to cheer me up but I'm here, with Niall. I take a hold of his face and kiss him with more passion than ever before. He slowly laid me back on his bed and made sure there was no room between our bodies. Our breathing became heavy until another tear ran down my cheek,
"What's wrong?" He asked quietly and pushed some hair out of my face.
"Nothing, I'm just happy I'm with you." I smiled and kissed him on his nose. Niall got up and threw his shirt on the floor after turning off the light. He came over to me and rubbed his nose against mine.
"I don't want to ever make you cry, ever again. Only if you're crying because you're happy."
"Like right now?" He chuckled and nodded,
"Yes, now stop talking and kiss me." Our smiles collided and we continued.
Eventually we were down to only our undergarment. "Do you want to..." his words trailed, regretting his question.
"Do you have a...." my words trailed off as well. He reached for his drawer,
"I do."
"Have you done this before?" He shook his head and I was actually really surprised.
"Logan tried to make me a few times but I told the girl if she said we didn't do it I'd hit her." I sighed, "I wanted it to be with someone I love. Someone like you." I let out a small gasp and I could tell he wanted to take his words back.
I ran my fingers through his hair, "I love you Niall. I don't like you like I like Harry and I don't love you the way I love Oakley. I love you the way I want to love someone that I want to be with for as long as you'll let me." I kissed his forehead and he smiled.
Our bodies were still so close. I ran my hands down his body and slid his boxer off. He sat me up and kissed my neck as he took my bra off of me. He struggled at first so I giggled and helped him out. I laid back down and he took my panties off. Niall kissed my thighs and spread my legs apart. He took a breath on my.....down there and I jolted. It felt so good. He slid the condom on but still didn't move,
"Are you sure?"
"Are you sure?" I asked nervously.
"I think so." We were both so nervous.
He slowly inserted inside of me and it hurt really bad. He kissed me so I wouldn't scream and eventually it felt go. He moaned, I imagine it felt good for him since I was so tight. I sighed with relief. If it was going to hurt like this all the time I wouldn't ever want to have sex ever again. He looked at me and we smiled; making a connection not only with our bodies but with our hearts and our minds. I can't see myself with anyone else. My mind is blank, my mind is all his.
I woke up before Niall. He had his boxers on and I had one of t-shirts on along with my underwear. My legs dangled off the bed, why am I so sore? I thought about what happened last night. Did I....did I, oh my god I did! I got up and changed into my clothes quickly. I had sex. I'm 16 years old and I had sex. I was completely sober and I enjoyed it. I paced his room and took deep breaths. Was I going to throw up again? I went to his bathroom--good thing he had his own in his room--and looked into the mirror. My eyes were swollen yet again. I can't believe I did that. I love him; I think I love him. I'm 16! How the hell do I know what love is?! I went back in his room quietly and checked my phone
From: El 1:07 am
I'm not going to church in the morning. I had a rough night. I'm sorry, I hope you'll forgive me :(
I put my shoes on and opened his window. It wasn't too high off the ground so I jumped. I can't talk to him, I can't talk to anyone. I just lost my virginity at 16.
Niall's Point of View
I woke up with no Ada by my side. Hmm, maybe she went to church with Elisha. I got in the shower and smiled. I love her, I really do. I don't think I've ever been so happy. I hope she feels the same but she told me she loves me. Ada is not the kind of person to just give her virginity away. Neither am I but especially Ada. When I got out I went downstairs to see El sitting at the table.
"El? What are you doing home? I thought you went to church."
"Last night wasn't very good for me so I stayed home."
"Oh." Did Ada go by herself? "Do you know if Ada went?"
"I don't know, I texted her last night and said I wasn't going." Maybe she didn't have a good time last night. I can't imagine she went alone. I think I'm going to go call her. I smiled at El and ran upstairs.
I dialed for Ada, no answer. I tried a few more times and there was still no answer. Should I go to her house? No, I don't want to just show up. I'll try Liam. Finally an answer,
"Hey mate."
"Liam, have you seen Ada?"
"Yeah, I think she's in her room. She said she wasn't going to church. Why?"
"Oh, I just didn't know she was going to leave so soon today. I guess she has stuff to do. Did she seem okay?"
"She hasn't really felt the best lately so I decided to give her some space."
"Do you think you can just let her know I called? She isn't answering."
"No problem mate! Wanna try some tunes today?"
"Yeah, yeah. Text me later." I hung up and waited for Ada to hopefully call me. I really hope she isn't regretting it because I loved it, I love her.
"What the hell Oakley! I thought you said there was no alcohol!" El was behind Oakley holding onto his waste. I can't believe Oakley kept her here.
"There wasn't supposed to be but then Franky showed up with some." Ugh, these guys were so ridiculous. "Where's Harry?" As I talked to Oakley I heard shouts.
"Where's Ada! Adaaaaaaaa! I need you Ada!" I ran over to him and grabbed his arm, pulling him outside. Oakley was right, he had a black eye and blood all over his shirt. Not to mention a swollen nose from where I hit him. "Hey Ada." He smiled, trying to open his right eye.
"What are you doing Harry?" I tried to be calm but it was so hard. Every time I felt comfortable around Harry, Niall seemed to screw things up and now that I'm with Niall, Harry's trying to screw everything up. "What happened?"
"I know I messed up big time and I couldn't forgive myself so I went down to the bar and picked a fight. And then this happened." He pointed to his eye and then at his face. I sighed, I guess he deserved it. "Now I'm looking for you so I can say sorry." He wobbled over and I caught him.
"You really need to stop drinking Harry. You used to be so calm and relaxed but the past few times you've gotten out of control."
"I know but I do it for you Ada! I need you!" I rolled my eyes. Why is this always my fault.
"You don't need me Harry. You're drunk." I called for Liam and we took Harry home. I didn't want to get involved so I waited in the car while Liam took his friend inside and put him to sleep. If this kept up I swear I'll move to America. It's so big no one will be able to find me. Liam got in the car and he saw how upset I was. He put his hand on my thigh,
"It'll get better Ada." I twisted my head from the window to Liam.
"Will it? Will it get better? I have never felt so helpless." More tears ran down my face. My cheeks were burning from all the tears I've had over the past few weeks. "Every time I'm happy something has to go wrong." Liam doesn't know what to say. No one does. "Can you take me to Niall's? I can't sleep in my bed."
"Yeah." We got to our house and Liam ran inside to get some clothes for me to change into for tomorrow.
I got to Niall's and threw some rocks at his window. It's pretty late so he might be asleep. I leaned against the side of his house and called him. I heard it ringing from the other side of the wall and then the window opened.
"Can I come in?" Niall let me in the front door since everyone was asleep--including El who had an awful night--and we went to his room. I feel like the biggest baby on the planet when I started to cry again. I told him what happened and as he hugged me I felt his body tense as time went on. I let go of him and he handed me a tissue; I blew my nose,
"I'm sorry for bringing all of my problems to you."
"Hey, you aren't doing anything wrong," he threw my tissue away and picked up my chin. "you could never do anything wrong." I have no idea what to say, I have no idea why I chose to come here. I could be at Oakley's crying in his arms like I used to do, or with Liam while he would try to cheer me up but I'm here, with Niall. I take a hold of his face and kiss him with more passion than ever before. He slowly laid me back on his bed and made sure there was no room between our bodies. Our breathing became heavy until another tear ran down my cheek,
"What's wrong?" He asked quietly and pushed some hair out of my face.
"Nothing, I'm just happy I'm with you." I smiled and kissed him on his nose. Niall got up and threw his shirt on the floor after turning off the light. He came over to me and rubbed his nose against mine.
"I don't want to ever make you cry, ever again. Only if you're crying because you're happy."
"Like right now?" He chuckled and nodded,
"Yes, now stop talking and kiss me." Our smiles collided and we continued.
Eventually we were down to only our undergarment. "Do you want to..." his words trailed, regretting his question.
"Do you have a...." my words trailed off as well. He reached for his drawer,
"I do."
"Have you done this before?" He shook his head and I was actually really surprised.
"Logan tried to make me a few times but I told the girl if she said we didn't do it I'd hit her." I sighed, "I wanted it to be with someone I love. Someone like you." I let out a small gasp and I could tell he wanted to take his words back.
I ran my fingers through his hair, "I love you Niall. I don't like you like I like Harry and I don't love you the way I love Oakley. I love you the way I want to love someone that I want to be with for as long as you'll let me." I kissed his forehead and he smiled.
Our bodies were still so close. I ran my hands down his body and slid his boxer off. He sat me up and kissed my neck as he took my bra off of me. He struggled at first so I giggled and helped him out. I laid back down and he took my panties off. Niall kissed my thighs and spread my legs apart. He took a breath on my.....down there and I jolted. It felt so good. He slid the condom on but still didn't move,
"Are you sure?"
"Are you sure?" I asked nervously.
"I think so." We were both so nervous.
He slowly inserted inside of me and it hurt really bad. He kissed me so I wouldn't scream and eventually it felt go. He moaned, I imagine it felt good for him since I was so tight. I sighed with relief. If it was going to hurt like this all the time I wouldn't ever want to have sex ever again. He looked at me and we smiled; making a connection not only with our bodies but with our hearts and our minds. I can't see myself with anyone else. My mind is blank, my mind is all his.
I woke up before Niall. He had his boxers on and I had one of t-shirts on along with my underwear. My legs dangled off the bed, why am I so sore? I thought about what happened last night. Did I....did I, oh my god I did! I got up and changed into my clothes quickly. I had sex. I'm 16 years old and I had sex. I was completely sober and I enjoyed it. I paced his room and took deep breaths. Was I going to throw up again? I went to his bathroom--good thing he had his own in his room--and looked into the mirror. My eyes were swollen yet again. I can't believe I did that. I love him; I think I love him. I'm 16! How the hell do I know what love is?! I went back in his room quietly and checked my phone
From: El 1:07 am
I'm not going to church in the morning. I had a rough night. I'm sorry, I hope you'll forgive me :(
I put my shoes on and opened his window. It wasn't too high off the ground so I jumped. I can't talk to him, I can't talk to anyone. I just lost my virginity at 16.
Niall's Point of View
I woke up with no Ada by my side. Hmm, maybe she went to church with Elisha. I got in the shower and smiled. I love her, I really do. I don't think I've ever been so happy. I hope she feels the same but she told me she loves me. Ada is not the kind of person to just give her virginity away. Neither am I but especially Ada. When I got out I went downstairs to see El sitting at the table.
"El? What are you doing home? I thought you went to church."
"Last night wasn't very good for me so I stayed home."
"Oh." Did Ada go by herself? "Do you know if Ada went?"
"I don't know, I texted her last night and said I wasn't going." Maybe she didn't have a good time last night. I can't imagine she went alone. I think I'm going to go call her. I smiled at El and ran upstairs.
I dialed for Ada, no answer. I tried a few more times and there was still no answer. Should I go to her house? No, I don't want to just show up. I'll try Liam. Finally an answer,
"Hey mate."
"Liam, have you seen Ada?"
"Yeah, I think she's in her room. She said she wasn't going to church. Why?"
"Oh, I just didn't know she was going to leave so soon today. I guess she has stuff to do. Did she seem okay?"
"She hasn't really felt the best lately so I decided to give her some space."
"Do you think you can just let her know I called? She isn't answering."
"No problem mate! Wanna try some tunes today?"
"Yeah, yeah. Text me later." I hung up and waited for Ada to hopefully call me. I really hope she isn't regretting it because I loved it, I love her.
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