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Let Go

Chapter 40- Fights,Acceptance and Forgivness

“You what!” Louis screamed from bathroom of our hotel room. “I called him, now will you quiet down! Its four thirty in the morning! The people around us are still trying to sleep, so be respectful.” I snarled back as I pulled back my blankets on my bd. “Why would you call him?” He snapped pack as he walked out of the bathroom, his words dripping with discus. “Because I love him Louis, and I need him!” I replyed as I clover my head with the blankets so I could sleep. “After all that he has done to you?’ he asked as he ripped the blankets back off my head so I was forced to look at him. “Stay out of it Lou! You would do the same if it was El, so shut up. Stay out of my love life, you don’t belong in it.” I snapped back as I raised my voice, disregarding what I had told Lou about being loud just moments before. “I do belong in it CeCe! Im you dad now! I get to bud in on every aspect of your life! I forbid you from seeing him!” he told me. “You have no right in life! I will see Harry if I want! And just because you adopted me, does not make you my dad. You will never be my dad, you could never replace him!” I screamed. “You know I dident mean it that way.” He said softly as he rubbed his temples in frustration. “Save it.” I snarled. “He wasn’t even your real father! If anything he was replacing your dad too!” he exploded. “He’s more of a dad then you will ever be.” I replied before rolling to face the wall and pulling the duvet back over my head.

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I woke up and groggily looked at the time, 11:15. I groaned as I rolled out of bed, not really wanting to get up. But I had to be at the hospital at noon so I had no choice. Arryn’s family and I agreed that someone should be with her at all times so if she wakes up, she wont be alone. We assigned shifts, Lou and I had her from noon to midnight, whail her family had midnight to noon. I quickly changed (http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=76106943), grabbed my hotel key along with my phone, and then quickly left the room. I dident even bother wakening up Lou or leavening a note. I dident want to wake him up because I was still pretty pissed at him, and when he woke up and noticed the time and that I was missing he would know were I was, so a note was not necessary.

I attempted to hail a cab as I was swarmed with paparazzi; somehow they found out that Lou and I were here. I roiled my eyes as I stepped in a cab and flipped the peps the finger as we drove off. Thanks to them it tool me a half hour to hail a cab so I was barely going to make it to the hospital by noon, leaving me no time to grab some food.

I ran down the hallways before skidding to a stop outside Arryn’s room. I flung open the door and ran inside. “Im SOOOOOO sorry im late, I know you probably want to sleep. The,” I started to say but was cut off by Sofia shoving a paper bag and coffee into my hands. “I sent Wade out to get lunch at 11. He saw the paparazzi outside the hotel. We figured that you would run late because of them and you would not be able to eat before you came, so I had him pick you up some food too. Im leavening now but the remote for the TV is on the side table and the nurses are outside if you need anything.” She said before kissing me on the cheek and disappearing out the door.

She was goon so fast, I dident even have time to reply. I just shrugged it off and flipped the T.V onto some random channel. I opened the plastic bag and pulled out a burger and fries. I devoured the food in a matter off seconds once I realized how hunger I acturaly was.

I looked at my phone and cringed when I saw the date. It’s the 24th, its Louis’s birthday. I atomadicaly felt terrible of how I treated him last night. I looked out the TV, trying to block out how I have been treating Louis ever since I’ve broke up with Harry, how I’ve been a total bitch to him. I let my mind wander until I started thinking about the call I had made last night.

*Flashback*

I stepped outside the room and dilled his numbed before I shakily brought the phone up to my ear. I listen to the rings. *Ring, Ring, Ring, Ring, Ring, Ring* “this is Harry, I cant get to my phone right now to please leave a message and I will get back to you as soon as I can.” His voice said on the other line. The phone beeped, letting me know to start talking. “Harry?” I choked out as I started to sob, causing the statement sound more like a question. “Harry, Arryn was I an accident and is now in a coma. I flew out to see her. I realized when I got here that I love you, and I need you. I you still feel the same way, im in Carroll, at St. Mark hospital. 12th level, room 238. I Hope you will come. Im sorry.” I coked out the last sentence between my sobs.

* End of Flashback*

I turned of the TV and faced Arryn. “Do you think he will come?” I asked her. She lay still as I waited patiently for an answer I knew I would not get from her. Suddenly my phone rang, causing me to jump as it cut through the silence. I pulled my phone out of my back pocket and smiled at the person who was calling me. “Hey Cody.” I said softly into the phone as I walked to the corner of the room. “How are you holding up?” he asked loudly so I could hear him over the screaming in the background. “Im doing ok.” I responded as I looked at the clock on the wall. “Cody, whets going on? You should be at practice right now, why is everyone screaming?” I asked concerned. “CeCe, we got some news today.” He replyed in monotone. “Cody what happened?” I asked as I started to raise my voice. “You got in the choreographer competition.” He said excitedly that was followed by the whole dance department yelling there congratulations to me. I froze, no they got it wrong, and I had almost no chance of getting in. threes no way I got it. “Are you sure?” I asked to clarify. “Positive, now we have to finish practice, but ill call you later. Have a good Christmas!” he said before hanging up. “Marry Christmas.” I summered back although I knew he was gone.

“I got it.” I whispered. “I got it!” I told myself more confidently. “I got it! I got it!” I screamed as I jumped up and down in the corner. “Congragilation on whatever you got” the voice said from the doorway. I spun around to see if my ears were playing tricks on me or not, and they went. His curly hair was compressed into a grey bene. His face was scared and unsure as he focused his weight from one foot to the other. I ran and jumped into his arms, latching my legs around his waist and arms around his neck as I kiss him patiently. We pulled away and I berried my head into his neck. “So am I forgiven? Can we get back together?” he asks, getting straight to the point. “Yes to both.” I reply, as he lets out a happy sigh “I was not sure you would come.” I told him after a few minuets of silence. “I will always come, I love you.” He said before planting a quick kiss on my temple. “I love you too.” I replyed before I placed a soft, lingering kiss onto his neck making him quietly moan, and me giggle.

Someone cleared there through from behind us causing Harry to drop me to the floor. “Louis?” I said when I saw his pleading face. “Im sorry.” He said quickly. “I know so am I.” I told him as I walked over to him and enveloped him into a hug. “Happy birthday.” I whispered into his shirt. “Merry Christmas Eve.” He whispered back

Notes

That sad moment when it takes you 5 hours to edit one chapter because you kept getting distracted with cat videos. Then another 3 hours to upload because you forgot to press submit before you did some home work. *sigh*

This chapter is dedicated to my friend (she’s my friend, idk if im hers though lol) @proud_directioner because it was her 16th birthday a few days ago. So….. HAPPY BITHDAY!!!!!! She dident do so well on her driving test (Still laughing my ass off because of to, although it probably shouldn’t be funny). But you’ll do better next time babe! Just stay away from old ladies in parking lots! ~M

Comments

Your a really good writer and i'm not one to criticize but its LSA not LST it's london school of the arts there is no such thing is london school of talent

Dbug100 Dbug100
11/16/14
I really like the one your starting to wright
Harryismyidol Harryismyidol
9/6/13
I can't find Hold On:(
erincaldwell22 erincaldwell22
4/18/13
you repeated the first part of this chapter in the middle if you didnt know.