~Peytons View~
Aubrey decided not to go to the concert. She told me she did not want to see Niall, I wasn’t going to go without her but she being a good friend forced me to because it was the last time I got to see Harry for who knows how long. I decided to bring Nico, well I really didn’t have a choice considering my parents were going out of town for business. We got to the arena early to see the boys. They were back on their tour bus; to be honest I wish it was still broken. After the MSG show tomorrow night they were going back to London.

“Hey babe, you’re looking good today, as always” Harry came up and kissed me on the cheek as he said this. I decided to wear a dress; Nico was in his little plaid shirt looking like Liam and Zayn. Olly Murs was on the bus with them, hold up while I fan girl. The boys were fooling around and then Olly started to sign his song “Dance with Me Tonight.” Harry grabbed me and we started to dance. We were laughing so much and he made all my stress from the day go away. Zayn got up and started to dance with Nico, I was surprised he was actually a good dancer.


Peytons Outfit http://www.polyvore.com/concert_night_out/set?id=54476087

Nicos Outfit http://www.polyvore.com/nico/set?id=54476238

Nico and I had front row seats at the concert, which was amazing. Harry was staring at me in his solo in “What Makes You Beautiful” I think I melted. Nico and I were having a great time, I texted Aubrey and told her I missed her and that Niall was asking for her. After the concert we got to go backstage.


Harry looked so good being all sweaty. “You were so amazing, I saw you staring at me in “What Makes You Beautiful, creepy Mr. Styles!” I said jokingly. “I just saw such a beautiful face in the crowd I couldn’t look away” he said. I started to blush and he started to kiss me. He cupped my face and we started to make out, I finally pulled away for air. “I found out were coming back to New York in September, I’ll be able to see you then.” He said this with a half-smile. It was only the middle of June that was so far away. “I want to make it work so bad Harry, maybe I can force my parents into letting me go to London, but I also need to be here for Aubrey because the test came back positive…” I said this while looking at the ground; I didn’t want to see his expression. “I understand but Niall is really upset he hasn’t heard from her, he really cares about her…” was all Harry said. “I know, she has to tell him, she is so scared…” I whispered. Nico was with Zayn of course so Harry and I took a walk outside. He was leaving in ten minutes.

“I had a lot of fun tonight; you can really take my mind off of everything.” I said to Harry. He smiled “Babe I’m going to miss you so much, when I come back in September we can go public because I don’t want you getting hate and being more stressed.” He said this so compassionately. He was so caring, oh how I love this boy. “Harry were leaving!” Paul yelled.

This is the moment I didn’t want to face, I didn’t want my boyfriend to leave me, and I started to cry. Harry hugged me and kissed my forehead. “Peyton, before I leave you today just know you are my everything, we are going to make this work because we love each other.” Harry said this so quietly, he started to kiss me; he was so gentle and respected my body. I pulled away and whispered “I love you so much” and with that I walked away, I didn’t turn around because I knew I couldn’t handle it.