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The Bad Boy Effect

Drugs

Niall's Point of View

"Come on, pick up. Pick up your phone Ada. It's ten thirty, I know you're still awake." I sighed, voice mail again. There was no way she was still out with Harry. What could they be doing so late? It's killing me that she's even on a date with him. I called again. No answer. "God Ada! Answer your damn phone!" I threw it across the room and paced back and forth, trying to contain my anger. "Breathe Niall, just breathe." Someone knocked on my door, "Yeah, come in."

"Hey Nialler, watcha doin'?" I really wish I could talk to El the way we used to; we're just so different. She sat on my desk chair and I leaned against my wall. The same spot I had punched a few times before.

"Nothing, just doing some homework." She looked around.

"What kind of homework? You don't have any books out." She laughed and put her hair up in a bun, hoping to stay longer than a few minutes. "It's okay, you don't have to tell me what you're doing but I just wanted to see how you're doing."

"What do you mean?" I said while looking for my chips. I hadn't eaten since Music night, that had to be a record.

"Well, we used to talk and we kinda started talking again the other day so..." her words trailed off. I was too angry to have a conversation with anyone. I opened the bag forcefully and grabbed a handful,

"Want some?" She could have all my chips if it meant she wouldn't ask any questions.

"No thanks," El looked away. I made her so sad all of the time and I really didn't mean to. "I guess it's pretty late, I should get to sleep. We still have school tomorrow." I wanted to stop her from leaving, I really did. She was my cousin and my only friend for most of my life. Even though we lived in different countries, we were best friends. Now I'm here with her, living in the same house and I don't want anything to do with her. Or that's what she thinks at least.

El closed my door and I picked up my phone again--thank god it didn't break. I dialed Ada's number. Still no answer. Whatever, I'm just going to have to go get her myself. I grabbed my bag and threw on a hoodie before opening my window slowly. I dropped my bag out then jumped. Luckily my window wasn't too high off the ground. All of the lights in my house were off so I walked quickly to my car and drove away.

I called Ada again. She had to be home, It's almost midnight.

"Hello?" I smiled as I heard her voice creek.

"Hey, what are you doing?" Sleeping obviously.

"Oh nothing, just taking a stroll in the park." I liked her sarcasm. "What do you want Niall? Just because you apologized to Harry doesn't mean I'm happy with you."

"I've been trying to call you for hours."

"Yeah and when I didn't answer you should have assumed I didn't want to talk to you." I could hear her shuffling around, maybe trying to get comfortable.

"Is he there?"

"What, who?" Damn, he wasn't. "Are you serious? Stop being so jealous! It's a school night and he wouldn't be over here anyways."

"Cus you're such a good girl." I snickered even though I shouldn't have. It was risky since I knew she wouldn't mind hanging up on me.

"What do you want. I'm going to hang up in five seconds. Five, four, three--"

"Come outside." I parked on the side of the road about a block away. I could hear her laughing.

"You're kidding, right?"

"No and I'm not going to argue for twenty minutes. Get out here and walk to Sampson Street." I hung up before she could say anything--hoping she would come out.

A few minutes later I saw someone come out of her house. I hoped she wouldn't bail. I turned on my car and drove towards her so she didn't have to walk the whole way, it was pretty cold outside. I pushed the door open and she glared at me as she stepped in.

"What are you doing here?"

"It's my turn." I began to drive.

"Your turn? And that means?"

"It means I'm taking you on a date now." I smiled, waiting for her to get angry. When she didn't say anything I looked at her confused. She was staring out the window with her arms crossed. "Aren't you going to say anything?"

"Why? It's not like you're going to listen to what I have to say. You're selfish." Ouch, that hurt.

"We aren't going far, I thought you wanted to know more about me."

"I told you I don't care anymore."

"I care." I kept my eyes on the road and I felt her stare. "I like telling you my secrets. I never tell anyone anything and you listen. You listen and you don't judge me."

"I listen because I'm high or because I'm on top of a building. And I don't judge you because of those reasons."

"Oh, speaking of being high, can you give me my lighter and joint back? I forgot I put it in your pockets when we were climbing down." She looked away from me quickly and I could tell she was tense. I banged my hand on the steering wheel and laughed a little too hard. It was my whispery laugh but for some reason she really liked it,

"You smoked it! When did this happen? Holy hell; Ada Payne smoke a joint on her own!"

"Shut up! It was there and you were making me angry."

"Okay sure. I'm sure that's what you've always done when you've gotten mad."

"I've never been so mad at one person in my life. Your presence makes me angry." I stopped my laughter quickly,

"No it doesn't. You like hanging out with me, I can tell." She tore her seat belt off and shifted her whole body towards me. I swear if she says anything about--

"No! I like hanging out with Harry! I like hanging out with someone who opens the door for me and lets me win at bowling! I like hanging out with someone who makes me perform with him on stage! Not say....not say that word you made me say. I like hanging out with people who like me because I'm a good person! And I like a person who holds me in their arms and tells me they're going to kiss me! Not someone who hold me against a wall and squeezes my arms so tight that I have bruises for over a week!"

Harry kissed her? I couldn't let it phase me. I'd break down if I said anything about it. "Put your seat belt back on Ada." For some reason she was able to make me stay calm even when I wanted to smack her across the face. That's what my leader taught me. 'If she talked to you like you're dirt, you hit her. If she looks at you like you're scum, you hit her harder. If she looks at you and you don't want her to, you hit her.' She turned away and a tear ran down her face but it was quickly removed like she knew it was coming. "I'm sorry. I've never meant to hurt you. I need someone to help me Ada; I need you to help me."

"What do you need help with Niall because all you have done so far is trick me into doing things I don't want to do. You said that's what your band mates did to you so why are you doing it to me?" She was right. Ada was always right.

"I just, I don't know. You're a good person and I need a good person in my life."

"Then why are you trying to turn me into a bad person? El is the good person in your life! That's what the guys are for. Seriously, we would have welcomed you and you could have been partying with us every weekend." She paused, "I may have even fallen for you." My heart shattered. She may have? Does that me she never has? Maybe I've been looking at this all wrong. She has feelings for Harry, not me. She never has.

We were at our destination but before we got out I looked deep into her eyes. "You have no feelings for me at all?"

"I like the way you have made me see life differently and the way you have given me some fun. But I don't like the way you treat me or the people I care for. I don't like the way you think you can control me and I definitely don't like that I have to do bad things to get you to talk to me. If you like me so much, why can't you trust me?" I can' trust anyone. That's why. I know what she's saying is probably right but I want her to do these things with me. I didn't need this right now, we had stuff to do. I unlocked the doors,

"Get out." No, I wasn't going to open her door for her. I'm not Harry and I don't want to be like him. Luckily for me I didn't have to force her out. I didn't want to leave anymore bruises.

"Where are we?"

"It's a pub. I'm not going to make you drink but i'll be fun, come on." The building was small and the neon, green sign flickered. It reminded me of home. That's why I loved it so much. All leprechauns were welcome. I reached for her hand but she smacked it away.

"Don't touch me."

"Fine, but when I don't hold your hand inside you'll be begging for it." I looked at her outfit. Brown uggs, yoga pants and, "What shirt are you wearing under your jacket?"

"It's a pink tank top, why?"

"When we get inside take off your jacket." She didn't really have the biggest breasts but I'm sure it'd be good enough to not need a fake id. Most ladies were welcome even if you were only 16.

"Whatever." When we got inside she took off her jacket and grabbed my hand immediately. This was not her scene. It was thirsty Thursday and rave night. Lights were flashing and people were dancing like crazy. There were lots of drugs going around. I found one of the dealers and got two light pills. I'd pretend to take one--I wouldn't be able to take her back home if I was taking speed. All of the lads were staring at her and nodding their heads.

"That's a nice one you got there mate" An older man shouted. I laughed, trying to fit in.

"Take this." I handed her a glass of water and the pill.

"No way. Are you crazy?"

"You'll be fine. It'll wear off in less than a few hours and you'll be able to wake up in the morning. You're head may hurt a little but you'll be fine." She looked at me like I was crazy. "Just do it, I'll tell you some more stuff." I raised my eyebrows and she took it from me, not very happy.

We got on the dance floor and she finally managed to loosen up. I made sure the dose was extremely low and she wouldn't have any effects except for an hour, maybe a little more. Ada was the most attractive girl I'd ever met whether she was sober or intoxicated. She was so much fun I have no idea why she sheltered herself. I looked at my phone, one thirty. We'd leave at two. She turned around as we continued dancing.

"This is a lot of fun Niall." She wrapped her arms around my neck as I held my beer in the air.

"You're really having fun?" I yelled over the blaring music.

"Yeah, I feel so relaxed. I feel invincible. So tell me something."

"No, not now."

"You told me you'd tell me something!" I wasn't going to take advantage of her like that.

"You won't remember if I tell you now." Ada stomped her feet.

"Fine!" She turned around and kept dancing. We're both awful but she isn't in the right state of mind to realize how awful I am, and I don't care how bad she is. She's here with me now and I feel fine. Ada's my drug. I don't need any other kind.



Ada's Point of View

"Ada, what the hell are you doing? Get up! We're leaving in 15 minutes." I unburied my head from my pillow."

"Huh?" I asked as someone slammed my door shut. Shit, it's already 7:20. I'm definitely not going to have time to shower.

I got in the car with Liam, trying to remember what happened last night. I remember dancing with....with Niall and that's it. I somehow ended back home; safely I suppose.

"You okay?" Liam asked. "You look light shit."

Great, now the whole school would know something's up. "Yeah, I'm fine. I'm just really exhausted, I've had a lot going on this week." Liam turned on the music and I quickly turned it off. He furrowed his big eyebrows,

"Are you sure you're okay?"

"Yeah, just a headache. I'll get some advil from Sarah."

When we arrived I headed straight for my locker. I had a mirror so I could put on some makeup, hiding the bags under my eyes. That was probably the worst idea I could have possibly made. I ran to the nearest trash can and threw up whatever was left in my stomach. That stupid locker room smell mixed with those pills. What? Those pills? Niall gave me pills! Everyone stared at me as I wiped off my face. "There's nothing to see here!" The students turned around, surprised Ada Payne was in a bad mood. I got some water from the nearest fountain and went as fast as I could to Niall's locker. I passed Oakley, El, and Maggie--not stopping to talk to any of them. I slammed his locker shut as he moved his hand. I was so close to tearing it off. I smacked him across the face and once again, more stares. I could care less.

"What did you do to me?"

"Good morning to you too."

"I swear I'll leave a hand mark on your face if you don't tell me right now." He pulled his backpack over his shoulder and smiled at me. We just went out and had a little fun. We danced and then I took you home, that's it. Did he take advantage of me? I could feel tears.

"Did you...did you? He glared at me.

"No! I would never do that to you!" I had never seen his eyes like that before. They began as a bright blue and quickly dulled at my words. "Let's just leave and I'll tell you some more stuff. I didn't tell you last night because I wanted you to remember." I took a breath and then walked towards the door as he followed.



Harry's Point of View

I looked for Ada all day, hoping to sit with her at lunch. I usually didn't have lunch at the same time but today there was some big presentation all of the juniors had to go to on safe driving so we got the earlier lunch. I saw Oakley and El but no Ada.

"Hey guys, have you seen Ada?"

Oakley looked pissed, "Yeah, I saw her earlier and I tried to say hi but she ran passed me looking like a crazy woman. This is the second time she's skipped. And she has NEVER skipped school." El sat in silence.

"Oh. Have you tried texting her?"

"I didn't even bother this time. Maybe she'll answer you." I walked away, I really didn't want to deal with angry Oakley. I was already upset--especially because I hadn't seen Niall all day either. I guess I'll just text her. I went to the bathroom and went in the last stall. No one ever used that one.

To: My Ada 12:22 pm

Hey Ads, just wondering where you are. I had fun yesterday and I wanted to do something tonight. Maybe just go to Maggie's again...or we can hang out at my place. Or even your place. A movie sounds good to me. Text or call me :)

Sent. That was a terrible text. I sounded way too desperate. I waited a few minutes. Class started at 12:35 so I didn't have much time for a--

From: My Ada 12:24 pm

Hey Hazz, sorry I'm not at school. Let's definitely do something tonight. Stop by Harper's around 4 and we can plan something....or go to Maggie's. Miss you.


I couldn't help but grin from ear to ear. She said 'miss you'. Stop Harry, you're such a little girl. I went back to lunch and bought some nachos. I didn't have enough time for a wonderful piece of pizza that probably came from some place hours away from here.

When classes ended I rushed out of the building before getting stopped by the guys,

"Hey Harry, what's the rush?" Louis could be a pain sometimes.

"Nothing, I'm just going to go see Ada at work. Why what's up?"

"We were planning on Maggie's tonight...is that cool. Zayn asked hopeful. "We're going to my house first to pre-game, please tell me you'll be there. I thought she doesn't work until 4?" True.

"Oh yeah, I forgot. But I don't know if I'll be there tonight. If I am I'll text you. What are you guys doing now?"

"Liam said he wants to dabble with some songs. We might start our own little band!" I couldn't help but laugh,

"When is this?"

"Now! Just come over to Zayn's. It'll be fun." Liam was way too excited. But hey, all of us did have vocals.

"Alright I'll be there soon." I had an hour to waste so it might as well be with those idiots.

Notes

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Comments

@Irish Gal
your welcome and i was wondering if you could message me please

@nialls_nanados12
thank you so much :)

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@Irish Gal
I love the book I know I know I'm new to reading this but I love it so much

@DanishGirl - Ida
Thanks me too :)

I love ada´s tattoo :)