Before You Leave Me Today ~Finished~ (Hazza)
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~Niall’s View~
I felt like I was on Jerry Springer waiting for the DNA results…waiting for someone to scream “You’re the baby daddy!” Chase wasn't even there, he told Aubrey he “loved her” but he was such a big liar he obviously didn’t give a fuck.
It has been 24 hours and Aubrey hasn’t woken up yet, I know she will though. She just lost so much blood but they removed the tumor, I just wished she was able to see the baby. He was just adorable, he was still in intensive care but I just wanted to hug him. He was always smiley; he had a lot of wires hooked up to him since he was a preemie, but as long as he was breathing it was okay.
“Mr. Horan the DNA test came back.” Some doctor told me. I couldn’t contain my excitement; my heart was beating so fast. Even if I wasn’t the father Little Man was still my baby. I would love him just as much. I wanted to take him to hockey and baseballs game, I wanted to help him with his homework and with the first girl who breaks his heart. I was sitting with just Aubrey’s parents and her brothers. Peyton and Harry were here earlier but left, the hospital was such a depressing place, besides the baby’s nursery.
“Am I the father…? I asked looking down praying for the right answer. In the beginning I didn’t think I could handle being the father but now it was the only thing I wanted. It would be an honor to be the father of this baby…even though I am only 19 it would be worth it for the rest of my life.
“Congratulations Mr. Horan baby Little Man is all yours!” The doctor said smiling. I jumped up and down and hugged the doctor. Who was taken by surprise, I ran into the baby nursery and found my little man. I looked down at him and whispered “Hi baby boy, I am your daddy.” I tear ran down my cheek as his big blue eyes looked up at me. “Your mommy will be up soon and we will think of the perfect name for you!” Again he just opened his eyes wide and gave me a smile.
I wanted to stay the night with my son and Aubrey to make sure they were both okay. Around midnight Little Man began to cry, the nurses did not really like anyone touching him yet since he was in the intensive care unit but they let me. I rocked him back and forth and sang him quietly to sleep.
“Oh, darling, don't you ever grow up, don't you ever grow up
Just stay this little
Oh, darling, don't you ever grow up, don't you ever grow up
It could stay this simple
I won't let nobody hurt you
Won't let no one break your heart
No, no one will desert you
Just try to never grow up, never grow up”
Aubrey loves Taylor Swift and when she sang this song she sounded like an angel. I missed Aubrey’s voice so much; a tear fell down my cheek again. Little Man was asleep in my arms, looking so much like his mother. “ Don’t worry baby, your mom will sing you this song soon enough.”
I felt like I was on Jerry Springer waiting for the DNA results…waiting for someone to scream “You’re the baby daddy!” Chase wasn't even there, he told Aubrey he “loved her” but he was such a big liar he obviously didn’t give a fuck.
It has been 24 hours and Aubrey hasn’t woken up yet, I know she will though. She just lost so much blood but they removed the tumor, I just wished she was able to see the baby. He was just adorable, he was still in intensive care but I just wanted to hug him. He was always smiley; he had a lot of wires hooked up to him since he was a preemie, but as long as he was breathing it was okay.
“Mr. Horan the DNA test came back.” Some doctor told me. I couldn’t contain my excitement; my heart was beating so fast. Even if I wasn’t the father Little Man was still my baby. I would love him just as much. I wanted to take him to hockey and baseballs game, I wanted to help him with his homework and with the first girl who breaks his heart. I was sitting with just Aubrey’s parents and her brothers. Peyton and Harry were here earlier but left, the hospital was such a depressing place, besides the baby’s nursery.
“Am I the father…? I asked looking down praying for the right answer. In the beginning I didn’t think I could handle being the father but now it was the only thing I wanted. It would be an honor to be the father of this baby…even though I am only 19 it would be worth it for the rest of my life.
“Congratulations Mr. Horan baby Little Man is all yours!” The doctor said smiling. I jumped up and down and hugged the doctor. Who was taken by surprise, I ran into the baby nursery and found my little man. I looked down at him and whispered “Hi baby boy, I am your daddy.” I tear ran down my cheek as his big blue eyes looked up at me. “Your mommy will be up soon and we will think of the perfect name for you!” Again he just opened his eyes wide and gave me a smile.
I wanted to stay the night with my son and Aubrey to make sure they were both okay. Around midnight Little Man began to cry, the nurses did not really like anyone touching him yet since he was in the intensive care unit but they let me. I rocked him back and forth and sang him quietly to sleep.
“Oh, darling, don't you ever grow up, don't you ever grow up
Just stay this little
Oh, darling, don't you ever grow up, don't you ever grow up
It could stay this simple
I won't let nobody hurt you
Won't let no one break your heart
No, no one will desert you
Just try to never grow up, never grow up”
Aubrey loves Taylor Swift and when she sang this song she sounded like an angel. I missed Aubrey’s voice so much; a tear fell down my cheek again. Little Man was asleep in my arms, looking so much like his mother. “ Don’t worry baby, your mom will sing you this song soon enough.”
