I'm Done Hiding
Chapter 6
Nialls POV
Everyone quickly looked at me in confusion. I wish I could fix that but it wouldn't happen.
"What do you mean he's gone?" Liam asked with a worrisome tone in his voice.
"I'm not sure, I looked around to find him but he wasn't there!"
Zayn got up and ran to a window, "His cars gone too.."
Dammit. I told them I'm gonna go out and look for him, they wanted to come but I wouldn't let them. Louis just kept quiet. He walked past me with no expression whatsoever.
"Just stay here so the dickheads don't try to come after us okay?" I told them.
"Fine." They said at the same time.
I took my car and headed out. It was pretty late so not many people were up and around. All I had to do was look for Harrys car, but where could he even be?
It took about 20 minutes until I saw his car. I looked at the a sign...He was at a bar. I hurried in and ended up seeing him drunk as fuck and partying with some weird people.
"Harry, what're you doing?!" He looked confused, like he didn't even know me.
A asked the manager how long he's been like that, turns out he's been drunk for about almost 2 hours. Holy shit.
He wouldn't even come near me, let alone talk to me. I wanted to wait until he maybe passes out or something. Sadly, it didn't happen. I just kept throwing his drinks out when he bought more. This kid, I swear.
It was about 45 minutes later when I finally just pulled him out, I literally just dragged him. He didn't want to cooperate but I handled it well. I couldn't take him back like this so we just sat in the parking lot.
He eventually just passed out. With that, I quietly grabbed his phone. He was texting a friend, they asked how him and Louis were doing. Great.
He told the person, "Not good." and also said, "I gotta go, I'm going to a bar to drown my pain away."
Harry, Harry, Harry...
We got back to our apartment thing and I had to help Harry out of the car. He lazily , drunkly walked to the doors with me. He headed upstairs.
"Where even was he?" Zayn asked.
"At a bar, drunk.as.fuck." I rolled my eyes, looking at the stairs.
Louis POV
I was going to go downstairs to see who came in, just then I saw Harry. He was holding his stomach with one hand and using the wall to guide him with the other. All I could do is watch him walk by.
"A-Are you okay...?" I asked quietly. No answer. I felt like I was to blame...was i?
He he opened the door to his room and fell over. His phone was by his arm and I saw it go off. I just wanted to peek.
After seeing some texts, I fully knew it was my fault. He wanted to get himself waisted just because I upset him? I didn't say anything that bad, did I ?
Fuck. Of course I did. I always do.
Niall and Liam came up, "What was that?"
"Oh..it was just Harry, he uhm, just fell."
Niall found that funny, not surprising.
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We didn't go to sleep for a while, but Harry kept coming down every so often. He came down to get more water. He looked at everyone else and kept avoiding me. It kinda hurts.
After everything he's done, seeing him so drunk because I hurt him, seeing him cry. Everything hit me. What did I say, why did I say it?
I knew I needed to fix it, I just want to hold him tight and kiss him and tell him everything's gonna be alright. I've never wanted to be the reason to upset him, but I did, this was all on me.
Everyone quickly looked at me in confusion. I wish I could fix that but it wouldn't happen.
"What do you mean he's gone?" Liam asked with a worrisome tone in his voice.
"I'm not sure, I looked around to find him but he wasn't there!"
Zayn got up and ran to a window, "His cars gone too.."
Dammit. I told them I'm gonna go out and look for him, they wanted to come but I wouldn't let them. Louis just kept quiet. He walked past me with no expression whatsoever.
"Just stay here so the dickheads don't try to come after us okay?" I told them.
"Fine." They said at the same time.
I took my car and headed out. It was pretty late so not many people were up and around. All I had to do was look for Harrys car, but where could he even be?
It took about 20 minutes until I saw his car. I looked at the a sign...He was at a bar. I hurried in and ended up seeing him drunk as fuck and partying with some weird people.
"Harry, what're you doing?!" He looked confused, like he didn't even know me.
A asked the manager how long he's been like that, turns out he's been drunk for about almost 2 hours. Holy shit.
He wouldn't even come near me, let alone talk to me. I wanted to wait until he maybe passes out or something. Sadly, it didn't happen. I just kept throwing his drinks out when he bought more. This kid, I swear.
It was about 45 minutes later when I finally just pulled him out, I literally just dragged him. He didn't want to cooperate but I handled it well. I couldn't take him back like this so we just sat in the parking lot.
He eventually just passed out. With that, I quietly grabbed his phone. He was texting a friend, they asked how him and Louis were doing. Great.
He told the person, "Not good." and also said, "I gotta go, I'm going to a bar to drown my pain away."
Harry, Harry, Harry...
We got back to our apartment thing and I had to help Harry out of the car. He lazily , drunkly walked to the doors with me. He headed upstairs.
"Where even was he?" Zayn asked.
"At a bar, drunk.as.fuck." I rolled my eyes, looking at the stairs.
Louis POV
I was going to go downstairs to see who came in, just then I saw Harry. He was holding his stomach with one hand and using the wall to guide him with the other. All I could do is watch him walk by.
"A-Are you okay...?" I asked quietly. No answer. I felt like I was to blame...was i?
He he opened the door to his room and fell over. His phone was by his arm and I saw it go off. I just wanted to peek.
After seeing some texts, I fully knew it was my fault. He wanted to get himself waisted just because I upset him? I didn't say anything that bad, did I ?
Fuck. Of course I did. I always do.
Niall and Liam came up, "What was that?"
"Oh..it was just Harry, he uhm, just fell."
Niall found that funny, not surprising.
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We didn't go to sleep for a while, but Harry kept coming down every so often. He came down to get more water. He looked at everyone else and kept avoiding me. It kinda hurts.
After everything he's done, seeing him so drunk because I hurt him, seeing him cry. Everything hit me. What did I say, why did I say it?
I knew I needed to fix it, I just want to hold him tight and kiss him and tell him everything's gonna be alright. I've never wanted to be the reason to upset him, but I did, this was all on me.
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1/17/14