Your Song
Chapter 13
‘Louis it’s not what it looks like.’ Harry turns to Louis and I hide myself behind him not wanting to confront Louis.
‘What else could it fucking be then Harry?’ Louis runs his hands through his hair. ‘You can’t do this to Samii.’
Harry steps forward closer to Louis. ‘Do what to Samii? Do what Liam did to her? I’m protecting her.’
‘You are not protecting her Harry. You are ruining her marriage.’ Louis raises his voice.
‘Samii only married Liam because I was gone. We are supposed to be together.’ Harry is starting to shout at Louis and I can’t have more friends fighting because of me.
I move quickly so I’m positioned between them with one of my hands on each of the boy’s chest. ‘Stop please!’ I beg them.
I give the boys a few moments and I can feel their chests slowly rise up and down under my touch. Louis takes my hand and pulls me round so I’m facing him.
‘Don’t do this Samii. You are married to Liam.’ Louis is close to my face and I can feel tears slipping down my cheeks.
‘I’m sorry Louis.’ I mumble.
Louis drops my hand and takes a few steps back. ‘So what do I tell your husband if he asks where you are tonight? That you have dumped him and ran off with his friend?’
‘You tell him I will be with Grace if he wants to talk.’ Harry rests his hands on my shoulders and kisses the top of my head.
Louis looks down at his shoes before turning out of the room and walking away.
‘I’ll take you to Grace’s.’ Harry hums into my ear.
I turn around so we are facing each other and he rests his forehead against mine. Our lips are close together but they don’t touch.
‘Do you love me? Or is it the drink?’ Harry whispers to me.
I close my eyes so I don’t have to look into his piercing ones. ‘I think I do Harry and that’s what scares me.’
Harry pulls up outside Grace’s and helps me out of the front seat as the drink is still taking effect on me. Harry called on the way so Niall is expecting me. Niall has the door open and is waiting for us. Harry takes me into the spare room and helps me into bed. Before leaving he takes my shoes off and kisses my cheek.
After Harry leaves Niall is still in the room. My eyes are only half open now but I can see is standing next to me. He leans down low so his lips are next to my ear.
‘Please do what makes you happy.’ Niall softly kisses my cheek and walks out.
I have been awake for a few minutes but I don’t want to open my eyes because I can’t bear the pain of a hangover. Also I don’t remember where I am. I open them slightly and I’m relieved to see I’m in Grace’s spare bedroom and I have no inkling of a hangover.
I sit up in bed and the first thing I notice is some clothes folded on the end of the bed. I guess Niall or Grace put some clean clothes there for me to put on. I get dressed and do the best with my makeup with what I have in my bag. It’s a good thing me and Grace are the same size because the clothes fit fine.
I find Grace in the kitchen with Bella sat on the floor by her feet babbling at a toy. They both look up when I walk in and Bella’s face instantly lights up when she see’s me. She steadily gets to her feet and toddles towards me. I bend down to greet her and scoop her up in my arms.
‘Good morning gorgeous.’ I say kissing her cheek. ‘How is mummy this morning then?’
Grace turns around from the cooker and smiles at me. ‘Clothes fit fine then. I have actually had a very good morning.’ Grace pauses and bites her lip. ‘A better one then you’re going to have.’
I stop playing with Bella’s fingers and stare at Grace. ‘What do you mean?’
Grace entwines her fingers together and stares at the floor. ‘Well Liam is on his way and I think Harry is coming as well.’
‘Jesus Christ.’ I place Bella on her feet with little protest and rub my head. ‘I think I may have told Harry I loved him.’
Grace looks up at me and shakes her head. ‘Do you?’
I groan and put my head in my hands. ‘I think I do.’
‘Well good luck explaining that to your husband because he’s here.’ Niall says leaning against the kitchen door frame. ‘Living room.’ Niall says pointing with his head before walking out.
‘Good luck.’ Grace smiles at me before I walk out.
I watch Liam from the door, not wanting to go in. He is sat on one of the sofas with his head in his hands. He looks lost. Liam looks up and our eyes connect. His are red and sunken. I walk into the room and sit on the chair opposite him. There is no barrier between us and it makes me feel vulnerable
‘Louis said you had something you needed to tell me.’ Liam’s voice was soft but I was sure he was ready to explode.
‘Louis walked in on…’ I hesitated but pushed myself to keep talking. ‘..Me and Harry kissing last night.’
Liam stands causing me to flinch and walks over to the window. ‘Have you slept with him?’
‘No.’ I lie to him and take deep breathes. I can’t help but feel frightened around him ever since he hurt me.
‘Do you love me?’ Liam turns around but doesn’t move.
‘Yes.’ This time it is the truth. I do love Liam but I also love Harry.
On cue Harry walks through the door. Neither boy moves or says anything, they just stare at each other. Liam is the first one to talk again. ‘What are you doing here Harry?’
Harry steps further into the room and closer to me. ‘I wanted to see how Samii is.’
‘You don’t need to worry about my wife Harry, I can look after her.’ Liam smirks at him.
‘What like the night you bruised her wrists? You weren’t looking after her that night.’ Harry spits back with annoyance.
‘That’s nothing to do with you. It’s between me and Samii.’
‘Yea well it is when it’s to do with the women I love.’ Harry shouts back at Liam.
The tension in the room is unbearable and Liam is shocked at Harry’s confession. Liam looks from me to Harry and back again.
‘And Samii told me she loved me too.’ Harry’s voice breaks a bit and I can see Liam’s heart break in his eyes.
I’m on my feet and over to Liam quickly. I grab his arms and move my face closer to his. ‘Liam I love you.’
I wipe a tear away with my thumb. ‘Please come home with me Samii.’
‘I don’t know if I can do that Liam.’ I bite my lip. I want to go home with Liam but I need Harry. ‘I need some time to think darling.’
Liam nods his head and kisses me on the cheek before leaving. I watch Liam walk away and my heart drops. What have I done to him? I drop to my knees in uncontrollable sobs but I’m soon surrounded in warmth.
‘It’s ok bird. I’m here.’ Harry mumbles into my ear. ‘I’ll always be here.’
‘What else could it fucking be then Harry?’ Louis runs his hands through his hair. ‘You can’t do this to Samii.’
Harry steps forward closer to Louis. ‘Do what to Samii? Do what Liam did to her? I’m protecting her.’
‘You are not protecting her Harry. You are ruining her marriage.’ Louis raises his voice.
‘Samii only married Liam because I was gone. We are supposed to be together.’ Harry is starting to shout at Louis and I can’t have more friends fighting because of me.
I move quickly so I’m positioned between them with one of my hands on each of the boy’s chest. ‘Stop please!’ I beg them.
I give the boys a few moments and I can feel their chests slowly rise up and down under my touch. Louis takes my hand and pulls me round so I’m facing him.
‘Don’t do this Samii. You are married to Liam.’ Louis is close to my face and I can feel tears slipping down my cheeks.
‘I’m sorry Louis.’ I mumble.
Louis drops my hand and takes a few steps back. ‘So what do I tell your husband if he asks where you are tonight? That you have dumped him and ran off with his friend?’
‘You tell him I will be with Grace if he wants to talk.’ Harry rests his hands on my shoulders and kisses the top of my head.
Louis looks down at his shoes before turning out of the room and walking away.
‘I’ll take you to Grace’s.’ Harry hums into my ear.
I turn around so we are facing each other and he rests his forehead against mine. Our lips are close together but they don’t touch.
‘Do you love me? Or is it the drink?’ Harry whispers to me.
I close my eyes so I don’t have to look into his piercing ones. ‘I think I do Harry and that’s what scares me.’
Harry pulls up outside Grace’s and helps me out of the front seat as the drink is still taking effect on me. Harry called on the way so Niall is expecting me. Niall has the door open and is waiting for us. Harry takes me into the spare room and helps me into bed. Before leaving he takes my shoes off and kisses my cheek.
After Harry leaves Niall is still in the room. My eyes are only half open now but I can see is standing next to me. He leans down low so his lips are next to my ear.
‘Please do what makes you happy.’ Niall softly kisses my cheek and walks out.
I have been awake for a few minutes but I don’t want to open my eyes because I can’t bear the pain of a hangover. Also I don’t remember where I am. I open them slightly and I’m relieved to see I’m in Grace’s spare bedroom and I have no inkling of a hangover.
I sit up in bed and the first thing I notice is some clothes folded on the end of the bed. I guess Niall or Grace put some clean clothes there for me to put on. I get dressed and do the best with my makeup with what I have in my bag. It’s a good thing me and Grace are the same size because the clothes fit fine.
I find Grace in the kitchen with Bella sat on the floor by her feet babbling at a toy. They both look up when I walk in and Bella’s face instantly lights up when she see’s me. She steadily gets to her feet and toddles towards me. I bend down to greet her and scoop her up in my arms.
‘Good morning gorgeous.’ I say kissing her cheek. ‘How is mummy this morning then?’
Grace turns around from the cooker and smiles at me. ‘Clothes fit fine then. I have actually had a very good morning.’ Grace pauses and bites her lip. ‘A better one then you’re going to have.’
I stop playing with Bella’s fingers and stare at Grace. ‘What do you mean?’
Grace entwines her fingers together and stares at the floor. ‘Well Liam is on his way and I think Harry is coming as well.’
‘Jesus Christ.’ I place Bella on her feet with little protest and rub my head. ‘I think I may have told Harry I loved him.’
Grace looks up at me and shakes her head. ‘Do you?’
I groan and put my head in my hands. ‘I think I do.’
‘Well good luck explaining that to your husband because he’s here.’ Niall says leaning against the kitchen door frame. ‘Living room.’ Niall says pointing with his head before walking out.
‘Good luck.’ Grace smiles at me before I walk out.
I watch Liam from the door, not wanting to go in. He is sat on one of the sofas with his head in his hands. He looks lost. Liam looks up and our eyes connect. His are red and sunken. I walk into the room and sit on the chair opposite him. There is no barrier between us and it makes me feel vulnerable
‘Louis said you had something you needed to tell me.’ Liam’s voice was soft but I was sure he was ready to explode.
‘Louis walked in on…’ I hesitated but pushed myself to keep talking. ‘..Me and Harry kissing last night.’
Liam stands causing me to flinch and walks over to the window. ‘Have you slept with him?’
‘No.’ I lie to him and take deep breathes. I can’t help but feel frightened around him ever since he hurt me.
‘Do you love me?’ Liam turns around but doesn’t move.
‘Yes.’ This time it is the truth. I do love Liam but I also love Harry.
On cue Harry walks through the door. Neither boy moves or says anything, they just stare at each other. Liam is the first one to talk again. ‘What are you doing here Harry?’
Harry steps further into the room and closer to me. ‘I wanted to see how Samii is.’
‘You don’t need to worry about my wife Harry, I can look after her.’ Liam smirks at him.
‘What like the night you bruised her wrists? You weren’t looking after her that night.’ Harry spits back with annoyance.
‘That’s nothing to do with you. It’s between me and Samii.’
‘Yea well it is when it’s to do with the women I love.’ Harry shouts back at Liam.
The tension in the room is unbearable and Liam is shocked at Harry’s confession. Liam looks from me to Harry and back again.
‘And Samii told me she loved me too.’ Harry’s voice breaks a bit and I can see Liam’s heart break in his eyes.
I’m on my feet and over to Liam quickly. I grab his arms and move my face closer to his. ‘Liam I love you.’
I wipe a tear away with my thumb. ‘Please come home with me Samii.’
‘I don’t know if I can do that Liam.’ I bite my lip. I want to go home with Liam but I need Harry. ‘I need some time to think darling.’
Liam nods his head and kisses me on the cheek before leaving. I watch Liam walk away and my heart drops. What have I done to him? I drop to my knees in uncontrollable sobs but I’m soon surrounded in warmth.
‘It’s ok bird. I’m here.’ Harry mumbles into my ear. ‘I’ll always be here.’
Notes
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