Do You Really Love Me?

Ashley's POV
"That's just it I don't know what is going on anymore everything is falling apart, everything is changing Sky is getting married next it's going to be Louis and El, Harry is going to get a girlfriend and I am going to be happy but everything is changing I still don't know who shot us and for the first time in my entire life I actually tried killing myself and I almost lost you!" I said starting to cry he pulled me close to him wrapping me safely in his arms and said "Love it is going to be okay alright everything will be back into place and he will be caught and you are never going to lose me" I pulled back and said " who is Lexi?" I had to know what was going on between them why did she say it that way? he said " she is just a friend why did you meet her?" " yeah I did she uh yeah..." I trailed off not really knowing what to say he made me look at him and he said "Ashley I love you and only you okay nothing will happen I won't let anything or anyone hurt you or touch you, you mean the world to me why can't you see that?" " I don't know I have always thought that it was impossible for someone to love me but my family that is different but I mean like really love me and I still think it is impossible there is nothing about me for anyone to love so why do you love me?" I said he looked at me like I was crazy and said " What isn't there to love I love everything about you I love your laugh, your smile, your personality, you, Love do you know I'm in love with you?" I looked up shocked that he said it, I couldn't help but smile and say "I do now, do you know that I'm in love with you?" he smiled and said " I do now" copying what I said he pulled me close and kissed me pationately he pulled away and whispered " Happy Birthday!" I was a little surprised considering I forgot my own birthday I laughed and we resumed kissing.

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