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What The Papers Don't Say

Hope Lost Me

" Bell ?" I felt a strong palm shaking my arms trying to wake me up.
" Ummmmm ?" I hmmed.
" Wake up." I recognized Harry's voice.
I protested shifting around.
" It's seven. You've been asleep for five hours." He whispered.
I replied absolutely nothing. You'd think a five hour nap would get me all energized, but nope.
" Babe, you wake up because that's what people do when they finish sleeping." He gave it a try once more.
" Let me sleep you hoe !" I groggily rejected him once more.
" Fine. I'll eat all the pizza then." I felt him getting up making the bed squeak a little.
" Pizza ?! " I asked suddenly as hyper as ever.
" Yep ! Pepperoni and cheese." He smiled.
" I like that shit." I sat up really quickly forgetting about my fractured rib.
" Fuck." I cursed as pain shot through all the way from my chest to my stomach.
" Wooha !" He sat once more placing his hand around my back soothingly rubbing the pain away.
" This is going to need some getting used to." I laughed pretending my rib doesn't feel like
it's about to rip into two halves. Ok. All good.
" Just be careful."
The pain was unbearable, I was on the verge of screaming all my contents out loud. Any sudden
movement would crack me, making me keep my head down and focusing on the soft effect
of his palms on my back. I noticed a sparkling diamond on my ring finger. It's quiet gorgeous, actually.
Although, why is it on ring finger ? Do I have a husband of some sort. I gained all the strength
and looked up at his eyes.
" Um, why is there a ring on my ring finger ?" I asked noting how beautiful his eyes are.
" You really don't remember, do you ?" Harry asked lowering his voice at the end. A hurt kind of low tone.
I nodded making him explain.
" Four months ago, you visited me on tour from LA where you shot a movie.
You surprised on my birthday and did everything on my bucket list. I gave you that promise ring
on a hot air ballon." He said not once granting his orbs permission to leave mine.
" Harry why can't I remember ?" I asked getting frustrated.
" I'd love to know." He answered placing his free hand on mine. His palm felt warm. And big, as it engulfed my smaller size.
" Gosh ! I remember everything. Everyone. Taylor L and Kera. Even Zayn's favorite color !
But not you ! Why ? I mean if we are so fucking in love, then why isn't it all coming back ? " I complained.
" I really don't know. The night is still young, give it time, Bell." He gave me an assuring squeeze.

Close your eyes right now and think of the person that makes you smile. Hell,
all the goddamn people that paint a smile on your face, even a faint smirk. Now imagine waking
up one day and remembering everything except them. Except him. Why, though ? How do
I even remember my myspace account password and not Harry ? Like who goes on myspace anymore ?
Do you understand at what level of frustration I am at right now ? It's fucked up honestly.
And on top of that, my rib hurts like mad.
" Why are you crying ?" Harry interrupted my mental rant making me realizing a
tear slipped down my cheeks.
" It's just stupid. You pretty much have been the only person who take cares of me and I can't even .." I
trailed off not realizing how painful it actually is until I said it out loud.
" I get it. Really. Well, defiantly not the memory part, but I get what you mean. And how you feel, too
. But crying will help with nothing. Cheer up, I'm totally two hundred sixty two percent sure you're
going to remember every single thing ! Give it three days max."
" Well yeah but I need to re-"
" No. Don't. Isabella Lewington is badass. You're fucking badass and amazing and no,
you are going to remember everything. I love you and I know you might not love
me back right now but you will so shut up. " He interrupted me once more.
" You can defiantly depend on me to misbehave." I cheered up finding hope once again.
" The pizza is getting cold." He helped me up.
I didn't lose hope, hope just lost me, which makes me want and will hold on tighter.
Harry paints a smile on my face even when I don't know him that well.
I don't need to close my eyes in order to remember how important he is in my life.


** Soo .. should I end this fanfic soon or ... ? Cuz there are other plans too that won't disappoint y'all

Comments

@Letsharry
Ok, thnx so much
@Letsharry, yeah you're right. It's just... SO SAD. But you're new story is good too. Please update that.
Please in the name of harry styles baby goodness!!! UPDATE!!!! Y U NO UPDATE, IMMA BEGGIN U NOW!!
Rosie Styles Rosie Styles
2/12/13
@Arianna I'm sorry ): ! You can read my new fanfic if you want to ! But all good things must come to an end (:
I Love it!!