Do You Really Love Me?

Ashley's POV
When we arrived at the mall we didn't know where to go first so we split up I went to the food court first because I was starving I got a pretzel to eat and I went roaming the mall I didn't see anything I liked but I bought a t-shirt some pants and some shoes that I couldn't really afford but I managed to I met up with the girls half an hour later they already had so many bag where as I had only 2 bags. I don't now why or what it is but I felt out of place and kinda left out with the girls I mean they can actually afford things and I can't really afford what I bought and I'm not going back with them and I am not pretty like them I am just so different than them I don't know what Zayn sees in me also they are talking about things I don't know what they are. " Hey guys I am gonna go to the bathroom real fast okay?" I said " okay" they said not really acknowledging me and it kinda hurt I guess we really grew apart since I left the tour a little early, when I came back they were talking to this girl like they had known her their whole lives I walked over to them and they said her name was Lexi she looked at me disgusted but clearly the girls couldn't tell " how do you all know each other?" I asked " we became friends in England she works with Sky" said Dani I just nodded my head not knowing what to say " Hey Ashley do you want to go in Forever 21 with me?" said Lexi her voice was annoying before I could answer she was pulling me into the store her grip was tightening when we got into the store she said " Okay this is how it is gonna go you are gonna be replaced by me I am gonna become their new best friend and you are going to have no friends and no boyfriend because I also want Zayn and believe me honey he will choose someone much prettier and skinnier than you so what your going to do is your going to play sick and go home okay?" I scoffed and said " fine I don't fit in anyways" I walked away with tears starting to form but I tried to push them back and walked to the girls grabbed my stuff and just simply left without a word crying why is everything falling apart?

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