Everything You Do Is Magic

Liam's P.O.V.

I feel like complete crap. I haven't seen anyone since the fall out. Not even Zayn or Niall or Harry... I don't even know what I'm doing with my life right now. I'm a bum... I want to apologize to everybody but I feel like they hate me.... I'm just gonna leave... Maybe that'll make everything a little better! I went up to my room and started packing all my important stuff. Chargers, phone, laptop, clothes, soaps, etc. I'm not gonna tell anybody about this cause I'm sure they could care less.... After I finished packing and booking my plane ticket, I left. My plane leaves in an hour and the ride to the airport is 20 minutes. I was on my phone and decided to delete them all from my contacts. I don't need them, right?

2 MONTHS LATER

Jayme's P.O.V.

No one's heard or seen Liam in a little over 2 months. Zayn and Niall checked the house and noticed some of his stuff was missing. We all tried calling and texting him but it went straight to voicemail. I swear all together, we've sent him about a million messages. Where could he be?! He can't just drop off the face of the earth like that.

Liam' P.O.V.

Why is it that all of a sudden they care? Fuck them. They didn't even notice me gone until last month. What amazing people. Today, I'm gonna change my number. I don't want to keep having my phone buzz every 4 seconds. The only number I kept was Niall's because he's the only guy I don't despise. I mean how can anyone hate Niall? It's impossible. I kept Perrie's number, too. She wasn't any part of anything that happened. Right before I went to change my number, Jayme text me. 'Liam, where the hell are you!? You can't just leave us! Come back!' I decided to text her back 'Fuck off.'

Jayme's P.O.V.

my phone lit up and his name flashed across the screen. For a second I had hope we'd find him. Then I read it. 'Fuck off.'

"Guys, he just told me to fuck off." I said to everyone. By the way, S is still here.

"What the hell is up with him?" Harry said. "Im seriously so done with this."

"Harry, c'mon. Don't give up. We're gonna find him." Zayn said.

"No, what if he ignores us for the rest of his life? What's gonna happen to us? One Direction won't be a thing anymore and it'll be everyone's fault. I'm just done. With the stress. With the thinking. I've lost hope already. I'm out." Harry walked out of the house and got into his car... driving off.

"Guys, I know we can lose our hope. just please. We have to get him back. I... " Niall stopped talking. His bottom lip started quivereng and he excuses himself. This is tearing us apart.... it's too much for anyone to handle. But we have to deal with this. I went to Go find Niall.

"Niall!" I yelled walking up the stairs. I went into my room and heard sobbing coming from my bathroom. "Niall?" I knocked. "Can I come in, buddy?" He didn't say anything. I opened the door and he was sitting on he floor with his eyes puffy and red. He looked at me and sobbed more. "Niall.... please.... don't cry..." I started shaking. I hate seeing the happiest person I know crying. I could feel my eyes well up.

"i miss him." He cried. "My best friend is gone......" that hit me right in the face.... he's gone. I remembered all the fun we had with him. I remembered how he would cry and how he would always be in charge.....

"I feel like such a bitch...." I whispered. Letting my tears fall. "This is all MY fault..... I'm sorry Nialler..." I let more and more tears out.....

"Its not your fault, Jayme..." He hugged me. I could feel his tears fall onto my shoulder.

"A majority of it was, Niall..... I can't believe myself.... I... messed up.... it's all on me.... I'm so sorry." I got up and went over to my drawer. I pulled out a razor.

"Jayme, what are you doing?" He cried harder. "Please stop!" He yelled.

"im sorry. " I whispered. I put the razor on my wrist. my tears fell onto it.

"STOP!" Niall screamed getting up, grabbing it out of my hand and throwing it. He held me for a while. Crying into each other's shoulders. Louis, S, Perrie and Zayn ran up to my room. They stared at us.. This is killing us. Slowly... everyone's a mess....

Notes

How intense I got depressed writing it. I don't even know where this story is going anymore! Is the band gonna end? Will Liam even come back? I don't even know.
- Jayme xxx