Before You Leave Me Today ~Finished~ (Hazza)
Forgotten
~Peyton’s View~
~3 Weeks Later~
July flew by so quickly, it was now the middle of August. I cannot even begin to tell you how much I love London. School starts at the end of this month so I have to go home then, my parents found out a week ago where I really was. My father was furious and my mother seemed to understand, the deal was if I wasn’t home by September 1st there was going to be an issue.
The boys flat was just indescribable, Harry’s room and well now my room was truly just beautiful. In the past two weeks Harry and I have really connected. We share things and I can honestly trust him, besides Aubrey he really knows me better than anyone else. When I fall asleep next to him I feel so secure, it’s the best feeling, and his heartbeat helps me fall asleep. I have no idea how I am going to be without him my senior year. I have been considering going to school in London to be with Harry next year but that would mean no Yale and no hockey. I’m going to let time take its course and make my decision based off of this year.
Today marked the day that Harry and I would be dating for two months! I woke up to someone jumping on the bed, it reminded me of Nico. I miss him so much but we Skype and he calls me daily, he was upset that I left home but I told him I bought him something really cool which got him all excited. “Wake up sunshine!” Harry was screaming; mind you it is 8 in the morning. His curls were bouncing up and down and not going to lie he looked amazingly attractive. “Shut up and go back to bed!” I said throwing a pillow at him. Harry and I have not had sex yet, I could tell it bothered him slightly but he never complained. I was kind of surprised because before I met him there were all those rumors about him being the player type. Once you really get to know a person you realize who they are and the media just made all of that stuff up. He was a sweet, genuine guy that cared for girls. Yes, he may have hooked up with some every once in a while. He always got hate for not having a lasting relationship, but some guys just aren’t ready for a big commitment until they find the right person. In Harry’s case he found me the girl that he is head over heels for. Just an ordinary girl from Massachusetts and just by chance his tour bus broke down in front of my house. Damn I really love that fucking bus, without it I might not have had the chance to fall in love with the most amazing boy, Harry Styles.
~Niall’s View~
These past couple of weeks I have spent so much time with Aubrey, I truly love her but I cannot get it through my head that I might not be the father of her baby. What scares me the most is the baby will be born and the father will be Chase. If Chase is the father she has such a high chance of falling back in love with him. I mean they would always have that special bond right?
I am stressing myself out so much, I see Aubrey with her little baby bump now and it kills me to think that the father could be a huge asshole that hurt Aubrey. She says Chase would not care if the baby was his…but I don’t understand how can you ignore the fact that you are a dad? I don’t know how I am going to feel if the baby wasn’t mine…would I still love her?
~Harry’s View~
I woke up and saw Peyton sleeping soundly; I started to jump on the bed like a two year old. I had something special planned for Peyton but she could NOT find out about it. “Wake up sunshine!” I screamed. She gave me the death look and threw a pillow at me. She fell back to sleep, I left the flat because I had errands to run and a long day ahead of me. I left her a quick note that hopefully would make her confused.
~Peyton’s View~
I woke up around eleven and Harry was gone, how could he just disappear? I wanted to spend the day with him. It was two months that we have been together! Didn’t that mean anything to him? Obviously not….
I walked down to the kitchen and read a note that he left:
Went out with the boys call you later love – Harry
Are you fucking kidding me? HE FORGOT! I was livid, how can he forget? I was so angry but the anger turned to tears. This was not the compassionate loving Harry that I knew…he never forgets….I walked upstairs and called Nico, I needed to hear a voice that would make me smile.
~3 Weeks Later~
July flew by so quickly, it was now the middle of August. I cannot even begin to tell you how much I love London. School starts at the end of this month so I have to go home then, my parents found out a week ago where I really was. My father was furious and my mother seemed to understand, the deal was if I wasn’t home by September 1st there was going to be an issue.
The boys flat was just indescribable, Harry’s room and well now my room was truly just beautiful. In the past two weeks Harry and I have really connected. We share things and I can honestly trust him, besides Aubrey he really knows me better than anyone else. When I fall asleep next to him I feel so secure, it’s the best feeling, and his heartbeat helps me fall asleep. I have no idea how I am going to be without him my senior year. I have been considering going to school in London to be with Harry next year but that would mean no Yale and no hockey. I’m going to let time take its course and make my decision based off of this year.
Today marked the day that Harry and I would be dating for two months! I woke up to someone jumping on the bed, it reminded me of Nico. I miss him so much but we Skype and he calls me daily, he was upset that I left home but I told him I bought him something really cool which got him all excited. “Wake up sunshine!” Harry was screaming; mind you it is 8 in the morning. His curls were bouncing up and down and not going to lie he looked amazingly attractive. “Shut up and go back to bed!” I said throwing a pillow at him. Harry and I have not had sex yet, I could tell it bothered him slightly but he never complained. I was kind of surprised because before I met him there were all those rumors about him being the player type. Once you really get to know a person you realize who they are and the media just made all of that stuff up. He was a sweet, genuine guy that cared for girls. Yes, he may have hooked up with some every once in a while. He always got hate for not having a lasting relationship, but some guys just aren’t ready for a big commitment until they find the right person. In Harry’s case he found me the girl that he is head over heels for. Just an ordinary girl from Massachusetts and just by chance his tour bus broke down in front of my house. Damn I really love that fucking bus, without it I might not have had the chance to fall in love with the most amazing boy, Harry Styles.
~Niall’s View~
These past couple of weeks I have spent so much time with Aubrey, I truly love her but I cannot get it through my head that I might not be the father of her baby. What scares me the most is the baby will be born and the father will be Chase. If Chase is the father she has such a high chance of falling back in love with him. I mean they would always have that special bond right?
I am stressing myself out so much, I see Aubrey with her little baby bump now and it kills me to think that the father could be a huge asshole that hurt Aubrey. She says Chase would not care if the baby was his…but I don’t understand how can you ignore the fact that you are a dad? I don’t know how I am going to feel if the baby wasn’t mine…would I still love her?
~Harry’s View~
I woke up and saw Peyton sleeping soundly; I started to jump on the bed like a two year old. I had something special planned for Peyton but she could NOT find out about it. “Wake up sunshine!” I screamed. She gave me the death look and threw a pillow at me. She fell back to sleep, I left the flat because I had errands to run and a long day ahead of me. I left her a quick note that hopefully would make her confused.
~Peyton’s View~
I woke up around eleven and Harry was gone, how could he just disappear? I wanted to spend the day with him. It was two months that we have been together! Didn’t that mean anything to him? Obviously not….
I walked down to the kitchen and read a note that he left:
Went out with the boys call you later love – Harry
Are you fucking kidding me? HE FORGOT! I was livid, how can he forget? I was so angry but the anger turned to tears. This was not the compassionate loving Harry that I knew…he never forgets….I walked upstairs and called Nico, I needed to hear a voice that would make me smile.
