Before You Leave Me Today ~Finished~ (Hazza)
White Horse
~Peyton’s View~ Beginning of September~
Aubrey and I were back in school, leaving Harry was so hard but I knew I was going to see him when he came to America at the end of the month. School has been difficult for Aubrey because unfortunately Chase is there and people give her such dirty looks since she’s pregnant. Hockey doesn’t start until October but I still practice a lot! Aubrey obviously can’t but she has been keeping busy with other things like the baby.
School has been so hard, between sending in my college applications and all of these AP courses I am so stressed out. Harry has been working and touring so I’m lucky if I get a call a day. I wake up at 6; go to school, hockey practice, and homework till midnight or later. I haven’t told my parents yet about considering going to school in London to be with Harry, but I know what they might say, you’re throwing your dreams away all for a boy.
I was receiving a call from Harry, my frown turned into a smile as I heard his voice.
“Hey babe how you doing?” he asked seductively
“Just stressing with school…as usual…how’s the tour? I miss you like crazy…” I said sounding disappointed.
“The tour is AMAZING! It’s crazy that we sell out all of these arenas and it’s just so surreal! But before you know it we will be together again.” Harry said, automatically making me smile.
“Babe how many more days? I feel like it’s been way to long…what’s going to happen if I go to college? I still haven’t asked my parents about going to school in London….” I said quietly.
“Don’t worry we will figure it out…but Peyton I have a serious question but don’t get mad! When are we going to have sex….I mean I have my needs you know…”
I hung up the phone and my depressing day got even worse. What the fuck was going on? The lads were probably making fun of Harry and me for not having sex yet…..but whose fucking business is it? When I’m ready I’m ready…at this moment in my life I was just not. I knew eventually I would be but why the hell could he just not respect my opinion. I chucked my phone at the wall and watched it break. I put my headphones in and fell asleep to the song “White Horse” by Taylor Swift and thought maybe my life was too good to be true.
“This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you and your white horse to come around”
~Aubrey’s View~
“Hey Aubrey can I talk to you for a second?” Chase asked me, I was so shocked…why was he talking to me?
“Uh…I guess…umm…sure what’s going on?” I asked sounding completely stupid.
“Is that thing…I mean um baby…um mine?” his voice asked sounding annoyed.
“It might be…not that you care…you cheated on me Chase! And if you are the father why would you care? I don’t have feelings for you! You left me for some slut! Now I get made fun of and it’s not fair! I have to face this all alone because my boyfriend is on tour and I am so scared!” I said shouting with tears down my face, the whole hallway at school must of been listening but I didn’t care.
“Aubrey I still love you, please forgive me, I want to help you.” He said and started to lean down towards my lips. I pretended like I was going in but then BAM I slapped him.
“You put me through hell Chase, the last person you deserve is me and my baby!” I said walking proudly away not thinking of what anyone in this damn hallway thought about me. I was going home to plan Niall’s birthday gift, the one I love.
Aubrey and I were back in school, leaving Harry was so hard but I knew I was going to see him when he came to America at the end of the month. School has been difficult for Aubrey because unfortunately Chase is there and people give her such dirty looks since she’s pregnant. Hockey doesn’t start until October but I still practice a lot! Aubrey obviously can’t but she has been keeping busy with other things like the baby.
School has been so hard, between sending in my college applications and all of these AP courses I am so stressed out. Harry has been working and touring so I’m lucky if I get a call a day. I wake up at 6; go to school, hockey practice, and homework till midnight or later. I haven’t told my parents yet about considering going to school in London to be with Harry, but I know what they might say, you’re throwing your dreams away all for a boy.
I was receiving a call from Harry, my frown turned into a smile as I heard his voice.
“Hey babe how you doing?” he asked seductively
“Just stressing with school…as usual…how’s the tour? I miss you like crazy…” I said sounding disappointed.
“The tour is AMAZING! It’s crazy that we sell out all of these arenas and it’s just so surreal! But before you know it we will be together again.” Harry said, automatically making me smile.
“Babe how many more days? I feel like it’s been way to long…what’s going to happen if I go to college? I still haven’t asked my parents about going to school in London….” I said quietly.
“Don’t worry we will figure it out…but Peyton I have a serious question but don’t get mad! When are we going to have sex….I mean I have my needs you know…”
I hung up the phone and my depressing day got even worse. What the fuck was going on? The lads were probably making fun of Harry and me for not having sex yet…..but whose fucking business is it? When I’m ready I’m ready…at this moment in my life I was just not. I knew eventually I would be but why the hell could he just not respect my opinion. I chucked my phone at the wall and watched it break. I put my headphones in and fell asleep to the song “White Horse” by Taylor Swift and thought maybe my life was too good to be true.
“This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you and your white horse to come around”
~Aubrey’s View~
“Hey Aubrey can I talk to you for a second?” Chase asked me, I was so shocked…why was he talking to me?
“Uh…I guess…umm…sure what’s going on?” I asked sounding completely stupid.
“Is that thing…I mean um baby…um mine?” his voice asked sounding annoyed.
“It might be…not that you care…you cheated on me Chase! And if you are the father why would you care? I don’t have feelings for you! You left me for some slut! Now I get made fun of and it’s not fair! I have to face this all alone because my boyfriend is on tour and I am so scared!” I said shouting with tears down my face, the whole hallway at school must of been listening but I didn’t care.
“Aubrey I still love you, please forgive me, I want to help you.” He said and started to lean down towards my lips. I pretended like I was going in but then BAM I slapped him.
“You put me through hell Chase, the last person you deserve is me and my baby!” I said walking proudly away not thinking of what anyone in this damn hallway thought about me. I was going home to plan Niall’s birthday gift, the one I love.
