char's pov..

I slowly turned around to see a pair of emerald eyes looking at me. UGH!

"Hi Harry" I sat blankly, continuing my walk to the fridge.

"so how's your day?" he asked trying to start a conversation but I just ignore him. Trust me, I heard every word, I just don't wanna talk... well to him.

I pull out pasta that was leftover from yesterday's dinner and pop it into the microwave. I wait till the beep and then take it out, sprinkling cheese all over the top. I then grabbed my food and walked into my room and shut my door behind me. I ate every bite feeling full, it was so good. I yawn feeling suddenly tired; a few minutes later, I was out cold.

next day...

I flutter my eyes open and let a yawn escape my mouth as I stretch out my arms. I heard a light snore behind me, I turned around to find Danny peacefully sleeping. too peaceful... deja vu
I slowly get out of bed , careful not to wake her. I pick up a bucket and start filling it with water; Slowly walking over splashing the bucket of water all over her, making her jump up screaming. I laughed pointing my finger at her. Next thing I know my finger was in pain. I look down and see Danny biting my finger... again.

"do I need to call the pound on you?" I threaten her. She roughly shakes her head no, but her frown quickly turned into a smirk. I turned around to find myself with a face full of whipped cream.... well I hope it's whipped cream.

I wipe the cream from my eyes so I could see. I slowly open my eyes to see a giant flashing smile, followed by a giant chorus of laughter. I clench my jaw in anger, pushing three boys out of my way so I could so to the bathroom. I turn on the water and splash the cream off my face. Suddenly I felt two large hands placed on my hips. My pulse begins to rise a I tried to guess who's hands they were.

"I'm sorry love," his raspy voice whispers in my ear revealing that the culprit was Harry.

"get off..." I say with a slight annoyance. He lets go of my waist and walks out of the bathroom in peace. I look into the mirror of find it smeared all through my hair, I grunted in anger and frustration. Pranks were only for Danny and I!

"what was that stuff?" I ask Danny as I dried off my face and threw my to the side.

"whipped cream" Niall beat Danny to it with a smirk on his face making my blood boil.

" I thought so..." I responded blankly. I then go over and sit on Danny's lap, earning a slight glare from Liam.

"When are they going home?" I whisper under my breath so the boys couldn't hear.

"can they stay a little longer?.." She whispers back.

"no! they're getting on my last nerves!" I whisper shout, but still not loud enough for them to hear me.

"oh, come on... please..." she quietly whines to me. I take a deep breath, I'm obviously stressed out, but I nod my head anyway. She let out a high pitched squeal almost making me go deaf.

"what's going on?" Liam questions, it was cute how much he cared... it reminded me of Josh. I still don't like him though.

"she said you could stay longer!"

"that's great! now I can spend more time with you" he winks at her making me gag. She immediately pushes me off her lap and runs into Liam's arms. I scoff and rool my eyes, hugging myself to keep warm. I look back over at Liam and Danny to find a full on make-out session. It immediately went awkward for me as I AGAIN begin to gag.

"get a room please!"

"we are in a room," Liam smirks.

"smart ass" I scoff under my breath. Danny just laughs as I grab my clothes for after my shower, and exit MY room. I then walk into the guest bathroom, take a quick shower and throw on my outfit.

'what am I going to do now?' I question myself. I decide to go on a walk so I quickly throw on my boots and slip on my ' Take Me To Paris' sweater. Consciously I exit the front door being as quiet as ever.

I started walking down the street, even though I was wearing slightly warm clothing it was still cold. I look around to find my favorite coffee shop , 'copper star coffee shop'. I continue to walk for about 5 more minutes and finally spot it. I stand waiting for the cross-walk to say 'walk'. While I was waiting I notice the fog coming through my mouth as if I was smoking.

ding

The cross- walk was signaling me to cross. When I made it across I quickly entered the shop, letting the warmth embrace my cold once cold body.

"Hello, welcome to copper star" the lady from the back of the counter snapped me out of my thoughts. " what would you like?"

" can I get a caramel hot chocolate with whipped cream and marshmallows topped off with syrup" I asked for the usual I get, I was slightly worried about her reaction. All she did was smile, making me smile back.

"that would $3.95" she gives me my total. I take out my wallet, pulling out a $5 bill, right when I was going to hand the lady the money a giant hand grasped my wrist.

"allow me." the familiar British voice sounded as he handed her a $10 bill....Harry."Oh!,.. can I get a caramel frappuccino?" he asked the lady making her cheeks flush pink. I quickly walk away, I did not want to be a victim of another romance scene. That kind of stuff grosses me out, especially when I'm he third wheel. I sit there for about 3 minutes before the lady handed me my drink.

"here you go ma'm"

"thank you" I flash her a smile before walking out. When I reach the outside a gust of wind sends shivers down my spine. I started walking towards the park and lightly sip my hot coco. Minutes later I hear heavy steps coming my way quickly. I was still angry about my phone, that helped me block out the world.

"hey! you left me.." he said bringing me out of my thoughts.

"I left to get away from you," I say blankly.

"oh! that hurt" He brings his hands to his heart, making me roll my eyes."why would you want to get away from me?" he asked with a smirk plastered across his face.

"because I don't like you" I said coldly with my head still facing forward. I could feel his smirk turn into a frown as he stops in his place. I continue to walk for about 5 more minutes until I get to an old park that was gated all around. I placed my coco through a whole that was in the fence. I then started to climb to the top of the fence dropping down to the other side. I pick my coco off the floor and walked over to the swings taking a seat.

hours later...

I haven't realized how long I've been away until it got dark. Might as well head back. I grabbed my empty coo cup and throw it into a garbage can, then hopped the fence to start heading home. It took about 10 minutes until I reached my front door. I noticed every body was still here, I ignored them all and escape making sure I locked the door behind me.

I walked into the bathroom and threw off my layers of clothes then stepping into the shower, soaking in the warmth and steam. Suddenly the voices come back.

'NO! MOM!'

'CHAR!'

'I'LL LOVE YOU FOREVER!'

'NOOOOO! MOTHER!!!!!'

'AHHHHHHH! NOOOOOO!'

I had these voices going though my head ever since my mother was killed in front of me. Danny was the only person I had left and Liam and his friends always take her from me. I just feel like every person I let in just ends up using me than leaving me in the end, everyone except Danny... That's why it hurts soooo much when she hangs around Liam and them. I just can't just go hang out with Danny when she's with Liam because they wont understand. they will never understand.

I grab the nearest razor and slowly slide it across both of my wrist letting the blood drip down my arms. I inch my way down to the bottom of the bath tub, pulling my knees up to my chest and wrap my arms around them as the blood slide down my legs as well. I burry my face into my knees letting the tears fall freely making my face red and puffy.

Danny must have gotten past the locked door because the next thing I know the water was turned off and a towel was wrapped around me. I just sat there waiting for Danny's voice, I didn't look up too ashamed that I cut myself after she told me not to. My heart race picked up when I was lifted up and carried into the room. Danny isn't that strong..I opened my eyes to see Harry as he placed me on my bed.

"are you okay love?" his voice giving off concern.

"I'm fine..." I whisper looking down at my fingers as I tried to hide my wrist.

"what happened?" he grabbed my chin but but I jerked it out of his touch, he seemed to tense up a little bit but he calmed right down.

"don't touch me..." My jaw clenched, "get out.." I pointed towards the door as I looked away from him. He got up and slowly walked to the door stopping mid-way.

"GO!" I yell making him slightly jump and then he finally left out of the door shutting it behind him.

I played the events through my head making me furious. how could he go through my LOCKED doors, WHEN I SHOWERING!... NAKED! how DARE he come in and invade MY personal space. I threw some clothes and stormed into the living room.

"GET THE FUCK OUT!" I hissed pointing at the front door. I usually don't use bad language but I was pissed. Danny gets up from where she was sitting and pulls me into the hallway.

"whats your problem?!?" she whisper-shouts at me.

"THEY ARE MY PROBLEM!' I scream pointing at the boys. They all look at me like I was crazy , except for Harry who had hurt going through his eyes as he runs his large hand through is mop of curls.

"I WANT THEM OUT!!!" I shouted.

"what happened Char?" Danny asked with concern. I just realized tears were streaming down my face. I look around and all eyes were on me. I just ran into the room and continue to sob loudly. I always have a major freak out when the boys come around... I- I just feel so lonely and unwanted. I stayed in my room for the rest of the night, Danny offered my dinner but I just declined her offer and stayed in my room.

Harry's pov...

When I saw Char cry it broke my heart into a million pieces . To think.. it was my fault for her pain.

"I'm going to go, my mom wants me to go help her with something" I quickly make up a lie after I pretend to get a text.

"you don't have to go, she's just upset over something." Danny explained, but I knew why she was up set .

"no really, my mom wants me to help." I get from my place on the couch and grab my coat. I throw it on and walk out of the front door welcoming the cold. I continue to walk home since I left my car at Liam's... I'll get it tomorrow.

30 minutes later....

I'm almost home and my legs are killing me. I look around for somewhere to sit , then I spotted a a bench. I decided to pull out my phone and text Liam.

Me: what's Char 's number?

I sit there and wait for the buzz signaling he texted back. After about a minute Liam texted me back.

Liam: why?

Me: just want to talk to her

Liam: she doesn't have a phone

Me: what! why?

Liam: Danny pushed Char and Char's her phone into the pool

Me: that sucks...

I groan in frustration and decided to get Char a new phone. I got from my seat to find the nearest phone store.

at Verizon....

I grabbed the bag the lady handed me, thanked her and started back to Char's house with a phone in hand.

Notes

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