cuddles, kisses, and catastrophes

FUCK, FUCK, FUCK, FUCK, FUCK!
Did Harry just reply, what's he gonna think
"H-harry" he doesn't reply "H-h-harry"
"Hm" a small groan comes from him
"D-did you hear what I just said"
I hear snores coming from the body on top of me. THANK GOD. Ok so Niall let's say he's sleeping and it was just a natural reaction Ok Niall? Ok.
I continue watching the rest of the movie until Harry gets up to use the bathroom. He comes back on the couch and cuddles with me. Best.Night.Ever.
"What did I miss" he says with a groggy voice
"Hm...Nothing much just a bunch of people getting killed"
"Hay Ni, pass me the fizz" Harry calls pop/soda fizz
I hand him the "Fizz" and he drowns it
"Hay Ni, I think I could goto the club tomorrow" my heart starts racing when he says that
"Sure, want the guys to come"
"NO! Niall and Hazza day" he says putting his head even closer under my arm
"Okay, okay, okay Niall and Hazza day" I put up my hands in defense
"Niall....since Louis gonna be gone for a year....and I'm gonna be really lonely...do you think.....maybe... you could-" i cut him off
"Sure, Harry I know that it's a difficult time for you right now, so I'll stay here with you" our eyes meet gazes and I feel a blush coming on
"Thanks Niall I've really needed a friend"
his words sting like tazors against my eardrums, "FRIEND" is what he calls me when I want to truly be so much more
"Hazz, I'll be here for you whenever you need okay?" I accidentally make it into a question instead of a statement
"Ok, thanks Niall" he moves up a little so his curls are in my face and I am directly smelling the sweet fresh scent of him...it's ecstasy
We drift off sometime in each others arms, and I can feel our heart beats as one, and our breathes are at the same pace, but our loves for each other are in different places
ZAYN'S P.O.V.
"Liam all I'm saying is when Harry and Lou came out to us as a couple, Niall looked as if he was broken, you don't think-" I'm RUDELY cut off
"NO! there's no way Niall can be gay."
"LIAM....All I'm saying is, I see the way he looks at Harry....Niall is in love with Harry....I just know it"
As I walk up the sidewalk to Lou and Harry's flat I take out a bobby pin and pit it in the key hole
"Umm what are you doing, I have a key"
"What's the fun in that' I say with a snicker
As I open the door I see Niall and Harry on the couch, not just cuddled intertwined
"Told ya" I confidently say to Liam as we walk through the door
"Zayn, we all give each other love bites...this is nothing" I nod in agreement
I walk over to Niall and shake him shake him, softly
"Niall, Niall, Niall wake up"
Niall's eyes open suddenly and he scans the room
"Zayn? How did you get in, Wait did you use the, oh my god Zayn, You cant do that"
"Niall get up we need to talk
30 Mins later
Niall walk outside with a "PLAIN WHITE TEE"
(A/N: See what I did there Love Ya Louis)
"Where are we going" Niall ask with shades on
"To lunch we need to talk" Liam answers for me
"About?" Niall ask with a shaky voice
"Niall just get in the damn car" Liam says
20 Mins later
"I'll have the Chicken Fratata" Niall orders
"So what's this about guys" Niall says impatiently
Me and Liam Look at each other and I take the lead
"We know you're in love with Harry"
Niall chokes on his Long island Ice Tea
"WHAT! you guys are crazy, I'm not in love with Harr-"
"Niall cut the shit I see the way you looks at him" I say getting a little annoyed
"PLEASE YOU CAN'T TELL HIM GUYS" Niall says taking off his shades
"But why, Niall you'll feel so much better when this is off your shou-"
"NO HE CAN'T EVER KNOW" Niall has tears forming in his eyes
"But Niall why" Liam ask's with confusion
"BECAUSE HE........he has Louis and he'll never feel the same about me as he does me, Please guys now you have to promise me you won't tell him" Nialls tears have fallen over
"But Ni-" Liams starts
"PLEASE" Nialls face is completely red and his tears have broken the barrier and fallen onto his cheecks
"Promise" me and Liam almost say it simultaneously.
7 hours later
NIALS P.O.V.
"HARRY COM'ON LET'S GO YOU'VE BEEN IN THE LOU FOR AN HOUR"
I yell up the stairs, since I've been waiting on him for an hour
"Beauty takes time"
not for you it doesn't, I think to myself. Harry comes prancing down the steps In a black scarf, a black dress shirt and leather skinny jeans
"Hot" I accidentally say
"Ya' think" he says shyly
"COM'ON HAZ LETS GO" I say grabbing his hand and running out the door to my Sports car
We arrive at the night club and instantly go to the bar
"I'll have a Sheryl Temple, and 5 shots of tequila" Harry orders his drinks
"Wow thats.....allot" I say
"Well the love of my life is gone for a year, so I'll need something to get over him for a bit" I nod and order a sex on the beach
After Harry has downed his shots of tequila, he gets up
"I feel like dancing" he grabs my arms and pulls me onto the dance floor. We start dancing and as a joke I start grinding on him. Well it started that way but I just never moved and he never stopped
Harry's P.O.V.
Thank god I came out tonight, Thank god Niall didn't just let me stay in the house all day and Night. It's kinda weird that I'm grinding on Niall, but he doesn't seem to mind much
"NIALL THANKS FOR" i stop in mid sentence and start to look up.
"L-louis" i say in Niall ear since his back is pressed to my chest . I start to tilt my head even more and I'm sure It's my Boo
"What?" Niall says but I'm to into my BooBear to hear him. I start to walk towards, him letting go of Niall's hips. I walk faster though the crowd and Louis is walking away from me. Now I'm pushing people out of my way.
"LOUIS" I scream through the crowd. "LOUIS" i scream again
I jump into him and start crying "LOU WHAT HAPPENED, HOW DID YOU GET BACK SO EARLY" i say. But he's pushing me off of him
"DUE WHAT THE FU-" it's not Louis just a very, very, VERY, good look alike.
"Oh my fucking god Harry Styles just touched me"
"I'm sorry, I thought you were someone else" I say walking away and heading past Niall and to the bathroom. I can feel the tears stinging my face as I entering the bathroom. I walk over to a man at the sink and stand at the one next to him gripping the edges trying to stop crying.
"Hay buddy you good" i ask patting my shoulder
"Yeah, I'm just going through some stuff" i say through the tears
"Hay maybe, you could use a little" he flicks his nose "Ya' know"
I stand there and think it over...do I really wanna try drugs
"Here just take it" he takes out a small bag a white powder from his pocket and sits it next to my hand "If you want more heres my number" He writes down his number on a sheet of paper and puts it next to the bag. Then he walks away.
I just look at it and after 5 minutes and take out my credit card make a thin line a snort it all in one go. I walk out of the bathroom with the biggest grin on my face from ear to ear and find Niall
"Harry where were you I've been looking everywhere...Harry whats on your no"
I cut him bye crashing my lips into his, and although I miss Lou, kissing Nial just felt right. But then again that might be the cocaine talking.
To my delight I felt Niall kiss back but then jerk away only seconds later.
"What's wrong babe" I say with a giant grin, putting my hands on his bum
"Don't you want to have some fun with ole Haz" I say trying to reconnect our lips. But this time he leans away
"Harry, we need to go home" he says flatly
"Taking this to the bedroom, that's hot"
30 MINUTES LATER
NIALLS P.O.V.
As i walk up to Harry's front door and TRY to put in the key, I feel him put his hands on my waist, pull back my hair, and start to suck on my neck.
I accidentally moan because of the pleasure his lips were providing me and out of how much I've always wanted him to do that
I quickly turn around "HARRY STOP, WHAT ABOUT LOUIS!"
His face grows cold and he leans in WAY to close. Since he's taller than me and stronger then me, I feel as if, if he tries anything than I've lost
"Well Louis isn't here, now is he" he leans in close to my ear, he kisses my jaw and starts to suck on my sweet spot, which provokes a moan. A loud one I may asked.
"I WANT YOU SO BAD NIALL" I've always wanted to hear those words but I cant not in this situation
"H-harry your high and-" he sucks hard enough to definitely leave a mark. I end up wrapping my hands in his hair....force of habit
"I knew you wanted it" I feel his teeth graze over my skin
Something inside of me snaps. I slap Harry hard across the face
"HARRY STOP YOUR HIGH AND YOUR NOT THINKING STRAIGHT, AND THEN YOU HAVE LOUIS, JUST BECAUSE HE'S NOT HERE DOESN'T MEAN HE DOESN'T STILL DESERVE RESPECT"
Harry starts to cry and for some reason I feel relived. He leans down onto the door and brings his knees to his face and starts to cry.
I get down and wrap an arm around him,
"Don't worry Haz you, just have to wait for a little year and guess what I'm not going anywhere so if you wanna talk or party or what ever I'll be here for you"
he puts his head in my lap and lays there
"Umm we might wanna go inside Haz, com'on"
We walk inside and Harry goes straight to bed and I'm left downstairs, alone with my thoughts. Damn this bruise.....
"A BRUISE" i accidentally shout out loud. I sink back into the couch
How am I gonna hide this from Liam and Zayn

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