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Stolen *Sequel to Suffocated*

Not Just a Beating Heart

Alfie POV~

After the day in the park, I haven't stopped thinking about that leather jacket and the letter from my wedding keeps playing around in my head. I just want this to stop. Jake has already taken so much from me, and now he can control me without even being here? This is just too much.
I just want to live a happy life with Harry and my friends, not a life filled with paranoia and anxiety. I want to actually live, not just have a beating heart.

My night terrors are starting to slowly come back. Harry has to wake up in the middle of the night almost every night just to stop me from screaming in my sleep, but he doesn't complain. He still doesn't know that the dreams are about Jake. Should I tell him? Should I tell him that I think the man that raped me and left me for dead may be back?

no... I can't do that to him.

He was crushed the first time I told him, let alone if i tell him that Jake might be back? No. I'll handle this myself, and besides it's probably just my overactive imagination.
Ya that's what it is. Since my life has been so good lately and my mind just wants me to have a challenge. That's it. Jake is not here and everything will go away soon...

right?? Oh I hope so. Just thinking about life without Harry or any of the lads would be awful... SHIT ZAYN! I completely forgot about the letter.

Hey Alfie. I’m writing this to tell you that I am done searching for you and hunting you down. I’m just not interested anymore. It used to be fun to make your life hell, but not anymore. I’m moving on. Perhaps to that ethnic kid? Harry’s best man? What’s his name oh yeah Zayn. He seems like a hot little piece. So delicate, like I could break him like that. We’ll see what happens…bye…for now ;) - Jakey Poo

Please let this all be in my head, please! Zayn has 2 daughters now and a lovely husband, he cannot be taken from of us. He is an amazing father and he...we...I... I would be devastated if he was gone. Oh god I can't even think about that. I'm just going to try to figure this stuff out before anyone gets hurt...

Zayn POV~~

I don't know why but I feel like someone's watching me. Just every time I turn a corner or walk down the street I feel someone's eyes on me, but when I look no one's ever there. I know I’m probably just being paranoid, but I can't shake the feeling. Every time I walk out of the house without my kids I feel a cold chill run up my back like something bad is going to happen.

Nowadays I never let the girls out of my sight. They are too precious and I love them too much for something bad to happen to the, but I still can't fight this feeling.

The feeling of being trapped and not being able to escape even though there are no walls around you.;

The feeling that makes your breath quicken and palms sweaty just thinking about it.
I just feel lost and confused.

I feel like something is going to happen but I don't know what or to whom it will happen to...

I'm scared...

That is all I’m feeling right now...

Just pure fear...

My body is numb yet I can still feel the pain...


Jake POV~~

I'm getting in their heads...

I am in their nightmares, I know it.

The way Alfie screams in the middle of the night is just priceless. I may or may not have put cameras in their house when they weren't home. ;)

I love the face Zayn makes when he drops the girls off at daycare. He acts like it could be the last day he sees them. It's all just so satisfying. Making their lives miserable is just too much fun, and too easy.

I show them I’m here but I don't reveal my face. I make them imagine my eyes staring into their souls. They have basically done all of the work for me.
I knew that the jacket would make Alfie go insane, and I knew that the girls are Zayn's weakness...so how do I use that to my advantage and finally make them pay?

I'VE GOT IT!!

Now I just wait until they are at their brinks and I will push them over the edge. I will make sure they never screw with me again...

*EVIL LAUGHTER*


Some might ask why I want to torture Zayn as well as Alfie since he never did anything to me. Well the answer is that he did do something to me. He stole something of mine...
He stole my heart. He doesn't remember me but back in high school we had a one night stand and ever since I have followed him everywhere. I had stopped following him after I had met Alfie. But once I had my fun with him I tried looking for Zayn again but with no avail. I swore on my life that Alfie would pay for making me lose Zayn, so that's why I have been torturing him. That's why I raped him.

When I found Zayn again I was so excited. I thought we could finally be together. So on the day of Alfie's wedding I was going to approach him, but when i got there I found him making out with some blonde guy in the parking lot. So I swore to myself that day that if I couldn't have Zayn no one could. That was when I wrote the note Alfie and snuck it in his jacket pocket while he was changing.

They are going to suffer. No matter how drastic I have to be, Zayn nor Allfie will ever be happy again and I won't be satisfied until they are ruined...

*MORE EVIL LAUGHTER*

Notes

CHAPTER 2!!! Hey guys i'm sorry it took so long to update. Iv'e been super busy and then I had a bad case of writer's block. but now I'm back and feeling better. Hope you enjoyed it!!!

Don't forget to check out imustbeallie and Aleanbh the Liam Girl , they are both great writers!!!

Also there is a contest on here and I would really appreciate it if you voted for me :)
here is the link - http://www.onedirectionfanfiction.org/Story/24637/FANFIC-AWARDS/

Please please please vote for me...I never win stuff and I would really like to win this, not only for myself but for you guys aswell! If I win, these awards will be for you. For all of my faithful little Suffocaters and fans!!!!
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Goodbye for now my lovely suffocaters!!

Comments

Can you update

@zaynmalikISmylife
I will try my best :)

Zaynlove Zaynlove
3/23/14

Really good! :D Love it! Update soon please!

@Nailello
Just updated and of course no problem. :)

Zaynlove Zaynlove
3/23/14

@Zaynlove
Hey there, are you going to update soon? You are making me go crazy again! haha
Will you check out my story too?
Thanks