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Six months later

Chapter fifteen

Three months later: Skylar's POV


Today we were heading to town to see the doctor, we get to see the sex of our baby today!!! Thankfully when we bought the house we knew we would be expanding the family so the house has seven bedrooms not including the master. We, Niall, Josh, Al and I, were in Al's room trying to convince him that the baby will be like Josh who he loves. Niall continued to consault our son and I took Josh down the stairs to change his diaper. I was talking to him about how he was going to love being a big brother and when I turned onto the landing before the next set of stairs I saw Son y and Matthew making out on my couch. I smiled evily and walked quitley down the rest of the stairs and snuck into Josh's room where I placed him in his crib with a few tots and tip toed out and crawled behind the couch. Right when they went to layback still kissing I popped up.

"Don't you think you should breath?" Sonny screamed and they pulled apart. Niall came running down the stairs and that's when I noticed Matthews shirt was unbuttoned. Shit. Ni doesn't really like Matthew and last time he saw him peck Sonny, Niall threatened to cut his tounge out and Harry volunteered to help. This was the day they met. Niall waited until Sonny was out of the room. He also told him his cousin better not find out.

"What. The. Hell. Is. Going. On!?" Niall yelled the last part and I ran to the stairs where he was readying to charge for Matthew.

"Niall I love you but I'm not thirteen anymore! I'm going to have sex!" Sonny exclaimed and I mentally face palmed. Really Sonny? Not the smarter thing to say. Niall tensed and I thought a minute ago he was mad, now his face was red and he was almost to much for me to hold back.

"You could fucking eighty years old! Don't fucking day sex! And you're NOT having sex in my house! Espresso sky with this dick head! Did he tell you why I hate him so much? Because he cheated on you! I saw him the day before at the store and guess what! He has a daughter! He was kissing the kids mother and she was all over him! He told me he would tell you and he told me that same night he asked her for a divorce. Do you understand why you can't have sex with him?" Niall screamed at Sonny but was shooting daggers at Matthew. I stopped holding him back and ran over to hold back sonny who was ready to fight.

"I- I can't believe you would do that to not only your wife but your child. You asshole! And Niall, I can't believe you would say something like that. You could have found a better way to tell me and sooner. I- I can't." Sonny was crying and she ran out the door connected to the kitchen and across the yard to her little backyard house. Niall had punched Matthew and threw him out.

"Wow, the nerve of that guy!" Niall exclaimed.

"What the fuck Niall? Do you think that this is your fault to? Because it is! You should have told her when he wasn't around, and sooner! Niall your an ass! How could you expect her to feel ok? Maybe if you would have told her differently this may have gone better! God our such and ass!" And with that I went to Josh's room slamming the door shut behind me.
God I mean I love that man but god!

AT DOCTORS: Skylar's POV


"Baby, you sure you want to find out?" Niall asked as we sat in the doctors office. Today we were fou to find out the sex of the baby. We are four months along.

"Are you serious Niall? I have found out about both of the boys and the minute I leave this office I go pick out the colors for the nursery and the first outfit bought for the specific sex. So yes I want to know!!!" I exclaimed and kissed his check because I had been so hormonal latle and my mood swings were out of control he got to down side of all of it. I felt so guilty! Oh well, he wasn't the one gaining 30 pounds or delivering a kid.

"Ok I'm glad because I really want to know too!" He kissed me on the lips and then there was a knock on the door and the doctor entered. Yay!

"How are you feeling today Mrs. Horan?" The doctor asked as she went over to the moniter and turned it on.

"I'm feeling pretty excited! I kinda know it's going to be a boy just because of already having two that makes me feel I have a fat chance of having a little girl. And I don't feel any different than with my other two so I have this feeling.." I trailed off into thinking.

"Well I'm feeling like I can't wait so can we see!" Niall whined to the doctor making me squeeze his hand. I have the cutest husband ever! He reminded me of Al, who was always the cutest, dorkiest, quorkie person. The boys were at the house with Sonny. Since she started dating him Harry won't come around when he is around, but the minute he's not there he is all over Sonny. I wonder if something happened between then... Everytime I asked her she would stiffen and quickly change the subject. Now that the boyfriends out I can't wait to see what happens!

"All right, now this is going to be cold," the doctor interrupted my thoughts and the cold jelly was on my stomach. She put the wand on my stomach and spread it arond my stomach. Soon there was a black and white figure on the screen. Our baby. The doctor looked at it for a moment before she turned and smiled at us, "congratulations! You are going to have a baby-" someone burst into the room. When I looked over I saw Nate and he had tears all over his face. What the hell.

"Nate what the hells wrong?" Niall asked walking over and placing a hand on his back.

"It's, it- its mom. She- she- she died," Nate burst into tears and I sat shocked soon I felt if settle and I began to sob I curled into my self. My mommy. My mommy was never going to meet her newest grandchild. Soon I felt Nate wrap himself around me and we cried over our beloved mother together. After about thirty minutes we had settled a little bit but the tears were still streaming. Niall picked me up and people stared as he carried me and my brother held my hand as we walked out to the car. Niall placed me in the back where my brother and I hugged and held hands as we mourned our mother. We arrived at the hospital and I was carried by Niall. Nate never let go of my hand and I never of his. After about ten minutes we were with our family as Alex and manny stared ahead they didn't notice we had arrived. Joshua was sitting silent while the tears fell freely but I didn't see my daddy. I walked when Niall put me on my feet to a little alcove. My dads shoulders were shaking and his eyes were red. In his hand was a picture of my mommy. I fell onto the bench. He jumped and whipped at his eyes. When he saw me he sighed sadly and wrapped me in his protective arms.

"Your mom was the most amazing lady. She still is. I should've known something was wrong when she wasn't making pancakes this morning. She always makes pancakes on Tuesday mornings. I wish I could've taken her spot but I can't. I wish she could be here because she knows what to do to calm you kids down. I feel like a failure for leaving for work. I feel like I failed all of you including her," he broke on the last word.

"Daddy, I know she always missed you but she always told us you were doing what you were doing for us and she spoke of you in a way that we could feel you in her. We can feel her in you too daddy," I broke again and before we knew it all of my brothers were there in the little alcove made for four people: we cried and cried and when I looked at the clock across the hall I saw the time. It had been three hours. We all got up and we walked out if the hospital feeling like we were missing the heart of of our family.

Notes

(Rate, comment, subscribe and enjoy!) This was one of the hardest chapters for me to write ever. No this was the hardest. She was the mother but when she contracted cancer I knew she was going to die. I'm literally almost to tears!!! Ok guys please don't forget to rate and subscribe and comment! I love you my little coconuts!!!:)

Comments

@Cray_Cray_ forHoran
No probs love! I'm looking forward to talking to you! :)

@Missesonedirection94
Thanks! I may take you up on that soon:)

Chance_sky Chance_sky
2/14/14

@Cray_Cray_ forHoran
You are so welcome lovely! Just remember, stay strong and stay beautiful. If you ever need to talk, my inbox is always open doll. :) <3

@Missesonedirection94
Thank you, you really have no idea how much that comment means to me. It seems like something my grandma would say if she were here still... I honestly will look at this comment when I'm doubting myself.

Chance_sky Chance_sky
2/14/14

Babe stay strong! I know it's hard, but you can get threw it! I know you can....I don't know you, but I believe in you. I've been where you have been, I know what your going threw, I pulled threw and I found the light at the end of the dark, scary tunnel. Stay beautiful!

@Cray_Cray_ forHoran