Independent Survival.
Coming To Terms.
-Charlotte's POV-
Did you know 30% of pregnancies end in miscarriage?
What about that 15-20% of confirmed pregnancies end in miscarriage?
And the majority of miscarriages occur in the first trimester...
Well if you've already had a miscarriage, you're 15% likely to have one during your next pregnancy.
It's been a year.
A year since I lost the love of my life.
A year since I walked out on my best friend.
A year since I left New York City.
A year since I'd spoken to Harry...
and a year since I lost our baby.
and he still doesn't know I was even pregnant.
I've started to come to terms with it now I think.
Lydia jumped on a plane the second I called her claiming to the boys that she had 'family problems'. Zayn instantly found it suspicious and Lydia eventually told him. After convincing him not to tell Harry I was pregnant or tell Niall i'd lost the baby he gave in and came back to England to be with Lydia and their relationship is still going strong.
According to Zayn, Harry and Niall ask about me all the time, but Niall never asks about the baby.
Tomorrow is my first day back at work and to say I'm nervous would be an understatement.
We have some old boy band in tomorrow making their 'greatest hits' album, so they need a cover shoot doing and to be honest, stuck up ex-popstars aren't my thing but i'm getting payed a lot and I love my job so I don't mind as much.
I just hope it doesn't stress me out, as I haven't been out the house much since it happened and I need to get acclimatised to working again.
I shuffle into bed and prepare my self for the same dream I've been having every night since the death, of Harry holding our baby girl in his hands.
"Good night baby girl." I whisper to the scan of my unborn foetus, before closing my eyes/
Did you know 30% of pregnancies end in miscarriage?
What about that 15-20% of confirmed pregnancies end in miscarriage?
And the majority of miscarriages occur in the first trimester...
Well if you've already had a miscarriage, you're 15% likely to have one during your next pregnancy.
It's been a year.
A year since I lost the love of my life.
A year since I walked out on my best friend.
A year since I left New York City.
A year since I'd spoken to Harry...
and a year since I lost our baby.
and he still doesn't know I was even pregnant.
I've started to come to terms with it now I think.
Lydia jumped on a plane the second I called her claiming to the boys that she had 'family problems'. Zayn instantly found it suspicious and Lydia eventually told him. After convincing him not to tell Harry I was pregnant or tell Niall i'd lost the baby he gave in and came back to England to be with Lydia and their relationship is still going strong.
According to Zayn, Harry and Niall ask about me all the time, but Niall never asks about the baby.
Tomorrow is my first day back at work and to say I'm nervous would be an understatement.
We have some old boy band in tomorrow making their 'greatest hits' album, so they need a cover shoot doing and to be honest, stuck up ex-popstars aren't my thing but i'm getting payed a lot and I love my job so I don't mind as much.
I just hope it doesn't stress me out, as I haven't been out the house much since it happened and I need to get acclimatised to working again.
I shuffle into bed and prepare my self for the same dream I've been having every night since the death, of Harry holding our baby girl in his hands.
"Good night baby girl." I whisper to the scan of my unborn foetus, before closing my eyes/
Notes
The highly anticipated first chapter ladies and gentlemen;)I JUST BOUGHT FALL OUT BOY TICKETS YOU GUYS, FAN GIRL WITH ME?!
How instance was SOML music video too?
Also Teen Awards were insane last night… WAY too much excitement for one week.
Okay so here's the first Chapter of the sequel.
Feel free to criticise or whatever you want… I'm easy.
its been 4 months :( where are you?
12/20/13